Love Crime

Chapter 1.

- STOP IT, please just stop said and turned around to face me. I just stoop talking and looked into he’s eyes and was surprised he asked me to do that
- Sorry , I just can’t take hearing more about and you, it’s killing me
- I’m sorry I didn’t thought you mind
- Don’t you know?
- Know what?
- How I feel about you?
- What?
- I have fallen for you he said nervously thinking “Now I said it I told her”
- I….I didn’t know I got mumble out, not knowing what to do or say, I really haven’t seen it coming, even though there had always been something in he’s eyes…
- No you didn’t did you?
- I’m sorry
- For what? You can’t help it, and you don’t even realise how sweet you are, which by the way makes you even more sweet
- I’m not sweet I still mumbled
- You are and that is why I HATE seeing what is doing to you, and I really don’t understand why you let him
- is your mate
- Yes he is, but that doesn’t make it right what he’s doing to you. He is messing you around
- He is not
- Then why are you here with me?
- Because you are so great to listen to me and….
- He should be listing to you, and am so tired of only listing to you, I wanna put my arms around you, kiss you……. He said and walked over to me…
- Sweetie I love you…..
- No …. I said and looked down on the floor, but he lifted my head up with he’s hand
- Yes I do, it started already that day I saw you for the first time outside the hotel with your friend, you send us the most charming/sweet smile….
- I’m not so sweet, so stop saying that
- , you can say what you want, but this is how I feel, and I wanted you to know that he said and looked me in the eyes. Oh those eyes of he’s, I could get lost in them…. Then suddenly I felt he’s lips, and oh he really could kiss. I couldn’t help but to answer he’s kiss! Why the phone had to ring right now, I don’t know….But let me gently go and walked over to take it. I saw him talking on the phone and kept thinking to myself “ , what are you doing, this can’t be good, can it?”.
- Sorry about that…
-
- What? He asked and gave me the sweetest smile
- We can’t….I can’t….I’m with I said and saw the smile disappear on he’s lips.
- Man , why won’t you listen you are not with him, he will never change he loves girls too much
- I can’t explain it
- Then explain our kiss, if the phone hasn’t rang we wouldn’t be here talking
- Probably not, but then I would regret it afterwards
- Hmm….what?….You felt it two or else you wouldn’t have kissed me back like that
- I don’t know….I just don’t know okay
- No, it’s not okay
- It has to be, I’m with because I love him, and yes I like you, but I can’t we are just friends, and I’m…..I’m…..I don’t know, why are you doing this to me?
- Because I love you, and you deserve more then gives you right now…
- No stop, I can’t…I just……can’t… I said and turned around and left in the room, and walked into my hotel room….

I couldn’t stand still in my room and kept walking around. ’s words kept going though my head, and I was going mad. I didn’t know what to do with myself, and I didn’t know how I felt about , but that kiss had waked something inside me. Suddenly I heard ’s voice out in the passage so I went out of my room and saw him with the arms around a girl on the way to his room. In the way they acted there was no doubt about what they were going to do in he’s room. I felt the tears in my eyes and then I got mad.
- …. …. I yelled at last so he turned his head and looked at me with a flirting smile
- Just a minute sweetie he said to the girl and walked over to me
- Why do you wanna hurt me so badly? I asked him
- I don’t wanna hurt you love he said
- Then send the girl away
- I can’t
- Yes you can, but you don’t want too I said and felt the tears running down my face
- Oh love, don’t cry he said and tried to take my tears away with his fingers
- DON’T TUCH ME I yelled
- Fine, but by the end of the day you are still my girl he said with a smile and turned around and walked back to the girl. He looked at me for a second before he stepped into he’s room with her.
With the tears running down my face I turned around and saw …..
- Hope you enjoyed it I said through my tears and ran into my room before he could get the chance to answer.
I sat down on my bed and cried my eyes out. I knew was right was messing me around, but I just didn’t wanna admit it, oh well not until now that is. AAARRGGHHH I was going insane, and I couldn’t take being in my room, so I went down to the pub at the hotel. I sat down by the bar and got myself a drink and a drink and a…… Suddenly came over to me…
- what are you doing?
- Nothing and don’t give me that look
- You shouldn’t sit here and drink
- Why, you guy’s do it all the time
- Not like that he said and took the glass out of my hand so I turned my face to face him
- Why are you down here anyway?
- I heard my friend was sad
- Sad?
- You would not sit here like that, if you wasn’t sad about something
- You don’t have to worry
- come on he said and took an arm around me
- Shane I….
- No you are coming NOW he said and I went with him since I knew he was so much stronger than me. He leaded me up to my room and we sat down on my bed.
- So spell it out, what is wrong?
- How can I tell you?
- You can trust me, I’m your friend
- You don’t wanna know
- Know what? That my lovely mate isn’t good enough for you
- What?
- Listen is a great mate, in fact he is the best, but he is a ladies man, and he is probably having to much fun at the moment to be able to settle with one girl. Or….
- Or what?
- Oh maybe you should stop letting him do this to you
- I know….it’s just that I kind a love him, but still this other thing happened
- What happened?
- Another guy kissed me
- What? Who????
- It doesn’t matter who it is
- It doesn’t?
- .....no....
- But you like the guy?
- I didn’t say that I said and got up from the bed and walked over to the window and looked out
- It sounds like you do
- He’s.......sweet I mumbled out
- I heard that
- I don’t know what to do I said and turn around and looked at
- Well you got to find out how you feel about this guy and what you wanna do with
- I know
- And you will, and I think you already know what you wanna do
- Really?
- Yeah.....Think about it said and got up, gave me a hug and went out.
I stood back and starred at the door had went out of. The tears came down my cheeks while I saw how had walked into that room with that girl going through my mind like a movie that wouldn’t stop. I knew it had to stop I couldn’t live like this anymore it was too much, it had too end. At the same time I knew I couldn’t talk with right now. I went to bed and cried myself to sleep.
I woke up early the next morning and went into the bath room to take a shower. Mean while I was trying not think but when I saw myself in the mirror I simply broke down. How could I go in and face ? All he had to do was to smile at me, and all my courage would be gone. Still I got myself together and a short while later I stood in front of the door to the room would be in. I stood there starring at it when suddenly came....
- Morning he mumbled
- ....morning.... I almost whispered so I could see the thoughts going through ’s mind.
- So your decided? asked stil not all awake I could see
- ...I...I...got to stop it.... I got out
- It will be okay, we are behind you both said with a supporting smile
- ....thank you.... I whispered
- But you probably gotta take that talk now said and squeeze my shoulder before he went down to get some breakfast. I took a deep breath and knock on the door. came to door and opened it and looked at me with a sleepy smile and showed me in. I felt him coming form behind and kissed my neck. I closed me eyes for second and then got away from him.
- We got to talk
- Hmm...talk just said and tried to pulled me in but yet again I got away
-
- Sweetie he said and I looked into his blue eyes
- Don’t look at me like that I said and tried to look anywhere else than at him
- Like what?
- You know!
- I don’t understand
- What? I asked
- Why you come in like this
- BECAUSE I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE! I yelled out and saw a surprised look on ’s face
- Sweetie what?
- WHAT? WELL WHAT ABOUT THE FACT THAT YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE MY BOYFRIEND BUT YOU STILL WENT IN HERE TOGETHER WITH THAT OTHER GIRL LAST NIGHT
- Oh I’m so sorry but I was so drunk and I I’m your boyfriend
- Really? Couse I sure can’t feel that you are
- Then let me show it he said and came closer
- NO YOU HAVE DONE THIS BEFORE AND I.....I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE IT’S OVER I cried out and saw a shocked stop up in front of me.
- You don’t mean that he said and tried to kiss me and in the first few seconds I did let him do it, but then I shacked my head and walked away from him. With tears running down my cheeks like they wouldn’t stop I looked into his eyes....
- I’s over.....I mean it I said and went towards the door, but came over and grabbed my arm
- Sweetie it’s not over it’s you and I he said and I even saw him starting to panic
- ....I can’t live like this anymore it hurts too much
- I’m sorry and I promise to stop all the crap, please stay
- ....I.....I...I can’t.... I almost whispered and looked down
- Lin....we can woke it out
- No you have said all those things before and I can’t take it anymore, let me go
- No I....
-
- I don’t wanna lose you
- You should have thought about that before..... I said and got out of his grib and walked out of the door, while I heard him call.....”. ...sweetie...”.
I knew had to go down and get some breakfast and then head out for some promotion stuff, so I wouldn’t see him again right away. Back in my room I decieded to pack my things and leave today. I wanted to get away from the hotel get away from and who made me feel so divided.

Chapter 2.

I had been back in Sligo for a few days, and my phone was about to drive me insane. I was seriously starting to think about if my phone would burn down. kept calling trying to change my mind and stop wanted me to look his way and the rest of the lads just wanted to know if I was okay. Most of the time I just let the phone ring but this time it was and I decieded to take it....
- Hey
- ?
- Yeah it’s me
- Are you okay?
- I’m like you can expect I replied and got quiet for a while
- I understand why you broke it of with
- You have said that before
- Yeah but it changed him
- Really?
- He talks a lot about you, and he knows what he did wasen’t right
- Are you trying to make me take him back?
- No I....I don’t know
- and I know he is your mate, and I still love him but.......
- But?
- He hurt me and it wasen’t just one time
- I know
- So what are you saying that I should just forgive him like that?
- No but could you please try, he and is driving the rest of us insane
- too?
- Yes I wonder why, he’s more upset than it’s normal
- Really I answer guietly
- Yeah... Do you know something I don’t
- No what should that be
- I don’t know sighed and we both got quiet
- I have to go, we have some, but please could you just say hey next time calls please...
- I...I... don’t know.....
- Please...
- ....okay.... I finally mumbled
- Thank you dear... take care okay...
- Yeah...bye
- Bye...

Later that night....
- Yeah I mumbled into the phone half asleep
- Sweetheart I heard a soft nervours voice in the other end of the phone and realized in was
- I mumbled out trying to come around from my sleep which wasn’t working that well
- Did I wake you....
- Well um kind a, I was just... Never mind....
- I’m sorry...
- It’s okay I’ll just sleep later..
- No I didn’t mind that, I’m really, really, really sorry about everything, and I know I’ve been an ass and I’m so very sorry, I miss you like crazy, can’t we please start over and then we maybe could slowly start building something and.... I miss you... said with his voice trembling
- I don’t know you really hurt me I almost whispered feeling my heart twist
- I know and I’m soooooo sorry he cried out
- I loved you but still you did all that, I just... I don’t know how we could be together again..
- Please babe I love you, I can make you love me again he begged
- Please try to understand me, I can’t just get back together with you again, but I’ll try to forgive you, but it doesn’t mean we would be a couple again...
- It’s a start he answer with a light hope in his voice
-
- Yes babe
- ......I’ll go to sleep again... I finally mumbled out
- Oh okay but thank you, for talking to me... I’ll do anything to make you forgive me..
- ..
- Yeah I’m... Sleep thight sweetie....
- You too night... I replied hanging up the phone.

A few weeks went by when suddenly one night came storming into my flat. I heard the bell but never got to answer the door before he stood in front of me, and I felt my heart beat like crazy. He starred into my eyes for a second before he pulled my into his embrace and hold me really, really thight and before I knew it his lips touched mine which such a passion that I lost my breath. He pulled away after a while and looked into my eyes..
- Do you have any idea about how much I missed you? He asked smiling shyly at me...

I walked around in the words in Sligo trying to find . The smiled grow big on my face when I saw him sitting by the little lake. I came up from behind and kissed him on the neck. Then I heard him laughed and pulled me down on the grown to him.
- Hey, didn’t you even get scared? I asked with a big smile
- He he nope I could hear it was you
- Oh could you now?
- Oh yeah he said and kissed me
-
- Hmm
- Why are you hiding down here?
- I’m not hiding, not from you anyhow
- I’m glad, but what is wrong?
- I’ve missed you
-
- Hmm
- Tell me I said and looked into his eyes and saw he was nervous
- I’m going to be away for a month
- A MONTH
- Yeah that was what I thought
- I can’t live without seeing you for a whole month I said and his shy smile appeared
- I’m happy to hear that, because I feel the same so….
- So….????
- We gotta tell and then you would be able to come with me all the time
- I wanna be with you all the time, but we can’t tell him
- I CAN’T keep keeping us a secret for him
- Please
- No don’t look at me like that
- You know I could come as a “friend” a weekend without had to know about us
- he mumble while I tackled him over on the grown kissing him. We stooped talking about it and rolled around on the grown laughing and kissing instead.

walked out to the cab and throwed his last things in the cab, and told the driver to wait a second and walked over to me at the door to his house. I was standing there with my eyes filled with tears, I always hated to see him leave.
- Oh sweetie don’t be sad, we will see each other in two weeks he said and took me into his arms
- I know but it feels like forever
- I know… he answer and kissed me intensely
- I gotta go he mumble but I didn’t wanna let him go
- Sweetie if you don’t wanna let me go, then come with me
- Oohhh you know I wanna go with you, but my work and….
- I know he said and I kissed him again
- Sweetie you are killing me here
- Sorry, but I will miss you
- I’ll miss you two….But you gotta let go of me now he said but I still had my arms around him
- Okay…. I finally said
- I’ll call you he said and gave me a last kiss and went over to the cab and drove of.
I looked after the cab and then went into the house. I stayed at his house for a few hours before I went home to my own flat.

The next two weeks went slowly by, and I talked with over the phone every day. Now I was finally on my way to see him again. I missed him badly but at the same time I was nervous because would be there. had really changed into that man I wanted him to be back then when I broke it of with him and he was still trying to get me back, so it was just hard.

The same time at the hotel…
- Oh look at the smiling laughed
- Oh yeah he must be talking to his secret girl again said
- Hey when do we get to met her? asked
- Hey guy’s I’m on the phone said with a smiling face and walked up to his room
- He he… I laughed at the other end of the phone
- Hey it’s not funny, your a hard girl to keep as a secret said
- Sorry
- You better be he he
- He he well I’m there soon
- I know, and I hope I get a chance to get you to myself, the other guy’s wanna see you two
- I wanna see them two, but mostly you
- OOHhh he he….Well sweetie I gotta go
- SWEETIEEE…. yelled
- He he I heard him I said
- I bet you did he he
- But okay then, love you bye sweetie
- Love you back, bye hang up
- Love? asked
- Yeah do you mind? asked
- Well no but do you know what you are doing?
- What are you talking about?
- I can put two and two together
- I hope so
- I think you know what am talking about
- And if I don’t?
- Damn it , that girl of yours is isn’t she?
- I haven’t said that
- No, but I talk to both her and you, and your not very good at hiding it anymore
- I know, but what do you want me to do?
- Tell him, he is your friend
- I want to, but she want us to keep it a secret
- She does?
- Yes which sometimes scares me to think she still loves him, but then again when I’m with her I know she loves me
- Oh there’s no doubt about that, she loves you, you should hear her he he
- Really?
- Yeah, but you got to tell him soon
- I know

Chapter 3.

Finally I got to the hotel and into the lobby where the lads came running to greet me.
- Hheeeey we missed you they yelled
- He he I just laughed at them and gave , and a hug. Then there were who hold me just a bit to close, to what liked could I see in his eyes. Then I walked over to , and he just smiled so big to me.
- Man I missed you and I wanna kiss you so bad he whispered
- Right back at you sweetie I whispered back
- Hey girl your room key said and gave me the key.
- Thank you, I’ll just get my bags up there I said
- And I think I’ll help you said and took my bag
- Okay then come down in the pub afterwards said
- Sure thing I said
We got up to my room and locked the door, and just took me in his arms right away and kissed me really intense, so I almost lost my breath.
- Wow I miss you two I said and a shy smile came on ’s lips
- Sorry he he
- He he oh no don’t be sorry I said and kissed him again
We kind a stayed up at the room for a while, he he we had a lot to talk about such a speak.
- said at last
-
- We better go down
- Oh so you rather wanna go down?
- Not really
- No but your probably right
So we got out of the room, and walked hand in hand until we got to the stairs down. Then we got down in the pub and talked and laughed with the others.

Some hours went by, and it was a laugh to be with the lads again. I ended up sitting in the bar with . To my surprise we could sit there and just talk, laugh and having a great time. Even though he keept trying to flit with me. He would lean over to me pretty close, or touch me, something you’re boyfriend wouldn’t like really. I just didn’t think much about it because I was just happy to be able to talk to him. He was really charming, but in a new way, he had changed.
- So …who is he? asked and leaned over really close to me with his arm around my back….
- Who is who?? I asked while I took ’s arm away and looked over and saw standing over by the door. My eyes met his and I saw he was mad and hurt…
- The guy is telling us your dating
- I didn’t thought you want to know about that
- I got to know my competitor
- Do you now…Umm would you mind? I gotta go for a while
- Well okay…. he said all confused and looked in my direction when I walked over to
- I can’t believe you whispered
- How long have you been standing there?
- Long enough to see what’s going on with you two
- Nothing is going on
- Right
- Not here….come… I said and took his hand and we walked up to his room
- So we are here, but why are we here, since you say nothing is going on?
- Because you are mad
- OF ‘CAUSE I’M MAD, IT’S KILLING ME TO SEE HIM ALL OVER YOU, WHILE YOU SOMETIMES TRY TO GET HIM TO STOP, BUT ONLY SOMETIMES
- Please there is nothing going on, I don’t want , I want you
- THEN GO DOWN AND TELL HIM THAT, BECAUSE I’M SICK OF THIS
- STOP YELLING
- We gotta tell him, I can’t take this anymore
- Do you think I like it?
- Well it’s you who wants us to be a secret
- Don’t you understand why?
- No why?
- Because I don’t wanna lose you I said and felt the tears in my eyes
- Sweetie your not going to lose me he said and came over and took me into his arms
- But is your friend, and I can’t see how that will work out okay
- It will
- I don’t wanna be in the middle
- You already are said coming in the door looking really angry and hurt
- So he is your new guy? He asked me and I looked from him to
- Well yes I finally said
- God how could you do this to me ? asked
- I fell in love with her said
- RIGHT….GOOOD YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I WANTED HER BACK
- YES AND I KNEW HOW BAD YOU HAD TREATED HER
- SO WHAT? DOES THAT MEAN YOU COULD JUST GO AND TAKE HER?
- That is not how it was
- THEN HOW WAS IT, I LOVE HER, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU he said looking at me
- If you loved me , you wouldn’t have treated me like you did
- No I know what I did was wrong, but I’ve changed
- I know you have, but it doesn’t change what happened, but it gives you a chance to make it work with someone else
- GOD DAMNIT I DON’T WANT NOBODY ELSE, I THOUGHT YOU KNEW THAT BY NOW
- Yeah but you had your chance, but you didn’t use it, so let it go said
- I wasn’t talking to you said
- Right but you are in my room
- Yeah well I had to get my girl out of here
- SHE IS NOT YOUR GIRL ANYMORE, AND SHE HAVEN’T BEEN FOR A WHILE NOW
- SO DO THAT MEAN YOU ALREADY HAD YOUR HANDS ON HER WHILE SHE WERE WITH ME?
- WITH YOU, WAS SHE EVER WITH YOU?
- MAN DON’T GO THERE, I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS, I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU DID THIS TO ME
- YOU KNOW WHY
- OH YEAH YOUR IN LOVE WITH HER, BUT YOU SHOULDN’T BE yelled and pushed
- REALLY said and pushed him back
- REALLY, YOU DON’T TAKE YOUR MATES EX yelled and hit who then hit him back.
- GUY’S STOP IT I yelled, but they didn’t listen, not until I got in between them. And by a mistake one of them hit me, so I fell down on the floor
- OH MY GOD HOW COULD YOU DO THAT? yelled
- ME??IT WAS YOU yelled back
- DAMN IT, STOP IT GUY’S I yelled while and was fighting about who was going to help me up. I got up….and looked at them with the tears running down my face.
- Just stop both of you I said and they both tried to find out what I was thinking.
- I’m not worth all this
- Yes you are said
- NO I’M NOT WORTH IT - I yelled and they both tried to get near me
- DON’T TOUCH ME EITHER OF YOU, I HATE THIS I DON’T WANNA BE THE REASON WHY YOU TWO FIGHT, YOUR BEST MATES FOR HEAVEN SAKE
- …. tried
- NO YOU TWO ARE GOING TO STAY BEST FRIENDS, AND IF IT MEANS I HAVE TO GO, THEN SO BE IT
- said
- Don’t be stupid your not going to leave said
- BUT I CAN’T BE ANYTHING THAN YOUR FRIEND
- WHY I SAW HOW YOU LOOKED BACK AT ME IN THE BAR, YOU FELT SOMETHING TWO he said and I looked at who got nervous and then back at
- Yes I felt something, but not enough, I was just so happy to be able to talk to you like that again….
- Don’t give me that said
- STOP AND LISTEN, I CAN BE YOUR FRIEND BUT NOTHING MORE, I’M IN LOVE WITH I said and looked over at and saw a little smile on his face
- I can’t believe this, YOU LOVE ME said and turned around and looked at
- THIS IS YOUR FALT yelled
- STOP , DAMN IT, THIS IS THE REASON WHY I said and looked over at
- Yeah but we had too answer
- HAD TO WHAT? OR IS THAT ONE MORE SECRET? asked
- SHOT UP, AND TALK IT THROUGH QUIETLY I yelled
- IF NOT?
- OOHH I CAN’T TAKE THIS I yelled and ran out of the door and into my room, leaving and to them self.

and had seen me coming running out of ’s room with the tears running down my face. I had got into my room before they got time to react.
- So the shit has started said
- What? asked
- Think , haven’t you found out who ’s guy is yet?
- What? You don’t mean, do you?
- Can’t you see it?
- Well now you say it… said
- WOW said when they heard and yelling out loud at each other in ’s room.
- Maybe someone should talk to and the other one go in and make sure they don’t kill each other said
- And maybe I should help said when he appeared behind them
- Yeah you two go and do that, and will try to get to said and so they did.

knocked on my door trying to get me to lock up the door. He keept trying and saying my name and that he needed to talk to me, but I didn’t wanna talk to anybody, I just wanted to be left alone. I sat on the floor and leaned up against the bed while crying my eyes out. Finally I heard leaving….! One hour later I got up and looked out of my window, it was so dark out there and for a minute I thought about going out there, but changed my mind. Instead I walked out of my room and notice it was all quit out in the passage. I walked over to ’s door and knocked on it. He came and opened the door..- he said and sounded relieved
- Can I come in? I asked
- Of ‘cause he said and I got into his room
- So how did it go with you and ?
- Not good, he is pretty mad, but that was what we could expect
- I know
- I haven’t lost you have I? asked
- I don’t hope so….I just…. can’t I just sleep here with you tonight?
- Sure….but….
- Without talking about it?
- Sure… he answer and we got to bed. I just cuddled myself into ’s arms and felt safe there like I always did. I felt gave me a kiss on the neck and smiled to myself. I turned around in his arms and kissed him on the lips.
- Night night sweetie I mumbled.

Chapter 4.

Two weeks later I was home in Ireland at ’s house. I went out to empty the letter-box. I went in with a news-paper in the hand. I sat down at a chair and looked in the paper, and there it was, a photo of myself, I froze. I had no idea where they had got that photo showing me leaving the airport. Beside the photo the words got my whole body to shake. “Here is the girl who is the reason why the air is so cold between and from Westlife! Apparently she is ’s girlfriend, but that is not enough she has apparently had had something with back in the past. Now it seems like is mad about the situation because he wants her back. Now the question is, will this make the end of Westlife????
I was sitting there shacking my head thinking “This isn’t happening”. I knew that this could turn their fans against me, because they would hate me, if they thought I could split Westlife up.
In the next couple of days it showed I had been right. If I walked around in the town some girls would look strangely at me and photographers would be there with their cameras. One day some girls had even called me a bitch and some photographers was all over me. I tried to get rid of them, but I had no luck with it. I came back to ’s house and ran inside with the photographers outside the house. I felt trapped I was trapped.

A few days later was back and he had just been out to shop when he got back to his house, and throw the things on the kitchen table.
- he yelled
- Yeah I’m right here I said and turn up in the kitchen. He turned around and looked at me with a big charming shy smile and with a red rose in the hand. He looked so sweet I couldn’t help but smile.
- Yes, I got you to smile laughed and came over to me
- Thank you for the rose, I love it
- Your very welcome he said and I kissed him really intense
- I have missed you badly I said
- I’ve missed you two, and I’m really sorry for what’s happened
- It’s not your fault, but I do understand why your fans hate me, I would if I was them
- Don’t say that?
- Why? They wanna see you and as friends again and so do I
- Me two, but I have the same girl as he wants so I can’t really blame him
- I’m not saying you shall blame him
- I know but I I’m trying to make it up to him
- I know you are, I just sometimes thinks it would be better for everyone if I….
- NO DON’T EVEN GO THERE, you are not breaking up with me, unless you don’t love me anymore
- You know I love you, but I’m ruing you career
- No your not, and I do that ourselves
- But it gotta stop now, it has too
- I know, I’ll try to talk to him
- I thought you said last time he wouldn’t listen?
- He didn’t but you just said we have to make it stop, and you are right, so I have to talk to him again
- Yeah I mumbled and got myself into ’s arms.

Later went over to ’s house..
- What are you doing here? I thought I could be free from your face while we were home said
- We can’t keep this going on it has to stop
- And how would you do that? She would still be yours no matter what
- She is a mess
- And who’s fault is that?
- Ours
- Ours? I thought you were the boyfriend, so you should make her happy right?
- But the press and the fans wouldn’t be after her if we were friends, and I really wants us to be friends again
- Yeah me two, but how??? You have still done something that a friend really shouldn’t do
- I know and I’m really sorry I hurt you, and I’m sorry it happened to be your ex I felt for, but it was what happened
- So I noticed
- good God what about your new girl, how do you think she fells about it all
- What do you mean?
- That your still hanging on to your ex, don’t you think she hates that? You could lose her like that
- You don’t know what you are talking about
- And if I do? Do you wanna lose another great girl???
- Does know about her?
- No but…
- just go
- But
- LEAVE
- FINE

The next day…
- Come on, come with me asked
- But it’s a press conference I answer
- Yeah and a few live songs
- Which makes it better
- Come on, I’m not going to take you up in front of everybody, you’ll just be out back
- But still
- Please he asked with begging eyes
- Oh no don’t look at me like that
- Please
- He he fine you win
- Yeah I love winning said with a smile

Chapter 5.

We drove to Dublin and saw lot’s of fans outside the building where the press conference were going to be. We drove to the back, but there were also fans. took my hand and smiled at me.
- Come, it’s going to be fine he said
When we came outside the car, and came out of a car behind us and came over to us after writing a few autographs. They smiled at me and gave me a big hug. They sounded me trying to get me in safe from the fans who still didn’t like me to much. Inside we met and his .
- Hey you guy’s laughed and gave hugs out
- Oh you are here two, lovely he laughed and gave me a hug
- Hey said and gave me a hug
- Hey , it’s been a long time since I’ve seen you
- Yeah I know and we have a few things to talk about, if I may borrow her
- Sure smiled
So I went into a room with …..
- So what’s up?
- Okay you haven’t seen your friend ….. for a long time have you?
- No she has been pretty busy, so have I so….
- Yeah right
- Why?
- Well she is here tonight
- She is? Where?
- She is just talking to or something
- Something? what is going on??
- Well umm…Her and is kind of….
- They are kind of what Kerry???
- Dating
- DATING?
- Yeah I know it may seem a bit wird, but maybe it’s a good thing
- A good thing?
- Well maybe it will make it better between him and you know
- Yeah maybe, I’m just surprised and I can’t believe she didn’t tell me, did know?
- Well yes he knew, but don’t blame him, it was not his place to tell
- No should have told me
- You know she could be afraid of that because of your past with
- Maybe I said and smiled
- Your smiling, okay I’m relieved
- Why?
- Well I wasn’t sure about how you would react
- I’m happy about it because as you said maybe it would make it all better between us all, I I’m surprised though
- Hey… came in and said nervously
- Hey I said and went over to give her a hug
- So your not mad?
- No I’m not, but be good to him
- I will
- Well girls shall we go out and hear what the lads are saying at that press conference asked
- We shall I answer and the three of us went near enough to both hear and see the lads, but we stayed out of sight from the photographers and the few fans that had got in. I was standing there looking at and didn’t notice the questions before one from the press asked…..
- Press : So is it true your going to split up the group because of the fight over a girl between and you ? Everybody have been able to see the cold air between the two of you…
- : No it’s not true the group is not splitting up. The girl which both and I love is the sweetest thing and if all of you knew her you wouldn’t be writing all that crap about her. She has done nothing wrong, the only crime she has done is to fall in love with a great guy, my mate said and smiled at
- Press : But how do you fell about that ? She was your ex right?
- : Yes she were, but I didn’t treat her right, every girl with sense in the head would had kicked me out. She changed me though she taught me how it should be, and I’m grateful for that. If you wanna ask me if I love her, then yes I will always love her, but she probably is not the one for me, I understand that now especially after seeing how much those two love each other and because I have met a new girl who is great.
- Press : So that means?
- : That means things is getting better between me and and our fans has nothing to worry about, Westlife is going no where. Let me just ask the fans to stop hating , she is a great girl, and if you wanna see us happy, then treat her right
- Press : So I think we have got that straiten out! So do we hear wedding bells?
- : Wow wait a minute let’s take it easy, I am a guy in love but we are not going to get married yet anyhow…
OOhh I was over the moon…
- really said that didn’t he? I asked
- Yes he did answer
When they came back out after the conference I ran over to and gave him a big hug
- Thank you I said
- Yeah well better later than never right answer
- Yeah, no matter what, it means the world to me, thank you
- Your welcome
- Your not taking the words back are you?
- No he he don’t worry he laughed and came over and they even gave each other a hug…
- Thank you said and smiled
- Now can I say hey to my girl? asked
- Sure said and walked over to
- So I said and took my hands around his neck and kissed him
- So? mumble in between the kiss
- I love you
- Love you back he smiled and kissed me….