Game Over Or..

Chapters.... 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17!

Chapter 1.

is the one living in a flat, having a thing for .... but um don’t tell her that, he by the way is my next door neighbour. And then theres among friends called , being the one living in a huge house next door to ....Ohhh and she has a huge thing for , can be a bit problematic but then again all the secret flirting between ummmm let’s call it different persons is way problematic, and um if you see something then act like you didn’t coz it’s a secret. That brings me to being the one living next door to me, and he yes have a thing for even though he like her wont admit it... well actually nobody wants to admit they have a thing for anyone. Anyways then we have being the one living next door to , and he has a thing for umm well me. being the one living out in his catsle in the country, has fallen for a girl in town called , and then theres and being the ones living the high life in the city, which they brings all of the rest of us to do also... Wow I guess that was it smiled looking at Nick and Kev...
- Huhhhhh, wha??? Nick spat out...
- Come again it came from Kev
- Hehe what didn’t you get what I just told you? asked
- What nooo Nick shaked his head
- Do you know how confusing all that just sounded? Kev asked...
- No, do you want me to tell ya it again replied...
- Wha? No think we’ll just figure it out when we get to know them kev answer
- Oh, okay..
- Shouldn’t we be leaving this airport anyway Nick asked
- We’re waiting for a cap remember laughed
- Oh yeah that’s right...

Some hours later was locking her self into her flat, placing her bag on a tabel beside her phone, right before she puched the button on her answering machine. Then she grabbed her water bottle and sat down on a chair standing near by, while listing to the machine.
- Hi babe, it’s me feeling kind a drunk and.... well you know... I miss you... This party misses you.... hehe go away... sorry sweetie it was.. well anyway know you gotta go to work...sleep well... biiipp message over... smiled to her self often called at some point when he was out to a party and had gotten to drunk... bipppp next message..
- Hiiiii , It’s your all time fav gal hehe I’m back home from USA hehe and I have actually brought something with me, and your’ll never guess what, hehe anyways could you please swing by my house to night?? Biiippp message over...
got up from the chair thinking about what could have brought with her, knowing her it would be something out of the ordinary.
She got ready and went of. When she got close to the house she looked up towards ’s house and saw his car, and suddenly he was there coming over towards her, looking beat after his night out.
- Hey babe he said with a weak voice coming over to give her a hug...
- Hehe hey...
- Wha.. why ya laughing? He asked a bit confused
- Your voice... to many beers, or to much talking? She smiled at him still having his arms around her feeling her heart beat faster, he always had that effect on her...
- He oh that.. bit of both I guess.. so are you going to see or me? He smiled cheeky...
- actually... she called saying she had something I should see or something... and besides she has just returned from her holiday in USA...
-Yeah well I know, saw her when she came back replied while suddenly letting go of her when they heard coming out from her house...
- your here..... said coming towards them
- Just remember that what she brought home is not your type he whispered in her ear right before got to them, so looked confused in his eyes, and saw he looked a bit nervous, which got her curious...
- Hey said hugging her
- Hey, have you had a good holiday? asked looking from her to
- Yes it was grand, now come with me inside hehe and then can go in and take care of his hangovers said grinning from ear to ear..
- Oh very funny, but they ain’t to bad anymore... replied
- Hehe no it helped seeing didn’t it laughed whiled blushed and walked up to his house.

had been talking and talking about her trip for a while when suddenly 2 guy’s came into the living room, and just smiled hugely. looked nervoursly back and towards the 2 guy’s and .
- Okay as said I have brought something home, and that something is Nick and Kev here said and ’s mouth just dropped
- Come again,.... sorry.... you brought 2 guy’s home, no a friends said looking at the guy’s...
- Hehe not taking Kev smiled
- Yep said with a huge smile, that grow bigger when came running into the house...
- your....... stopped dead up in the living room when she saw Nick and Kev and starred around at everyone...
- Hey looks like have brought Nick and Kev here home said still in a kind a shock, normally people brought things home, not people. walked over to ...
- She brought 2 guy’s home whispered and nodde
- No sorry, we’re rude ( said and got up and walked over to the guy’s)... I’m .. She said and shoke one of them’s hand..
- Hehe I’m Nick... hey... He said and starred into her eyes in a way so that her heart took an ekstra beat, she always had had something for maculine blue eyed guy’s...
- And I’m Kev... He said shaken ’s hand... she still looked a bit shocked but then she smiled...
- Hey..... ummm I have an surprise too... it came from
- Is that the one I already know asked...
- Well yeah, and your going to do it...
- No...
-YES you are... said determined and just shoke her head, thinking they most be insane.
- Well what is it asked
- We have bought a house.... or my dad has... to you, me and and we’re going to live in there together... isn’t it just awsome... said
- OH MY GOD it came from who looked totally shocked at
- Well ain’t it awsome... asked again
- It’s totally awsome yelled and jumped up to hug
- Your insane, I can’t move in there sighed
- Of ‘couse you can said...
- How you know I can’t pay for that kind a house...
- You ain’t going to pay for the house, we just have to pay for the rent and such stuff... said while shoke her head knowing she didn’t understand. She got up and walked towards the door...
- where ya going it came from ...
- Out.. I had a long day... we’ll talk tomorrow... good to have you back home .. and nice to met ya Nick and Kev... sighed and walked out.

looked up at the house next to . He would probably still be home. She sighed he probably wouldn’t understand it either he would think it was just as awsome as and the others, but still maybe he would understand, maybe.....
She walked up to his door, she would feel better talking to him. So she ranged the door and shortly after appeared...
- So I was right they wasn’t your type he smiled...
- Hehe .... laughed lightly while he showed her into the living room...
- Wha??? He asked and dropped down an a sofa...
- Can’t believe she brought guy’s home, ain’t that a bit strange... she said and sat down on the sofa and looked at him...
- Well it is we’re talking about he laughed...
- Yeah she replied quietly and looked down.
- Sweetie is something wrong? He asked lifting her face up with his hand so he could look into her eyes and got a bit nervours...
- ...well no... not like that it’s just that... She sighed
- Just what? Tell me....
- ....have you heard about ’s new plan?
- Oh that.... Yes I have.... but don’t you think it could be fun to live with them in a big house, think about all the fun.. he smiled...
- I know... and it would be fun.... but how could I afford it.... I’ll have to work more...
- But you already work a bunch...
- I know....
- I could....
- NO ( replied right away putting a finger on his lips)...no...
- But you can’t work more than you do, coz when would I... us get a chance to see you?
- I don’t know she almost whispered and took his hand fiddeling with his fingers...
- Sweetie, you got to take care of your self, and if it means no to that house so be it..
- ...yeah... She whisped suddenly notice his TV was on
- I mean it said looking at her...
- I know..... Your were watching something....
- Yeah wanna watch the movie with me he smiled and she nodde while cuddling down into his embrace, feeling safe and realxed again...

A few hours later woke up looking down and smiled seeing asleep in his arms for there next looking at the TV that was blank by now. He reached out for a pillow and moved a bit to get i better position while not trying to wake her.

- Morning babe said coming into the living room the next morning with some breakfast..
- Wha... morning... replied confused not one bit awake...
- Here he said placing the breakfast on the sofa table... thought you might wanna have something before work...
- huhhh work... OH WORK.... AM I late she asked finally remembering..
- Hehe no you ain’t late, just have some breakfast and I’ll drive you to work... He smiled
- ...ohh... but I have to get home first and get some other clothes and stuff...
- Well then I’ll drive you home... don’t worry...
- Thank you she smiled him...
- No prob babe hehe he replied and walked up stairs...

Chapter 2.

Some days later...
It was moving day. had decided to say yes to move in with and , even though it meant more work hours for her. She wasn’t happy about that but at the same time she couldn’t keep saying no to and that kept begging her to say yes. Besides it could work or well she thought it could, and it would. Wouldn’t it??
The whole gang was there to help the 3 girls to move into the house. placed yet another box in the living room right before she heard sounds from the door....
- Move, move, move sofa coming through It came from
- Yeah move, move.... man it’s heavy panted
- Awww I thought you were big and strong laughed
- Hehe where did you get that idea? laughed lightly
- HEY, I am big and strong said a bit offended
- If you say so, Hey where are we going to put this sofa anyway? asked
- And decide quickly! panted
- Hehe just over there pointed
- Okay, okay we’re moving, we’re moving said
- Ready , put it down... now! said
- Down, now! said and they both quickly collapsed down on the sofa...
- Heeyy why are ya just laying on the sofa for? asked coming through the door with a big plant that covered most of him which made everybody in the living room break down in laughter.

A few hours later they all sat around in the huge living room...
- So this leaves to only missing one thing by this moving into a new house kind a thing it suddenly came from
- Yeah and what is that asked
- Aww little now that we have helped you move all this stuff you have to throw us a moving in party... explained
- Ohhh really laughed
- Yep and your throwing it with and ... said
- Oh is she now? asked
- Yeah who say we wanna throw a party asked
- Hehe oh you do, you do Nick laughed
- And why do you think that? asked
- Don’t forget Kev and I saw how you party in USA Nick laughed and blushed
- Huhhh.... what?? It suddenly came from who sat on the floor beside the huge plant had brought in.
- Hehe and then woke up laughed and threw a pillow at him while blushed lightly...
- Hehe what are ya shaking ya head at, we can make your face red too laughed towards
- ....ummmm let’s get back to talk about that party thing said fast to change subject while looking over at for a second who just smiled lightly..
- Heheehee anyways we should have a party, and it’s gonna be a grand one right and , laughed
- Yeah let’s have that party.... replied
- YAYYYYYYYYYY it came from and Nick who quickly starred at each other and looked so funny in their faces that every one had to laugh at them.

The party that night had been going on for a while and at this moment tried to find but not with the best of luck.
- Okay I give up sighed and finally sat down on the floor...
- ...what’s me babe giving up on? asked suddenly appearing and her smile lighted up
- wow a person... She replied
- ...umm I think I am, but why are you sitting here? He asked and sat down beside her
- ‘Coz I can’t find and I’m lost, this house is tooo big...
- Hehe oh sweetie, well I know the way down stairs to the others?
- Really, your me hero then, then your’ll show me down She grinned
- ‘Coz I will but let me show ya something first he whispered leaning in towards her seeing her close her eyes right before he brushed his lips against hers. Feeling her open her mouth slightly he let his tongue to in play with hers...
A few minuts later suddenly appeared...
- Hehe oh my God laughed while and pulled apart
- mumbled while he got up and reached a hand out for to take and help her up. tried to hide her face feeling a slight red colour appear...
- Hehe you don’t have to stop coz I’m here...
- Who said we did? I was just going to show down she got lost said innocently
- Hehe I bet she did laughed...

They got down stairs where went to get a drink. looked around but there were still no sight of , in stead she bumped into Kev...
- Hey girl... want a drink, and don’t ask me why I have two Kev smiled
- Love to thank you smiled looking into the middle of the living room seeing and there. Kev followed her look...
- Hehe yeah don’t ask me what they are doing...
- Maybe it’s some kind a dance...
- Where they jumped around and do strange movements?
- Yes yes smiled...
- Oh by the way have ya seen Kev?...
- Oh yeah think she was in the kitchen.... WOW Kev suddenly said by the loud noise and he and starred at and who suddenly rolled around on the floor..
- Hehe yeah okay.. ( said walking towards them)..are ya okay? She asked them?
- Hehe yeah we fine laughed
- Hey talk for ya self my butt hurts mumbled
- Hehe okay then replied and turned around going towards the kitchen. When she reached the door to the kitchen it went open and came out closing it again...
-You don’t wanna go in there right now? He said
- But Kev say is in there, and I was... she said trying to get pass him
- Yeah but no you must rather wanna stay here with me he replied taking her into his amrs
- want’s going on?
- Nothing he said and kissed her..
- .... ...
- ....mmmm....
- .....why.....
- Okay um sweetie he said starring into her eyes...
- Yeah.....
- is in there with ....
- And so wha? I could still.....Oh you mean... said realizing what he was telling her...
- They are busy in the kitching has hehe well he has pushed her towards the refrigerator... and his hand is... He said cheeky looking for ’s reaction knowing she whould turn a bit shy, which he always found a bit cute...
- .... his hand is where.... she replied in a whisper feeling the shyness run over her
- .... here whisper in her ear... and she felt his hand slide up under her top while he first kissed her neck before he found her mouth...

Mean while in the living room....
- Hey where is every one? yelled
- Doing bad things grinned
- What is that? Kev asked looking at the green drink had made him
- It’s a fat frog, and it’s very good explained
- It’s very green Kev replied starring at it...
- Want one? asked Nick
- No no um I’ll just wait and see if Kev drops dead over it first Nick replied
- Oh thanks mate Kev said a bit offended
- Hehehehe started to laugh cheeky so the others starred at him
- Wha? asked and nodd towards the door where and came in
- Nice hair laughed towards
- Funny he replied looking at who just smiled and put a hand through his hair..
- Well thank you he whispered to her...
- Your very much welcome she smiled talking hold of his hand and going over the and the others..
- So what are ya making asked
- Heheheee drinks laughed
- stop before I I’m gonna slap you say
- Why, I’m just making drinks? said innocently
- Yeah right replied
- Here ya go one fat frog said and handed it to
- Thank you she replied while got him self a beer
- Your welcome smiled
- Oh have ya seen ? Haven’t really seen much to her all night asked
- Hehe no but you have also been busy haven’t you? laughed
- Well umm.... She almost whispered and the others laughed at her so she turned around so they counldn’t see her...
- I think she’s getting shy it suddenly came from Kev
- Ohhh he didn’t die of that green thing Nick laughed
- That green thing is a fat frog said
- Yeah yeah Nick laughed while turned around again...
- But where is ? She asked again
- You really wanna know? asked
- Yeah she replied confused
- Hehe okay looked over there on the sofa where the plant is hehe laughed
- She’s busy with a sudden blonde ginned
- I think you could call it that their all over each other Kev laughed
- HEY hehe what’s ya tongue doing down ’s throat? kind a yelled which made them react, getting up walking over towards them...
- Hey don’t you start, I think I saw your tongue on it’s way somewhere too said back so blushed and grabbed a beer...
- Want one... said handing it out to
- Hehe shaked his head....

It was getting pretty late, and everyone were pretty drunk when walked from the bar over to the sofa where sat. First she saw though, smiling towards her before she disappeared with .
- ... want one said handing a beer
- Dear thanks... think may soon have got enough replied...
- ...me too... she replied and stroke over his hair so just smiled
- Dear I think ya drunk....
- Meee naaaa.... never..... hehe...
- ....hehehe oh ......
- .... you know wha?... She said looking into his eyes with a blur look
- .....yeah.... ....
- .....I like you.... you are me very besssiiee friend...
- .....hehehehhe ooohhh you know wha... I like ya too smiled trying to control his laugh, while she looked at him smiling from ear to ear.
- Hii.. suddenly whispered in her ear sitting down with her and ...
- aaawwww meeee she said turning around hugging him while starred at over her shoulder and just laughed.
- So we’re drunk are we? asked looking into her blury eyes when she pull away from the hug...
- ...no..no... me never drunk she smiled
- Hehe sweetie we know you.... replied
- Huhhh??!!
- You always get this lovingly when ya had a bit too much explained
- but but but.... I’m just showing that I love ya guy’s she said biting down her bottom lip looking at him with lovingly eyes...
- we’re loving you too sweetie replied stroking her cheek with his finger...
- Hey guy’s I’m still here it came over from
- Are ya? grinned
- Yeah I am...
- You looking tired hehe
- Yeah well but theres to fare home to my bed.... Oh OHHH I have an idea .... you could share your bed with me smiled proud over his own idea...
- Hehe I could wha? laughed
- Yeah you could.... said
- No no mate she can’t coz where would I sleep then? asked
- You can sleep on the sofa replied looking at
- Sorry , I don’t even know where my bedroom is, is gone... can’t find it again, have tried, just a little while ago, but I found room in stead, not good not at all good, said shaking her head
- Why not good.... asked
- was there kissing and.... uhhhhhh picture go away....
- Hehe grinned so turned around looking at him...
- you gotta do something for me?
- Hehe what’s that babe?
- You gotta giv’ me some new pictures...
- Hehe I promise he said cheeky
- Hey hey guy’s we’re forgetting the problem again, needs a bed...
- I think we have a guest room, don’t we, or do we.... or... tried to remember...
- Hehe you have finally said
- Ooohh then you take that one and me and hehhe laughed while took the pillow from behind him and trew it at him...
- Then... me think we most find the beds said trying to ge up from the sofa but started to laugh when she fell back down on the sofa...
- Are ya okay it came from but she just went on laughing
- When she’s done we go up nodde to Shane
- Wha’...hehe wha’.... Me done... I’m ready... just need a hand she smiled while shoke his head and reached a hand out for her...
- Thanks so mush..... now comes sha then.... She mumbled and they walked up the stairs, and found the guest room for before they found ’s room. She walked around in her room while closed the door...
- You know I should have know where my room was, it’s just that...hmm she stopped and looked at him..
- That ya a little drunk and in a new house smiled..
- Yeah... she mumbled walking over to him putting her hands around his neck feeling him putting his arms around her waist before she leaned in and kissed him.

The next day….
woked up feeling like the room was spinning. She looked at the empty space beside her and tried to recall if she had seen leave earlier that morning, but she couldn’t recall. She shoke her head, knowing right a way that was a bad idea, and grabbed the pillow had used and covered her heard. She smiled when she notice his scent was still there.
- awww she sighed when she heard her door go up...
- Awww sweetie are ya feeling bad she heard say while he came over to her side of the bed...
- Just a little she mumbled while he took the pillow away from her face
- I have to leave with the guy’s we have some stuff to take care of with the band he explained smiling at her
- Ohhh but you have a hangover...
- Hehe not as bad as the one have
- Ohhh she mumbled
- But I’ll see you later... and thanks for last night he whispered in her ear. Then kissed her on the cheek and gave her a last smile before he went out. She heard the door close while a little smile grew on her lips and she snuggled down under the duvet.

Chapter 3.

The party was a few weeks ago now and sighed to herself, it felt like she had done nothing but working and sleeping every since. She knew it was the case, her friends had been complaning over that fact, that she was never around anymore, but what could she do, she had to the earn the money, didn’t she?! She sighed again while she walked home, it was a freday night and she was finally off, and tomorrow she finally had a day off. That would be the day she would spend with her friends, she needed too...
She looked up towards the house when she got close to it, and saw some people stading outside it, with drinks. She got worried since she didn’t even know who they were, and of what she knew of there wouldn’t be a party in their house that night, or she thought. She came up to the door, and before she got to open it, some guy came stumbling out of it.- Hehe hey beautiful he laughed and she looked wird at him, he was clearly drunk.
- Who are you? She asked
- Ohhh I am.... um um... Oh yeah I’m Jack, who are you beauti?? He giggled
- I live here she said and got passed him and into the house where she stopped dead. The house was a mess and filled with people she had know idea who was, and she started to think about if she was even in the right house, when she saw and coming stumbling into the hall.
- your home they both laughed running towards her hugging her so was close to fall back....
- Was going on here? asked when they had let go of her...
- Heheheee we’re having a little party giggled..
- A little party with the whole town? asked again...
- Hehe I don’t know, suddenly they was just here, all those people, but their real funny laughed on...
- Why didn’t you tell me, you had thrown a party? sighed feeling heavly tired
- But but you would know if you had been here said with a little smile, while just shoke her head lightly...
- No no we must smile, this a party is said and grinned
- Yes, go grab a drink, it will be fun, it is fun smiled before she walked away with ...
looked around in the crowded hall before she walked towards the stairs. Before she walked up she looked around again and her mouth dropped by the sight of and that were stading looking at some wemon. Clearly they were discussion which of the blonde or burnette that was the hottest. She felt the anger grown inside, but in stead of react to it, she went quickly up the stairs, just to ran into .
- your home he smiled giving her a hug.
- Hey
- You look tired, it has been a long day right?
- Yeah, it has she smiled at him
- Well let me grab a drink for you then..
- No, it’s okay... but what are you doing home I thought you were out travelling...
- Yeah we were, but we came home a day earlier, which is grand he smiled
- Yeah... She mumbled
- By the way have you seen ..
- Yeah she’s down stairs some where
- Okay, thanks he replied walking down. While walked towards her room. When she found it, she also found out is was locked
- Damn it she mumbled
- Hehe Oh my God your home smiled running over towards her with coming behind...
- , can you get my door open? She asked weakly...
- Oh um sorry, but I think there probably is somebody in there
- Well can you get ‘em out?
- Sorry smiled taking hold of ..
She left and after she had giving up getting into her own room and tried the guest room in stead, with no luck what so ever. All she wanted to do was to sleep, but every where there were people. She ran down stairs seeing talking to the tall blonde.
- , sorry need to borrow him for a second she said sarcastic to the blonde and took him away from her...
- Babe smiled at her...
- I need a favour Ki
- Anytime sweetie he whispered in her ear
- Can I... Can I borrow your key and sleep at your place I can’t get into my room or any room sighed
- Hehehe he grinned at her
- No ... I just wanna sleep, sleep, I’m so tired I could sleep here talking to you... She tried to explain but the look in his eyes changed and he looked annoyed at her...
- Well then why don’t you just sleep right here on the spot then, it’s not like any of us get any of your time these days anyways he frowned and that was the last drop, she was so tired that she couldn’t take all this, so she just ran up stairs, taking hold of every door handle there where until one turned out to be unlucked.
looked after her when she ran of and when he turned his face he was met by a confused look from , who then walked over to him.
- What’s that about? asked confused
- Nothing!
- Well if it’s nothing then why did she ran away, what have you done?
- God would you stop sighed
- Find but if it’s nothing I suggest you go and talk to her replied and walked away. looked at the blonde talking to someone else, and sighed before he finally walked up stairs. Looking around upstairs he didn’t seem to see her anywhere and some of the rooms where better staying away from. He walked towards to the end and turned the door handle and to his surprise the door went open. He looked into what obviously still were their box room. He was about to walk out when he saw her laying in the end of the room where there were a bunch of pillows. He walked over to her....
- I’m sorry he whispered but she didn’t react. He stroke a finger down her cheek and went out of the room until he got to hers, where he started to bang on the door...
- Come on open the door and get out he yelled.
- Finally he sighed when the door went open and the two persons he had know idea who was just starred at him before they went of. After that he went back to ...
- Sweetie come, let’s get you into your room shall we? He said
- It’s locked she mumbled half asleep...
- Not anymore... come... he said and got her up and into her own room and in her bed. He wanted to go down when she grabbed his hand...
- ... thank you, and sorry if I’ve been to busy lately she almost said in a whisper and he looked at her a little blury, the beers had hit him....
- ....let’s not talk about that... I gotta go down.... He whispered
- .... it’s okay... she mumbled looking sleepy at him...
- ...no I’ll just do something stupid if I stay he whispered and kissed her softly before he went down to the party...

Next morning got up and took a shower while thinking about last night. It had been a surprise to come to the house like that, and if it had been another night she might even had found it fun, but she had just been to beat.
After the shower she put on some clothes and went out of her room. Where she saw beer bottles, glasses, things spred around and she sighed. She went down into the kitchen where she saw Nick on a chair leaning in over the kitchen table half asleep. A smile ecaped her lips, he looked kind a funny. She went into the living room to get a pillow, but the sight in there quickly made her close her eyes for a second. It looked like they had dropped a bomb in there, and the smell wasn’t very nice either. She ran over to open a window, and then over to the sofa were she tried to get one of the pillows away from the sleeping . He grunted and turned around on the sofa.
- Come on let me have one of them she whispered more to her self than to him. Finally she got one with out he even woke up. Suddenly she heard some wird noises in the other end of the room, so she looked over and saw Kew kolapsed out in a sofa chair holding on to a beer bottle. walked over to him to take the beer bottle before he could risk dropping it on the floor, but when she tried to take it, she found out she couldn’t, his grib on the bottle were to strong and he started to grunt...
- Okay what is it with you guy’s and those grunting sounds she mumbled half smiling. Then she quickly turned around to get out of the room and went back into the kitchen. She went over to Nick and put the pillow under his head and heard a grunt and a aww from him..
- Hehe yeah yeah you just grunt away, you guy’s could start a grunting club soon she smiled.
She started to clean the kitchen and throw empty cans and that stuff out. A little while later she heard sounds coming from Nick and turned her face to look at him...
- awwww my head he mumbled starring confused at the pillow...
- Hangover? asked and he looked up at her...
- Oh yeah he said taking him self to the head
- Hehe well from how this house look like I’m sure your not the only one She smiled
- ...mmmmm... the pillow where did I get that he looked at her all confused
- I gave it to you a little while ago, when I got up and saw you sleeping here, how can you sleep like that anyhow?
- Oh um I don’t know, guess it was the beer’s fault, don’t know what I was doing... but thanks he said nodding towards the pillow..
- Your welcome...
- Do you need help.... with the cleaning...
- Yeah, if you can handle it with the hangover I mean...
- Oh I’ll be okay, just don’t yell...
- Hehe I promise she smiled and he got up and helped her cleaning the kitchen. After wards Nick crashed down on the chair again. looked at him and shoked her head a bit at him, and found a cola for him...
- Here you look like you need one she said
- Awww bless you he sighed while she smiled and sat down.
- So what happened last night anyway..
- Ohhhh yeah um yeah Nick mumbled at the same time as came into the kitchen looking pretty beat...
- Hehe by look of everything it went down wirld last night laughed
- Ohh so your saying I look that bad do you? asked sitting down too.
- Well now you say it Nick laughed and made a face at him
- Hehe well all you have to do is to look at the house, it looks like you dropped a bomb in the house she said
- Wha? It looks clean to me he said and looked around in the kitchen
- Only coz Nick and I have cleaned the kitchen you fool she said and slapped him lightly...
- Hey hey be nice to a beat bear...
- Hehe bear?? It came from Nick
- Yeah well it was the only thing I could think of replied and Nick shoke his face at him, just to take him self to head and making laugh at him.
- Wow is up suddenly said when she came into the kitchen walking in slow motion and getting her self a cola before she sat down on the last chair.
- Morning, didn’t think we would see your face already said
- mmmmm..... came to push to me and I woke up and felt like grabbing a cola
- What? Is awake Nick asked..
- Hehe no his sleeping...
- Ohh
- So Nick was about to tell me what you all have been up to last night when you two got here, but I think he need some help to remember laughed and and smiled at Nick....
- Well was playing a game with Nick smiled
- Hehe hey no surprise there replied and made a face at them..
- And I think he tried to win over a burnette Nick laughed
- Ummm it was so unfair burst out
- Wha mumbled
- Notice I said tried Nick laughed
- Hey shout up! said offended
- Hehe tell them what happened Nick said still laughing while and looked at
- Fine... Kev took her mumbled
- Hehe wha? said
- Yeah no need to step on it..
- But Kev is in the living room
- Then he must have comed back grunted while the others tried to suppress a laugh.
- Awww little said and he smiled lightly at her. Then came into the kitchen looking really breat. She didn’t say anything, just went to grab a cola, then she stopped up and starred at the 4 around the table. starred back she didn’t look like she felt very good, but still there were this strange smile on her lips. Nick were the first to say something...
- Okay spell it girl it came from Nick, while and looked at each other knowing something had happened...
- Spell what? Our house look really bad, mind not the kitchen though mumbled
- Don’t change subject Nick said...
- what’s going on? asked and looked at her trying her hardest to suppress a huge smile that was on it’s way...
- Nothing she replied
- Okay, what have said now and said at the same time
- Haha that sounded funny (it suddenly came from so they all starred at him).. but it did...
-Yeah yeah, now spell said
- You know your’ll tell us anyway it came from not knowing if she would like to hear it
- Well umm.... well and I have changed the game rules or what we should call ‘em mumbled
- The game rules said
- Yeah and I thought we had had enough of this what ever it is we’re all have going on, so um we’re now a couple? almost said it in a whisper..
- YOU’RE WHAT?? All 4 yelled and looked shocked at , while Nick’s mouth dropped and and starred at each other in disbelief just to starre at in the next second...

Chapter 4.

- Sooo say something said now feeling slight nervous since no one of them said anything. Hearing Kev come stumbling into the kitchen turned around to look at him for some support...
- What? Kev just mumbled feeling a strong head ache from last night revele it’s big ugly head.
- can fill you in replied a moment to quickly and got up faster to the rest to respond before she was out of the room walking up the stairs to her bedroom.
- Shortly after she heard someone knock on the door and shortly after came in- I know how you feel said almost in a whisper starring at who was laying on the bed starring up into the ceiling
- I’m just shocked
- Me too... she’s gonna get it... mumbled
- Get it? asked confused and sat up looking at
- A real relationship if you know what I mean
- I know... mumbled
- I know we never talk about it, but that’s what I want with deep down inside, it’s just that... that.... Her vouise slowly faded out....
- That we couldn’t break this game, that we knew it could have consequences in the end that may not be the one we wanted??!!
- Something like that...
- Maybe it’s stupid but it makes me think....
- Of what?
- What it is I really want sighed...
- I know what you mean replied looking over at the door that opened and came in...
- Look I... I know it was a big thing to just come out with down there but it’s what happened, and I’m happy about it, please be happy for me said starring at her two friends...
- We are happy for you, just really surprised answer and smiled
- I know, but why are you mad then she said starring at
- I’m not mad, really I’m not, it’s just can’t you see everything will change now? said
- What?? Well yes for me, but not for you, you can still have the game going ginned
- How? now asked her
- What do you mean? asked
- I don’t know, but I know everything will change now sighed and walked out of the room, leaving a confused starring at ...
- That she might want with what you now have with sighed and layed down again, once again starring into the ceiling...
- But why don’t she just talk to about it? asked
- sighed
- What?
- It’s just not that simpel, in this way she have him kind a, but if she took the chance, then what if he said no?
- Are we still talking about ?
- No, yes of ‘couse we are
- if you want , and I know you do, then go for it, and if he says no, then he’s the fool, but why should he do that, thinking about the way you two are together?
- God , my friend, you know how things are in our group, you can’t just do that...
- I know, but yet me and did...
- So I noticed... What about you went to see him... I’m sure he misses you...
- come on... we can talk..
- I know, I just wanna be alone for a few minutes okay?..
-...oohh okay... mumbled and walked out...

A little while later was walking up the stairs with ...
- Hehe I’m still so drunk laughed when he almost stumbled on the stairs
- Hehe I’m just having a bad head ache....
- Hehe then why ain’t you laying down?
- I will be grinned cheeky..
- He, me too...
- Later mate smiled knocking on the door, before he stepped into the room. Going over to her on the bed..
- Hey babe I missed you
- Really smiled lightly...
- Yes, he said and dropped down on the bed beside her and she turned to look at him
- Have you heard what happened?
- You mean and ? He asked
- Yes
- He, yeah woke me up on the phone and told me to get over here..
- And?? She asked starring into his eyes
- And what? He asked confused
- What do you think about it?
- You actually want me to think with my head to day..
- Well you are laying down so you should be able too
- Hey are you mad at me?
- No, sighed
- Then what?
- Just tell me what you think? She looked him in the eyes with a begging look and he knew he had to say something
- He, well if that’s what they want I guess it’s great, but umm (he said with a cheeky grin on his face and tripped her over so he was on top of her) I like our relationship better like it is he said in a whisper in her ear. Stroking a finger down her cheek before he brused his lips down on hers, he felt her stiffen but ignored it.
His answer going on repeat through her mind, her heart beating faster, feeling his lips on hers, wanting to kiss him back yet she pushed him off and stumbled out of the bed. She looked down at him, and saw confusing written all over in his eyes.
- Babe what’s wrong asked confused seeing the emotional look in her eyes he got worried
- I just, what do you mean our relationship, we don’t have one, we’re not actually a coupel are we? She asked looking down to afriad to look at him..
- Well no we’re not a real coupel I guess, but we’re, we’re I don’t know, why does it suddenly matter to you he said more harsh than he meant to but it made her look up at him and his heart jumped a beat when he noticed her eyes had gotten blury
- Why can’t we have that too? She asked quietly
- Well I... I thought you were okay with it being like this
- I was when I thought that was all it ever could be like, and when I was living this dream that you weren’t being with anyone else
- Sweetie...(he sat up on the bed and reached his hand out for her, but she didn’t take it)... it is all like this because we all were happy with it... weren’t you happy with it too?
- ...yeah, but what if I ain’t anymore? She said and looked down and tried to swallow what she had just said. He looked up into her eyes...
- Are you telling me you don’t want me anymore? He finally got said
- No I’m not saying that, coz I do want you, I want us to be a real coupel she said with teary eyes looking at him wating for a respond. Getting nervous when it took him some time to respond.
- Sweeite I don’t know what to say he finally said looking at her seeing a tear excape her eye, and he got up and walked over towards her..
- .. that says it all... she mumbled
- Babe, why can’t we let things be like thay always have been?
- Because I want more, and because I’m in love with you and hate it when you flirt around with those other girls when I’m not around
-Your in love with me said stunned feeling his heart beating faster then ever, feeling the wanting to take her, but knowing full well she wouldn’t let him unless he felt the same way. He’s brain was working full stop at this very moment, he didn’t want what they had together to stop, but at the same time he loved his freedom. He took her hand and felt it tramble, and stroke it with his thumb.
- Babe you mean the world to me, and I don’t wanna lose you, I’m just not ready to go into a relationship like that, I’m...
- Don’t I get it she cried and took her hand out of his before she ran out of the room and down the stairs.
- Sweetie... come back let’s talk about it... Please yelled from the stairs right before he heard her slam the door...
- So her too sighed and Kian turned around looking at
- What? said confused and a bit angry not in the mood for talking
- got an idea to change things too...
- Oh sighed and walked back towards ’s room, but right before he got to the door he saw and down the hall...
- I God damn it hope your happy yelled angry and shout the door into ’s room.

Chapter 5.

- I’M SOOOOO DONE WITH YOU yelled over the harbour and squeezed the stone in her hand before she threw it in the water. Sighning deeply inside her self, she knew she would never get over him. She looked at her side seeing take a deep breath...
- AND I’M SOOOO OVER HIS MATE yelled and threw another stone out, before she weakly smiled at at sat down beside her.
- See it helps yelling smiled lightly at before she looked around at the empty harbour. They both got quiet for a while and starred at the water, with ’s words going around in a ring in her head “don’t wanna loose you but...” She shaked her head trying to get rid of it all. When she had ranned out of the house she had met down the street in tears over . They haven’t spoke, they didn’t need too and they had just walked down to the harbour and here they were.

- God would you guy’s stop it already? sighed passing and heading for the fridge..
- mmmmmm mumbled
- Get a room if you have to share spit sighed and lifted his eyesbrows in irritation. broke away from and starred confused at
- Man what’s your problem? asked while found 2 beers in the fridge.
- Maybe it’s coz you two have just complicated things for me and , but you know what it’s not game over yet said harsh. Leaving and stunned in the kitchen, he walked into the living room throwing one of the beers to , while he dropped down on the floor in front of the sofa.
- I think it’s thirsty smiled weakly starring at nodding towards the big plant beside him..
- Aww me too replied and held a sip of beer down to the plant..
- Hey what are ya doing? asked coming into the living room with
- It was thirsty just replied while nodd...
- Well just feel at home replied sarcastic
- We are answer
- So I see it came from taking ’s hand going over to sit on the sofa..
- Now you wanna tell us what’s going on? asked..

suddenly stood up looking down at , thinking something had to happen.
- What?? said at her friend suddenly movement...
- Let’s do something, don’t wanna sit here anymore sighed
- Okay said and got up and they walked up closer to town again. <
Hearing some guy’s coming laughing through the streets obviously heading for a party somewhere the two girls looked at each, and nodd.
- What about that one said nodding towards a pub..
- Your forgetting I work there? Let’s go to another one, how about???
- Aww yes good choice

- Man why ain’t they back yet? sighed
- Don’t know, but here said and threw a bottle of cook..
- Hey didn’t you have one for me complained
- Yeah yeah easy mate laughed throwing one for too
- You could also try and sleep your hangovers away laughed but just got killer looks back from and ..

and had found them selves af table at a pub...
- This is ssooooooo bad laughed
- Heheeee no no or I mean yes yes or um what is bad??? laughed
- eheheeee I don’t know, what were we talking about? laughed while starring at the straw in her drink..
- I don’t remember, but why are you starring at the straw thing....
- There is a hole all the way through it said taking it up from her drink and looking through it...
- Ohh that’s so you can suck your drink through it
- Hehe you know what else you can suck laughed..
- Awwwww your.... laughed shaking her head wirldly
- Have you never done that too...
- Hehehe would you shut up laughed...
- But I have too....
- !!
- Hehehehehe
- hehehe I’ll get us a drink....
- No need a bartender suddenly said and made and jumped in their chairs...
- Ummm how long have you been standing there tried to say...
- Hehe not long enough coz I don’t know why ya so red is ya faces...
- Oohh that doesn’t matter.. mumbled out
- Hehe now what can I get ya lovely ladies?

- Their probably just sitting somewhere talking tried to tell them
- They didn’t even leave at the same time mumbled
- Yeah well but they did leave shortly after each other right? asked and nodde.
- So your saying they met down the street and went somewhere together asked
- Well yes nodde
- Hmm don’t know if that’s good it came from
- Why not? asked confused
- They’ll just put things in each others heads sighed
- No they wont, their just talking things through and then they’ll come back, and everything will get back to normal smiled optimistic
- You really think so? asked quietly
- Yeah just use your charm it works everytime doesn’t it? laughed lightly
- HEY what’s that suppose to mean and almost yelled back
- Hehehe laughed on, so and looked at each other nodding and within a second they had jumped on , which made escape from the sofa...
- And I who thought ya had a huge hangover spat out looking at the attack on , she barely could see right now..

- Ummm what are you doing? asked
- I’m just sitting here and rocking on my chair replied innocent
- Don’t you rather rock on ? asked just as innocently so cough and got the drink in the wrong throat...
- Huhhh... wha’... spat out
- hehehehe you look funny laughed
- thanks I get that all the time replied raiseing an eyebrow and made laugh even more.
- Man you have one dirty mind you know that?
- Hehe yeah but sometimes your just as bad...
- What me?? Never!! I’m an innocent little angel
- Hehe in what life? asked laughing so much it suddenly said bump and she sat down on the floor with the chair lieing beside her. Everybody in the pub starred at them and felt like crawling down under the table and hide. Mean while were still laughing but had now a bright red colour on her face and soon everyone were laughing at them. Slightly embarrassed got back on her feet and sat down on her chair.
- Nice preformance the bartender laughed lightly coming down to their table again
- mmmm mumbled
- Now just let me know if ya need some coffee he grinned
- mmm what would we need coffee for? asked innocently
- Hehe to kill some of the drunkness that seem to have occupied ya bodies he keept grinning looking them up and down
- mmmmm don’t even like coffee it came from
- Now had that feeling, so here ya go he said placing 2 new drinks on the table..
- Huhhh!?! said confused
- It’s on the house he smiled
- Ohh thank you and grinned
- No prob he replied and walked back up to the bar.
- He is nice said looking over to the bar...
- Slightly cute replied
- Hmmm
- Wha’?
- But he is not sighed looking down at the table
- And he’s not.... No said and shaked her head as trying to get out of there
- Why can’t he just, just want the same as me?
- ‘Coz he is male
- sighed
- Yeah yeah I know... But I can’t give you a reason, ‘coz I don’t understand what’s going on in the male brain, not at the moment anyway..
- Who can?
- Hehe well I sure hope they can them selves...
- Hehe yeah...
- Hey you know what we’re missing here at our sudden girl night out?
- Wha’?
- Well there used to be 3 off us...
- Oohhh , don’t you think she is busy.. I mean..
- Oh I know what you mean, but hey let’s give her the chance replied and grabbed her mobile noticeing ’s name on the display, and felt her heart skip a beat, he had actually tried to call her. Pushing the no button she called up...

Hearing a mobiled and starred at seeing her find her mobile..
- Yeah it’s ..
- Heeyyyy it’s
- Hey where have you been and what is that sound other than , where are you? asked raiseing an eyebrow makeing and sit up starring at her..
- Is it ? spat out
- Is it ? spat out makeing laugh
- We’re in a pub, wanna come and join us? asked
- I don’t know... um why don’t you just come home?
- ‘Coz we’re having fun, come on , we don’t need the guy’s all the time
- Are you sure you don’t? I think they need you?
- Yeah right? As in when?
- Well if they didn’t and wouldn’t still be here waiting for ya?
- Wha’ are still there?
- Yes, and he wanna talk to you!
- Really, why? Has he changed his mind suddenly? asked sarcastic
- I don’t know replied honestly
- Has he?
- No I don’t think so but...
- Fine... Now are you coming?
- ....okay.... in a bit sighed...

- Well? asked
- She’s coming... replied
- Really?
- Yep!
- Hey listen said and started to smile....
- Our song...
- Hehe yeah...
- FOOTLOOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE they both yelled all court up in the moment.

entered the pub, with a sigh starting to look around for the girls, wondring if they would be hard to find, as it showed out to be, it wasn’t hard at all.
- You're playing so cool it came from
- Obeying every rule replied
- Dig way down in your heart
- You're yearning, yearning for some
- Somebody to tell you
- That life ain't passing you by
- I'm trying to tell you
- It will if you don't even try
- You can fly if you'd only
- ‘CUT LOOSE, FOOTLOOSE and sang out loud
- You 2 sure know how to get anyones attention in the pub laughed coming over to their table...
- Awwww our lovebird are here laughed jumping to her feet hugging
- Umm and how drunk are ya? grinned surprised
- Just a tiny little bit answer
- Right... ya wasted laughed and sat down...
- Why did it take ya so long get here? said stumbleing over the words, so smiled lightly...
- Well you see it wasn’t easy getting out of the house...
- Why? ‘Coz of ? asked and blushed
- Well that and um ‘coz of two sudden other guy’s who demanded to come with me...
- What ? and spat out and quickly glanced through the pub...

Chapter 6.

...and in through the door came and followed by ...
- ah ah noo.. you didn’t bring ‘em said in disbelief starring at for a second
- I didn’t mean too but you know how they are, sometimes they don’t listen replied in defence
- Don’t I know it mumbled looking at for a sec who sat there with open mouth and starred at . looked up and saw the guy’s walking towards them except who walked towards the bar.
- No this is... no he’s not.... no... ( got up from the chair and passed ).. For God sake close your mouth... She spat out and ran out of the pub.
- for God sake will you stop yelled running after her. ’s mind were working none stop not getting a clue about why this was actually happening.
- Babe stop, we gotta talk tried again in a more calm voice reacing out grabbing her arm and making her stop. Turning her around, he placed a hand under her chin and lifted her face up to met his. Seeing tears running down her cheeks, he felt even more lost than before. She looked at him with a blury look with a pain in her eyes he hadn’t seen before, which for some reason made his heart ache and his mind going even more nervours.
- Sweetie please tell me what’s going on, I don’t understand said carefully, scared of saying the wrong thing, while he watched her trying to fight back the tears while bitting her lip
- Have you already forgot our talk earlier where you blew me of? replied some what calmly..
- Of ‘couse not, but I didn’t blow you of
- But you did, I told you I was in love with you for God sake and you said no to a real relationship with me, remember she replied with a shaking voice taking a step away from him..
- I...I... I just meant I wasn’t ready for a real relationship but I still want us to be together...
- Right I get that, and it was fine, I was fine with how things were, I was, but then for some reason I happened to fall for you, and I just I... I... I want more... I want something real..
- I thought we were real spat out and saw her shake her head and take away tears that were on the way down her ckeeks again...
- Can’t you just understand? She cried out and made ’s mind break...
- No I don’t coz you know what? This thing between us were working, we had fun together and it was great, why ruin it? He spat out and saw a shock spred across her face..
- Fun!!?? Was is it all JUST FUN FOR YOU?? And here I thought it had meant more than just fun she cried out starring into his eyes not believing what he had just said
- For crying out loud babe, don’t tell me it wasn’t fun for you too, you know it was perfect this way, we had fun, at the same time as it wouldn’t be wrong if I came to have fun with some one else one night smirked but regretting what he had said right away when he saw the look on her face and felt the slap of her hand on his cheek for next watching her open her mouth emotionly to try and say something but nothing came out...
- Sweetie sorry I... He started reaching out for her hand
- Well umm feel free to have all the one night stands you want now... she cried turning around running away from him. Feeling her beating heart almost killing her while her mind went crazy, she had slapped him, why the crap did she do that, it was just a reflex and he couldn’t just say that, how could he just, the words keept running through her mind just as fast as the tears keept coming....

Going back into the pub went straight for the bar...
- Beer please mumbled while touching where she had slapped him, it had shoked him, and he knew her to well, the look in her eyes had told him she hadn’t meant to do it. It was all coz of his words, God why had he said those words, he hadn’t meant them like that. Damn it he thought!!
- So girlfriend of yours the bartender suddenly said towards placing the beer in front of him..
- None of your business replied harsh
- So she didn’t ran out coz of you?
- What is it to you anyway? replied looking angry at him
- Hey easy, I was just thinking...
- Well stop that! spat out and looked over towards the table where was trying to win over. He watched when he saw trying to kiss and it almost looked like he was making it with her until she suddenly moved back from him. smirked lightly and shoke his head...
- Wemon he mumbled
- Yeah what about us? suddenly asked all wrapped up in ’s arms..
- You don’t make sense said sarcastic
- And yet you can’t live without us! Guess it didn’t go well with out there...
- You got that right! Hey bartender new beer... almost yelled after him and got a new one from the bartender who slightly shoke his head at him, but before could responce to it, cut in.
- Mate, what happened out there? asked
- She still want’s to change things?
- Where is she? asked
- I don’t know sighed and starred at his beer
- You just let her ran away? keept on and made look straight at her
- WHAT THE FUCK ELSE WOULD YOU HAVE HAD ME TO DO?? yelled back
- WOW easy mate cut in
- Sorry mumbled putting the beer to his mouth again
- Maybe I should hed home to look for her said some what quietly
- Yeah, I’ll stay here and um.. well... Okay babe? said looking at
- Sure she replied and kissed him. While she walked towards the door ran after her...
- I’m coming with you where ever you’re going spat out and nodde

- So? said and looked back at
- So what? sighed
- So she still want’s to change things, like how?
- You know how?
- Oh she want’s a real relationship while you still want to keep the game going where you can have her and a one night stand when you feel like it...
- Hey don’t lecture me, you did the same remember?
- Yeah, but you didn’t expect it could keep being like this did you?
- Of ‘couse not, but I just, I’m not ready for this...
- But you wanna keep her?
- of ‘couse I do..
- how do you feel about her really?
- I donno
- Are you in love with her? asked and right then it made cough on his beer
- What??!! spat out
- Look mate we all know you have feelings for her. Just tell me this have you thought about she actually could have one night stands just as you could, coz hey the game right
- WHAT???!! She didn’t!! She haven’t!! said looking at with big eyes feeling his heart beat faster just by the thought..
- I guess you forgot it went both ways...
- She haven’t!! Have she?? starred at
- No not that I’ve heard of, she’s not that kind a girl you know, who just well you know... replied seeing the relief wash over his mate while came up to them.

and were walking back to their house while talking about what happened in the pub. told her about the fact had tried to talk her into keeping things as they were, and she had almost fell for it. were a little quiet and just nodd and shaked her head at the right times to what told her. Thinking that it all was getting a bit too confusing for her, and thanked God it wasn’t that between and her, he was just sooo grand in every way. She looked over at when they came to their house, for some reason she was nervous that wouldn’t be there.
- yelled when she entered their house with .
- yelled walking up stairs. When they didn’t get any answer they keept going through the house until walked into the kitchen meeting there.
- I think it’s true to say she is not here sighed and nodde looking out into the dark through the kitchen window... feeling the nervousness raising inside her.

Taking away the tears for the 100 time walked through the dark. Getting closer to a house she looked around making sure it would be safe. Taking a deep breath she walked up to the door and ranged the door bell.

Chapter 7.

- !! A sleepy said opening the door..
- Hey, sorry can I please come in almost replied in a whisper
- Sure, of ‘course stepped away showing her into the livning room.
- ’s not here right? asked scared he would suddenly appear.
- No, he’s at home... I think... what’s up? asked starting getting a bit confused..
- Look I know we haven’t spoken all that much, I guess that’s why I wanted to talk to you... I just... I don’t know what I’m doing said feeling her voice starting to shake.
- Oh well we can change that, come sit down ( said and padde on the spot beside her on the sofa) now let’s talk. smiled weakly at her, then looking around the room not knowing what to say, which made speak again..
- Is it ? She asked which made her look at her right away..
- Wha?! What have you heard? spat out
- Well umm only the things have been telling me and what I have seen the few times I’ve been with you guy’s, but it was obvious something was going on between you and , at some point I thought you two were a couple so I said that to and he looked all confused at me and told me no and that you two were just having fun with no strings attached said some what carefully seeing ’s eyes getting all blury with tears again...
- Yeah fun it was just fun sobbed which made hug her
- Hey what happened? Shall I call and get him to kick in the butt? asked making grin through the tears
- He yes please?
- No honestly was wrong on that? asked more serious- no... No he wasn’t, it was fun, it’s just that I... I...
- It wasn’t fun anymore?
- no well it was fun, ’s fun and... replied loosing words again and with her red eyes she looked at who was being so careing, even though they haven’t spoke much before, and now she felt like she was regretting that...
- and then you started falling more and more for him? asked..
- Well kind a mumbled back
- and then you wanted it to be more?
- Yeah... how did you know that anyhow?
- Know what? asked some what confused for a moment
- that umm I was falling for him?
- I just had to look into your eyes and watch the way you acted around him... Oh and coz you appeared on my door step a moment ago smiled watching move a bit nervously on the spot
- We should have started talking earlier
- Yeah, but now is okay too
- Look I need to ask you a favour said looking at her.

- STOP you guy’s are embarrassing me said trying he’s hardest to make and stop yelling and talking so loud
- WHY’S THAT , ? yelled out making laugh so much he had to hold his hand on his stomach
- ‘Coz I don’t wanna be the headline over every tea pot in town tomorrow coz I had to drag you’re silly druken asse’s home...
- Hehe hey that sounded rude spat out some what now serious
- Yes it did, now you listen to us? replied, while shoke his head pulling he’s two friends further down the street.
- Sure, but could you just keep it a bit quiet? asked...
- ...okay... whisped very low
- So how does it fell beeing with one woman and one woman only? asked
- Well actually now you ask, it feels great you should try it? replied seeing the look on ’s face turn from sad to shock...
- he’s trying to make us settle down said with a sound of a horrify voice.
- OH MY GOSH, HE ISN’T yelled which made sending him a look and who stopped dead on the tracks...
- No I’m not, it’s not me to decide, but come on, you two need sleep sighed pulling ’s arm to get him to walk again..
- But why? asked still frozen to the spot starring at who tried to make him walk while in he’s drunken state were swinging at bit on his feet while starring at them both.
- Why what? sighed
- Why do we have to decide? ?! said placing his hands on his friend shoulder
- Yes what is it ? replied looking into his friends blury eyes
- I like her said seriously
- I know mate, now let’s go shall we? asked
- Like who? It suddenly came from who looked back and forward them
- !! said looking at like he should know that with out him telling him..
- Ohh and I like replied nodding at Kian
- Oohh then why don’t you two tell them that in the morning? said all smiling hoping he got through to them, but they just starred at him as an reply at first.
- Come on guy’s let’s go home said and made and walk some what slowly again, until they both froze to the spot again...
- What now? sighed.
- Your right, we do that, let’s do it right now spat out
- Yes, yes that will be what we do replied...
- No that’s ya drunken talk said shaken the head at him self thinking about what he now had dragged him self into.
- No no we’ll do it said excited
- Yeah agreed and made starre at him
- Now what happen to you want your freedom? asked him
- Ummm mmmmm well I can’t let another guy get his hands on her now can I mumbled and rolled his eyes thinking he should had made them stop drinking hours ago...
- Let’s go to the girls house said
- No, no NO!! said
- Yes that we’ll do, then you can see too, and and and ummm.... replied- And wha’? asked
- and we can see that got home safely... replied to drunk to notice the worried look that appeared in his friend eyes. The truth being that had recived a message from earlier that night that weren’t returned home yet..

- Well if it’s in my power... what kind a favour asked while looked seriously at her
- Could I please stay here for a few days? I really need some time away, and please don’t tell ‘em I’m here begged her seeing what she asked her made her a bit uncomfortable which made her a little nervous...
- Dear I don’t know, what if they ask me where you are? I can’t lie to them?
- ... I don’t think they’ll ask, but if they do I guess your’ll just tell them the truth replied queitly fiddiling nervously with her fingers on her lap.
- ... well okay then... I guess I should keep away from here too then smiled lightly...
- Ohhh thank you she cried out and hugged ...
- But I still think we’ll get one problem though? said
- Wha?!! replied confused
- dear smiled watching ’s gaze fall to the floor by mention of his name.
- He’ll get worried if he can’t find you..
- maybe.... maybe he wont even care started to sob..
- That doesn’t sound like him... ohh now don’t cry... just try to relaxe and I’ll get ya some tea smiled and went for the kitchen. When she came back she found cuddled up on the sofa half sleeping. Taking a blanket she placed it around her, then placed the cop of tea on the table and went up to bed her self.

- Guy’s are you sure about this? sighed unable to change his two friends minds
- Yes very sure, ain’t we ? said stumbling in through the door of the girls house..
- Hey it wasn’t lucked... Why isn’t the door lucked? asked looking at like he should know
- I don’t know but let’s close the door... replied
- GIRL’S WHERE ARE YA? yelled
- KITCHEN!! They heard yell back, so ranned to the kitchen with and following his tale.
- Sorry, but they demanded to come here said apologetic towards and
- It’s okay, I’m glad you’re here replied smiling at him
- So umm did they drink all the pub up? asked looking at that almost stumbled over a chair..
- Yeah they tried anyway sighed going over to where were sitting...
- we should talk said starring at her
- Really? replied
- Where’s ? Oh she’s in her room right? said already on his way out of the kitchen when he heard a queit no coming from which made him turn around. With he’s blury look he starred around at he’s friends seeing , and share some looks and where just swaging on he’s feet looking just as confused as him self.
- Wha??!! Then where is she? asked getting a little worried...
- Look Kian we don’t know replied him nervously
- Wha? You don’t know, but she has to be here, she has too replied stumbling out of the kitchen.
- He’s gonna go through the whole house to look for her ain’t she? asked looking at
- Probably sighed holding on to feeling glad she wasn’t gone. A few moment’s later stumbled back into the kitchen...
- we... We got to find her... we have to do something?
- she will probably be back in the morning said trying to make his mate feel slightly better..
- but but but.... where... where is she now? cried out. Seeing he wasn’t getting any responce he dragged his mobile out of his pocket and tried to call her. Getting no reply on the phone he suddenly stood still starring at , and sighed knowing would now pull out an idea that wouldn’t be any good....
- I’m gonna... Yeah I’m gonna go out and look for her, that I’ll do mumbled
- No you wont!! said firmly
- but...
- NO ... you’re in no state of doing so, you’re way to drunk, all you should do is to go sleeping... said getting up and going over to where was standing.
- But I gotta said with a shaking voice...
- No!!
- She could be hurt out there cried out starring hopelessly at he’s mates.
- He could be right suddenly said and made them all starre at him..
- Wha?? cried out again
- you ain’t helping ( sighed thinking what a night) Look it will be morning in a few hours, and go to sleep and we’ll try to see if we can find her..
- but, no I... mumbled while he dropped down on a chair...
- She’ll be okay said squeezing ’s shoulder..

Chapter 8

2 days later still weren’t returned home...
- WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE? IS SHE OKAY? DAMN IT, IT’S MY FEAKING FAULT!! sceamed leaving his mates yet another time taken back by his sudden outburst..
- Hey easy mate, she’s okay tried. He had comed over to check up on the situation by ’s request.
- YEAH and how do we know that HUHH??! Coz got a message from her saying so, and then nothing else, this is not like her!! snapped back
- you gotta relaxe she’ll be back when she is ready sighed hopeing it would be very soon, couse he didn’t know what to say to anymore to make him fall down.
- Yeah relaxe... So now you gonna tell me how to do that? No... yeah I thought so, you know if I just haven’t had that damn fight with her out side the pub, DAMN IT!!
- It’s not your fault tried to say queitly making starre at her...
- Oohh really?? It came back from
- Hey mate maybe you should take a chill and try to sleep, you’re in a lack of sleep!! said. shoke his head and sighed. Closing his eyes for a second, and then looking at ..
- yeah... I’m... I’m going home to sleep and.... yeah... if you hear anything... said now some what calmly still looking at ..
- Then your’ll be the first to know.. smiled at him slightly...

“One hour left” sighed looking at the clock and her work night would be over. Serving yet another beer over the desk at the pub, she looked over towards the door when it went open, seeing coming in through the door she sighed. She knew it probably just was a matter of time until someone would show up, and it was it so it seemed.
- So it’s here I find the long lost stranger smiled weakly looking at over the desk.
- Yes, if you mean I’m a long lost stranger... What can I get you?!? replied feeling her nerves coming up, knowing some kind a lecture could be on the way...
- Just give me a beer... you shouldn’t have gone like that! said sounding a little angry
- I know but I needed to, you know there’s no peace in the house...
- Still ... Go home...
- said weakly not in the mood for any discussion
- You got too is going insane thinking it’s his fault and is driving the rest of us insane, and besides.... Damn it you scared us said with blury eyes
- I’m sorry sighed not knowing what else to say. Sure she was sorry she had scared them, yet being out of the house for a short while was not something she regretted one bit.
- ... just go home... please he begged her starring into her eyes.

sighed a shower had done him good. Looking at his phone he thought about calling her agian. Even though the others told him not to feel guilty he couldn’t help it, he was the one who had made her cry and even upset her so she had gone away. He knew she was probably okay, but the fact that he didn’t know where and with who drove him mad.
Hearing the door bell a slight hope raised in him, but crashed down again when he saw another blonde girl stand in the door.

After work had gone back to ’s place.
- So you made go home and promised you would go back home asked
- Yeah, and told him I just had to go somewhere first and then I’ll be back at the house later tonight sighed
- I’m glad... smiled
- Yeah and don’t worry they don’t need to know I was here, but thank you sooo much for letting me stay here said hugging
- Your welcome, but tell them the next time smiled
- Yeah, swing by the house soon okay, we also have an extra guest room if needed
- Hehe oh thanks..
- He, well I better go said hugging her new found friend and walked back home. Taking a deep breath she opened the door to the house and walked in. There didn’t go 2 minuts before almost the whole gang stood in front of her...
- GOSH you’re back almost yelled hugging her
- Yeah hey guy’s replied seeing the relief in their eyes
- Don’t you ever do that again said firmly
- Promise, sorry guy’s said and after a while they let her go. When she were walking up the stairs, she heard yelling after her..
- could you please call or something right now, his really worried said...
- Sure , think I’ll go over to his place shortly and see him in stead though she said getting eyecontact shortly after with and nodde to him and he smiled.

What a night sighed walking up ’s drive in. Stading in front of his door she hesitated a bit thinking why didn’t she just call him. Finally pushing the door bell nothing happened and she was about to walk away, when it went open.
- OH my God spat out pulling her in for a hug at once...
- Ummm you were in bed mumbled seeing him only in his jeans..
- Well umm yeah... Thank God your okay he keept saying and she felt a smile crep on her lips by his excitement that she was back, well at least until she suddenly saw a blonde woman appear behind him in nothing but his shirt...
- Guess you weren’t just sleeping mumbled stepping away from him seeing the woman starre at her with a evil smile.
- No no sweetie it’s not what it looks like... replied fast
- Oh really, but hey you don’t have anything to explain, we were just a bit of fun remember cried out feeling like wanting to slap the woman with the stupid smile behind him, and hated him for trying to deny something that was so clearly...
- Sweetie now you know that’s not true said going near her
- ... but you said... said with trembling lips
- I know but I was wrong, and I’m sorry... God babe I’ve been so worried about you he replied trying to pull her closer...
- Let me go, if you were that worried you wouldn’t have gone sleeping with that trash behind you cried out...
- Actually sweetie it was coz I was so damn worried and I didn’t know what to do with my self...
- Aha.. and she came along pretty convenient
- Please don’t do this hun said looking at her with begging eyes.
- Oohh forget about her... you don’t need her the blonde woman smirked trying to push her body towards ... Just the sight made wanna slap her which saw at once in her eyes and pushed the woman away...
- stay, I want you to stay said firmly just hearing the words made ’s heart beat faster, but no way she could do what he asked, how could she with that blonde thing throwing her self at him? She felt her eyes get filled up with tears, she couldn’t stay and watch that. Trying her hardets to keep her tears from falling she tried to find some strenght to talk back...
- You know wha??!! You can forget about that, coz to me it looks like you still want your so called freedom, and okay you got it cried out, while turning around..
- don’t go... where you’re going? yelled after her
- Home .... I’m going home replied back turning around looking at him
- You can’t go... We gotta fingue us out..
- Us?? What us ? Why don’t you go back to you’re tart she’s waiting cried out and he watched the pain in her eyes and it killed him inside...
- Please sweetie, she was a mistake nothing else, she’s gone, stay he begged her but she shoke her head weakly and moved her trembling lips weakly she turned around and ran away from him.
Looking after her for a second he sighed deeply when he head the woman yell his name up by his house, feeling the anger grown in him. He walked firmly up to her and saw the smirked look that copped her face...
- Get your things and leave he told her and walked into the house..
- Oh you don’t mean that she smiked and came closer to him..
- Oh but I do get you things and LEAVE NOW!!!! He yelled at her which made her run into the bed room for a second and coming back into the hall she tried once more to win him over.
- Don’t you even try snapped at her angry slamming the door shut after her.

Chapter 9

and had tried their very best to calm down after she had come home from and she were now in bed sleeping. After a few hours with so called light sleep, images started floating through ’s mind, images that involved a blonde female.
- OH – MY – GOD!!!! screamed and sat right up in bed. Still with the images going through her mind and a thousand questions willing up in her mind making her heart twist around. Fast she pushed the duvet away and pulled her door up and ran towards Louise’s room where she quickly knocked the door and tried to open it, but got no were.
- OPEN THE DOOR!!! yelled, but no answer came...
- OHHH COME ON, I REALLY HAVE TO TALK TO YOU!! yelled through the door and now heard some grunting sounds and someone stumble out of bed who didn’t sound like . Suddenly remembered was still there and whispered “oh my god” to her self when the door went open and a sleepy looked her up and down while she did the same with him...
- Oh god burst out seeing only in his boxers
- We shouldn’t be meeting like this said looking at in her nightie and she felt embarrassed when she remembered what she was actually wearing her self.
- No... umm only thought was allowed to see you like that replied still some what embarrased..
- ... and I only thought a sudden someone was allowed to see you like that said stunned
- We should make some rules so this doesn’t happen mumbled and nodde.- Hey you guy’s suddenly mumbled from inside the room...
- You better go in said to and let her slip into the room. Shortly after stumbled back into bed and cuddled down beside
- are you a wake? asked getting back to the point..
- Yeah yeah mumbled sleepy while sitting up in bed starring at her friend.
- What do you know about that blonde woman? asked starring at
- What blonde?? Oh the blonde with !! Well nothing, why do you ask?
- She has been here in OUR HOUSE I may add replied starting to get all worked up again
- What? I’m sure she has not, has she? When? What? asked all confused, and watched how ’s face dropped and tried to act like he didn’t know anything..
- you know something! You know I am right don’t you?? asked
- No why do you think that? keept the act and saw right through him, and knew he knew she was right and it send a cold right through her.
- Don’t lie to me!! spat out starring at him
- Okay she was here one night at this party sighed
- What? I don’t remember a blonde suddenly said
- I’m not surprised, you were pretty drunk baby replied smiling at her.
- Hey you too can you wait with all that ‘till I’m gone said seeing kissing but hearing her they both stopped and looked at her..
- Sorry.. mumbled
- just tell me one thing?
- What? sighed not liking where this was going
- How long has he been seeing her? asked.
- let it go she doesn’t mean anything to him and after tonight she’s probably long gone tried to say watching how his words watched over her like a cold breeze...
- How long ?
- Not long... He met her for the first time at the party and I think last night was the first time he saw her since the party... sighed giving up
- Oh replied feeling her heart sink, she was right he hat seen her before, even if it was the only time, but still... “ ” she suddenly heard say and looked up at her.
- Are you okay? asked queitly...
- yeah yeah I’m fine, night night mumbled walking back into her bedroom.

Closing the door stumbled down into bed and cuddled her self down under the duvet. Feeling a tear run down her cheek she pushed her face down into the pillow thinking this was so not how it was surppose to go.

Next morning had stumbled out of bed down into the kitchen with red eyes and the heair all messed up. and sat stunned and looked at her. She obviously haven’t yet notice they were in the room. She walked over and grabbed a glas filling it up with juice. Starring empty out of the window drinking her juice...
- Umm morning said, but didn’t get any response
- Morning then tried. Slowly turned around and looked at them.
- Yeah earth to are you with us? asked and suddenly stepped into the kitchen and starred at him...
- What? asked confused but she didn’t answer she just starred at him, so glansed quikly at for a second..
- Are you okay buddy? then asked waveing a hand in front of her face to make her stop starring...
- He, she blinked her eyes grinned still some what sleepy and smiled shaking her head at him.
- !! said shaking her head..
- Oohh yeah sorry... ( replied trying a new tactics he stood still and starred back at . Suddenly he yawn and came to smile lightly at him) oohhh sorry I’m tired... ohh hey you smiled grinned still sleepy and shoke her head. Then she turned around and placed her glass on the table. Turning back around seeing still smiling at her, images of a smiling turned up in her mind and tears started willing up in her eyes.
- No no no don’t cry.... please don’t cry begged...
- I’m... I’m going to work mumbled hurrying passing ...
- But.. but you gotta have breakfast yelled...
- Not hungry mumbled back before she hurryed up stairs and quikly got her things and was out the door before the others got a chance to say anymore.

Walking home that afternoon after work ’s mind were going none stop, and by this point her tears were swapped away by anger. Feeling a new found determination within her, she walked into her home and right up the stairs to her room. Kicking her shoes off, throwing her bag on the bed and headed right to the shower. After her shower she found a pair of jeans and a black low-cut top with glimmer. She looked into the mirror and put a touch of make up on. Smiling self-assured to her self she walked out of her room and down into the living room to where she found and making out on the sopfa..
- And there they go again smirked at them with a cheeky grin around her lips.
- Oh , hey, your back mumbled fast while she and pulled apart...
- And you look stunning... Hey where you going? asked stunned
- Yeah this morning you looked.... Now hey what have happened? asked confused
- Man you ask a lot of questions smiled heading for their bar, looking around in it trying to find some kind a booze she liked...
- what’s going on? asked again
- Well I need to have a laugh, and you know wha??!! I don’t wanna cry over him anymore, I am going to have a laugh and hey he want’s he’s freedom, well you know wha’? He can have it!! It’s done, it’s over, and I’m gonna live life now and find someone who does want me, and hey it’s gonna be fun looking replied starring into eyes with full determinations showing in her eyes...
- Now where’s ? ( asked looking at her 2 friends on the sofa, who just lifted their shoulders to show they didn’t know while they stunned watched making her self a drink)... GET DOWN HERE!!! then yelled taking a sip of her drink smiling at and . Shortly after came down..
- Yeah what? asked coming into the living room firstly looking stunned at then turning to look at and ...
- Don’t ask us, but I think someone stole our and swapped her out with someone else said while Louise nodde..
- Hehe naaa don’t be silly you too, now I think you should go visit someone for a few hours and then us girls gonna have a girly chat... Hehe now don’t look so horrifyed you can come back in a few hours and see again laughed at him. Then she bend down looking in a drawer in the bar.
- We should probably do as she ask whispered worried to and ...
- I don’t know said holding firmly on to
- Come on you can live without for a few hours and um I think needs this replied trying to convince them...
- might be right, I’ll go for a while, just call if ya need to said and just nodde
- A few hours grinned at
- Aww great replied fiddeling with something in her hand.
- are you okay? asked sitting down on the sofa beside .
- You guy’s stop asking that, and hey I’m gonna invite over to join us, it’s about time we let her into our gang... said grabbing her mobile calling .
- Ummm mmm yeah your probably right replied looking at who sat there all confused to what was happening around her.
- Yeah that would be great... Okay see you in a bit bye said hanging up her mobile again then smiling at and ..
- Sooo? asked
- She’s on her way.... awww this will be fun... Awwww little smile it’s gonna be fun, find your wirld side again, I know you have it some where in there hehe laughed jumping over hugging , so got even more stunned...
- Maybe our did get swapped when she went to work laughed lightly...
- AHA agreed while had jumped back behind the bar...
- AWWWW biscuits yelled finding them in the drawer of the bar
- She did get swapped said...
- Hehe hey stop saying I got swapped... uhhh biscuits taste very very very very good hehe replied..
- Where did those biscuits come from anyway? asked right when came in...
- AWW you cameeee grinned running over to give her a hug
- Umm hey hehe what’s going on? smiled looking back and fro the girls..
- got swapped while she were at work laughed
- Hey will you stop that laughed and grabbed a pillow on the sofa and threw it at her.
- Hehe but we think you did!! nodde with a smile and stretch her tongue at her.
- Hehe hey could anyone please fill me up here, what’s really going on? asked dropping down on a chair...
- Well I nedded to cut loose hehe but okay ask whatever you need to ask? replied making some drinks behind the bar...
- Well I thought you were down about the thing, and here you are smiling said carefully...
- Well I still am, but I need to not think about it tonight and I need to move on hehe or at least use my girly tactics...
- Girly tactics? asked confused
- Hehe yes, and no I’m not gonna tell you wha they are... smiled handing the drinks over to the girls.
- So ’s just?? said..
- Of the subject to night... But how ever now is another talk, how is it going with him? asked grabbing another biscuits...
- Well he came here that night you didn’t come back and we had a chat, and umm actually I don’t know what we are, so it’s like it always been sighed
- Aww he’ll come around and you’ll figure it out said comforting right when they heard a bomb and all starred over towards the bar where now had fell down on her butt
- Hehehehee just laughed...
- How much has she had to drink? asked suspicious
- Not much replied
- OH – MY – GO!! suddenly yelled running over looking down into the drawer in the bar...
- What? asked
- Those biscuits has been eating, they weren’t just biscuits said looking down at ...
- Then what were they? asked
- They were hash biscuits mumbled now some what queitly
- WHAT?? and yelled while still were sitting laughing on the floor...
- Where did they come from?? then asked
- Umm Nick had put them in there one night and I had totally forgot he did that replied some what nervours now
- And how many have she eat? asked carefully..
- Umm I’m not sure but there ain’t any left in the drawer so she has had a few replied queitly
- how many biscuits did you take asked her
- Hehe ummm mmmmm I am not sure smiled looking up at ...
- So this means? It came from
- That we’re going to get one very hyper to night get ready for one wirld night that might not seem to have an end replied looking at that were still sitting on the floor smilling huge at them while she stir a straw around in her drink.

Chapter 10

A few hours later…
- could you please come back now asked
- Yeah sure, hun what’s wrong? asked when suddenly a loud crash was heard
- Oh God, just come will you? said getting a bit edgy
- Sure, but what was that noice?
- It’s she gone nuts

Mean while up staris…
- what’s going on asked running into the guest room…
- A spider, it’s gotta die, yrrkrkkk it had sooo lonnng legs said with a frighten face..
- Ohhh but did you have to use a broom to kill it? asked looking at her friend standing with the broom in her hand. Going closer to her, she tried to take it from her, but wouldn’t let her take it…
- No no I need it, what if it’s friend comes to attack me? She asked with frighten eyes…
- Well it was probably friendless tried out
- Nooo no because says that they have billions of friends…
- ’s not here said confused
- No, but he said that once, I can remember that
- He was only teasing you I’m sure of it…
- Really sure?
- Yes really sure… Now sweetie please give me the broom
- Mmmm okay… mumbled and let the broom slip over to , and smiled at her before she walked out of the room…

Down stairs were running to the front door seeing enter it with , and . With relife written all over her face she flung her arms around
- Wow wow Hey what’s going on here? asked surprised..
- It has gone into a wirld house said suddenly starring towards the stairs seeing coming running down them.
- hun, stop her… yelled from the top of the stairs and headed right towards the stairs but to late. stumbled over the last steps and the bucket of water she had in her arms flew out of her grib and the water splashed all over . ran over to the stairs to make sure was okay. Helping her up he looked into her eyes, seeing them widding...
-.. ... she mumbled and flung har arms around him. Feeling his heart jump by her reaction he starred at the girls over her shoulder trying to figure out what was going on...
- Awwww my poor suddenly said coming down the stairs, which made get out of ’s arms and looking at . Suddenly remembered what happen and clasped a hand on her mouth, seeing Shane stading there completly wet.
- Oh my God your wet bursted out..
- Yeah you don’t say replied and stepped up close to him
- Then there’s only one thing to do, we gotta get this of you, so you don’t get a cold said and took hold of ’s shirt trying to pull it of him, while the others starred at in shock. was the first to do somthing..
- stop that said grabbing hold of her pulling her away from , not wanting her to pull clothes of other guy’s...
- But he needs to get it of she replied looking up at him with puppy eyes..
- But not by you babe, you can’t just pull the shirt of a guy..
- Really, why not? asked giving him a naughty smile making him almost loose it..
- Because you just can’t..
- Mmmmm.... ( mumbled turning away from looking at )... your still wet... come (she said grabbing his hand)... let’s get you dry, think there’s one of ’s shirts in my room you can borrow.....
Feeling the jealousy take over once again stopped her...
- Babe don’t, let go with him, he’s her boyfriend said looking into her eyes begging her, and if it haven’t been for the drugs in her body she would probably have seen the begging in his eyes, but as it was she didn’t...
- Hey do I have anything to say in this, I’m actually the wet one suddenly bursted out which made everyone starre at him...
- Right let’s find you a dry shirt said, but first she looked at and smiled...
- Your sweet you know that? She said and kissed his cheek before she walked up the stairs with ...
- but but say something said in despair
- She is just getting him a dry shirt, besides she doesn’t listen to night sighed walking into the living room...
- But... mumbled
- Forget it mate, nothing to be jealousy about said
- Hey I’m not jealousy replied at once
- What ever you say mate laughed walking after the others to the livning room..

- Look everyone, one dry laughted when they walked into the living room to the others, while shoked his head at her walking over placing his arms around .
- shouldn’t you get some sleep? asked
- What? Nooooo why??? I’m fine, actually it’s been a while since I’ve been this good...
- No sweetie that’s called hash said
- Well what ever it’s called it made my night, actually how about we go out and have a party...
- What noooo that wont be such a good idea hun bursted out...
- Why not she pouted at him making him swollow hard why was she making it so hard for him to be in control to night?!
- Because your in need of sleep said saving from replying..
- no no why do ya what me to sleep I’m fine... Just let me prove it to ya... she said stepping over to . Smiling an evil smile to him right before she placed her lips on his, she felt her body siver with delight and deepen the kiss. Taking by surprice and full knowing she wouldn’t have done it if she haven’t been drugged, he couldn’t get him self to stop her. Shocked starred at the situation in front of her, not able to believe what she was seeing, she notice the others felt the same by the look on their faces.
Pulling her lips away from still lucked in his arms she smiled at him...
- I’ve missed that she smiled to him not noticeing the look of confusing and yet love in his eyes, she turned around and looked at her friends...
- Now there you see I’m fine ( smiled then looking at and ) and for the two of you, gosh you should try what me and just did... hehe don’t be shy I know you want too...
- stop said
- Awww you sweet thing you know I’m right... replied sweetly and not knowing what to say he just pulled closer.
- Sweetie, ’s right just... started out but got stopped when put her finger on his lips..
- Babe be queit she smiled, now come on you two...
- Would you go to sleep if we do so? asked...
- Awww that’s a lot to ask...
- Will you?? asked again...
- But I’m not tired....
- She’ll go to bed said trying to find some control, knowing he had to get her to bed, ‘couse he wouldn’t want her out in a club to night and risk her doing something with someone...
- Fine!! mumbled while swallowed feeling nervours for some reason. Looking up at he nodd and pulled her in and kissed her long and hard. Smiling to her self looked over at and and saw them already at it, kissing in the corner. - hehe this is fun... smiled
- And now you should go to bed said taking her by the hand...
- but but I’ll miss out all the fun
- No you wont come on sweetie... you promised!! He said pulling her with him..
- but but but...
- No but’s come on you need to sleep the drugs out of your body...
- hehe oooh do I... Why? Don’t you like me this way?
- I do, but I like you even more when your my lin...
- But I am she replied looking up at him making him swallow to control him self from not kissing her...
- babe you don’t know what ya saying...
- but I do, I love you, you know...
- Sweetie please your making it hard for me...
- Sorry she replied looking down on her feet....
- Just just come said trying to gain the control, finding it very hard with the way she was acting. It was surely a change to how it had been for a while after the day he had said no. Looking at her dropping down on her bed seeing the beautiful smile on her soft lips he had just tasted a moment ago, he felt him self not knowing if that was what he should have said that day.
- hehe you’re starring laughed lightly and got taken out of his daze..
- What??!! Ohh sorry he mumbled feeling slightly embarassed...
- It’s okay, stil want me to sleep she asked looking at his lips making ’s heart skip a beat when he noticed it..
- I well ummm... It’s best sweetie he mumbled sitting down beside her on the bed. Looking at him with blury eyes, she smiled cheekly at him, and for a second he lost it and brushed his lips against hers, feeling her partten her lips he slipped his touge in to play with hers. Feeling the rush of her touch he lost him self in the moment...

Seeing her sleep peacefully sighed, stoking her cheek with his finger not willing to crawl out of the bed and away from her, yet that’s what he did. Without weaking her up he found his clothes and for a moment he looked down at her, then he kissed her forehead, whispering “I love you too love”. Glansing at her a last time his heart sank knowing deep down inside that tomorrow she’ll only remember how he had turned her down that day. Closing her door quietly he walked out.

Chapter 11

- Oh God, what have I done? mumbled next day when she woke up and quickly hided her face under the pillow. The pain crashing through her head with a thunder she haden’t know before, while making her body empty of energy. Not remembering a thing from last night made it kind a worse. Hidding her self even more under her duvert she tried to recall last night, but the last thing she even recalled was sitting on the floor laughing after she had fell down and the girls sitting around her. Wishing it haden’t gone worse than that she rulled over and starred up into the celling while she grabbed the pillow beside her, and covered her head with it. Immediately getting a familiar scent of a sudden aftershave on the pillow washing over her she froze. Feeling her heart beat quicken she knew it was ’s scent and the sentence “what happened last night?” stood written over her face.Finally a while later she crawled out of bed stumbling down to the kitchen wishing she wouldn’t meet anyone. Taking out the bottle with pain killers for her headache a frighten shock went through her when she heard some one saying something behind her sounding like thunder she dropped the bottle.
- Oh sorry I didn’t mean to scare you it came from and looked slightly at him trying to calm down her beating heart again. He bend down and got the bottle and handed it over to her...
- Thanks she said almost in a whisper and got a glass of water to swallow the pain killers.
- Are you feeling very bad? asked. closed her eyes for a second even the sound of his voice sounded like thunder right now, even though she knew it wasn’t. She turned around and looked at him and nodded. She then walked towards the kitchen door, when she heard his voice again...
- Um by the way.... thanks... He said and her mind went over time again “thanks for what?” she thought and turned to look at him.
- Thanks for what? She asked confused
- Last night he replied smiling and shock showed all over her face, mixed with total confusing. Starring at him seeing the smile, she wished and hoped she hadn’t done anything... bad...
- Last night? She said almost in a whisper
- Yeah for putting me and together he smiled and relife washed over her.
- Oh no problem... Hey together how? She mumbled and notice blush slightly...
- Um well I think that we may... um might be together now!? He said all stumbling over his words.
- Like a couple? asked rasing an eyebrow
- Well yeah smiled and she looked at him not knowing what to say, yet feeling slightly jealous over the fact that everyone seemed to get things working with the one they wanted except her. Notice he starred at her she went over and hugged him and went up to her own room again closing her door firmly. Dropping down on her bed she felt the pain in her body take over and cuddled her body close together, while feeling tears escape her eyes right before she fell asleep.

Few hours later downstairs...
- How is she? asked looking at and
- Actually we haven’t seen her, she’s been sleeping all day replied
- saw her earlier though and said that she wasn’t well, and he doesn’t think she can remember anything from last night? said
- Guess that’s not a surprise mumbled
- No laughed lightly

- AAARRRGGHH screamed waking up and immediately sitting up in bed and then felt like a train ran over her head. Hearing her sceam , and ran up to her room. Without thinking ran to her and took her in his arms...
- Baby what’s wrong? He asked queitly feeling her hold him even thighter which surprised him.
- It came after me she replied with widing eyes...
- What came after you? asked confused and made realize what she had said and felt lightly embarrassed pulling a bit away from looking at him...
- It was just a dream he said smiling comfortly at her stroking her cheek with his thumb. Looking into his eyes she tried to find answers about last night, but she couldn’t. Sighning softly she started to feel dizzy and couldn’t focus.
- umm think she should lay down again she’s acting a little wird mumbled...
- yeah are you okay? asked. Shaking her head grabbed ’s hand feeling like she would fall to pizzes any time. Feeling him hold her hand thight made her feel safe..
- Sweetie you better lay down and sleep said to her. Laying down again she looked blury at her friends before she passed out again.

Next day she felt a whole lot better yet she still couldn’t remember a thing. Deciding she had to figure it out she toke a shower that made wonders before she went down to the kitchen where she found and .
- What the?!? She blurted out
- Oh morning are ya feeling better? asked
- You sure look better! stated
- Um yeah and thanks I guess. What are ya doing here this early? asked
- Well um and I, well started...
- Yeah okay I get the picture...
- And well and... started
- Please don’t go there, it’s tooo early for that kind a imformation stated grabbing some juice.
- She is right it is early, I’m going back to bed laughed and made laugh with him while he walked out of the kitchen.
- So??!! said looking at ..
- What??!! asked confused.
- Would you please tell me what happened that night I was... umm you know
- Hehe you mean drugged
- yeah yeah she rulled her eyes
- What do you wanna know? asked taking a bite of his tost
- said I kind a got him and together..
- Hehe oh yeah you pushed them in the direction I guess he laughed and then noticed she looked at him for more imformation from the night
- and? She mumbled
- Look go talk to him
- What do you mean? said trying to act innocently
- Hehe I know your fishing for answers about you and that night, but you should talk to him about that. Maybe after work, don’t you have work? asked raising an eyebrow
- OH MY GOD I totally forgot, I was suppose to work last night, tell me I called them, tell me somebody did? She yelled shocked looking at
- Hey relaxe I’m sure it will be okay
- Was there called?? She asked again now freaking out
- I don’t know okay, but I’m...
- No it wont be okay, it wont you don’t understand she replied in a freaking tone grabbing her stuff storming out of the house leaving a stunned .

- Damn, damn, damn, damn it yelled walking down the road. Walking up to the familiar house she thought she could might as well get it all over with now it was all crashing down over her.
- Hey sweetie smiled letting her in
- Okay thank you for being there yesterday she said looking at him
- No problem are you okay you seem tense
- I have to ask you something
- Okay he replied slowly
- You probably know that I umm, well don’t remember much from the other night, and I was just wondring, are we still like we were before that night or well umm..
- sweetie just ask what you wanna know he said sweetly yet feeling nervours about where this was going...
- Okay, did you change your mind about us? She asked feeling her heart beat like crazy waiting for his answer seeing him bite his lip and nervours fiddle with his hands
- , sweetie I don’t know...
- What do you mean you don’t know?
- I mean that I’m confused, you mean the world to me I just don’t know... I’m well.. he started to stumble over his words seeing her lips start to tremble and trying to gain control again...
- we’re where we were before that night, we sleept together though but... she stopped seeing the look on his face and she knew she had been right on that one...
- you remember that he mumbled
- I remember your scent on the pillow next morning she smiled weakly
- Ohhh he replied almost in a whisper and silence filled the room. Closing her eyes for a second she then looked at him..
- I better go...
- You don’t...
- Shhh she said placing a finger on his lips kissing his cheek and went out.

Strolling down the street filled with pain and anger she suddenly bumped into Kev.
- Wooow watch where ya going he mumbled out
- Sor.... Kev... hey blurted out
- Heeyyy you it’s been a while Kev smiled and hugged her
- Yeah she replied smiling sadly at him which he toke up on
- I guess things could go better? He looked questionnaire at her
- kind a she mumbled
- How about a talk? We could go to a cafe kind a thing
- Yeah sure smiled at him
Sittng down with him in a corner of the cafe she felt more relaxed, is was nice just sitting and talking to him.
- So wanna talk about it? He asked
- I’ve... I messed it up she said almost in a whisper looking at him seeing an encoraging smile
- No matter what it is, your’ll feel better just saying it out loud but keep it down so only I can hear it he replied smiling broadly at her, making her smile lightly back.
- It’s just I... I can’t just say it... I...
- Of ‘couse you can, remember I’m ’s friend you can talk to me, trust me. He said looking seriously. Taking a deep breath she looked him in the eyes...
- I’ve... I’ve lost my job and... and... I don’t think he’ll ever want me she blurted out feeling tears willing up in her eyes.

Chapter 12

Taking in what she was telling him Kev moved his chair beside her. Seeing her hands shake lightly he took them in his hands, but getting a little taken back when she immediately pull them back. In stead he then talked gueitly to her..
- your’ll find another job he started but seeing her shake her head he paused
- No, you don’t understand she whispered with trembling lips while the episode she had earlier with her boss and then later his son went through her mind. It had scared her, wanting to tell Kev what happened but then looking into his eyes she just couldn’t.
- You will, and the other thing I guess you mean ? He asked looking at her inquiring seeing her nodding.
- Yeah she replied almost in a whisper.
- Look I don’t know much about it, haven’t actually been around for it, but for that period Nick and I have been here, then from what we’ve seen then he does want you, he’s just too, well something I don’t know what really...
- I don’t know...
- sweeite you just have to wait and see, but in the mean time don’t give up on having fun, a girl like you should go out there, and when he’s ready he’ll come to you...
- What if he never will be? She asked swapping away a tear as quickly as it showed just to hide it.
- In that case, your’ll find someone else... Kev answer smiling gently seeing her trying to hide the tears that was obviously bulding up.
- ..I... nooo...
- Look he’ll be on tour the next three months and in that time he’ll probably figure out he... Kev suddenly stopped talking seeing the shocked expression on her face...
- WHAT?!! cried out
- You didn’t know? Kev asked now a bit uncomfortable
- Noooo, how do you know.... how.. nooo cried out
- I thought you knew Kev replied moving slightly on the chair, not likeing the situation right now
- I’ve... I’ve should have know I’v... She said, both angry at her self for not knowing and angry because nobody had told her...
- I’m sorry he replied almost in a whisper..
- When are he leaving?
- Um tomorrow...
- Wha... so soon.... nooo he can’t... he just can’t... she bluthed out feeling her heart being thorn apart.
- sweetie it’s his job...
- I gotta... I gotta... I’ve.. the words trambled out of her mouth and she got up looking at kev with blury eyes, he nodde and she ran out of the place.

Stoming to his house, she ran passed him and inside the house when he opened the door.
- !! He said a bit worried by the way she acted...
- why?!? She cried
- Babe, wha?!! He asked confused...
- Why didn’t you tell me you were leaving tomorrow? She asked now with tears willing up in her eyes making him feel uncomfortable
- I thought you knew sweetie he replied putting his hands down in his pockets.
- I should have... I’ve... why didn’t I... I... it came from her trembling lips. Going over to her he liftet her chin up with his finger...
- Sweetie it’s not the end of the world, maybe it’s a good thing, maybe...
- noooooo not now I need you here I... she cried out now letting the tears escape down her cheeks. Her sudden outburst was making confused feeling it now was him that was missing out on something he should know..
- Why not now? He asked seeing her backing lightly away from him...
- You can’t leave me completly... I need you... she cried making his heart ache
- I’m not leaving you completly where do you get such nonsense?
- but you leaving..
- Yes I’m going on tour with the lads to do my job, it’s my job you know..
- Yeah but...
- It doesn’t mean I’m completly leaving you he replied trying to get through to her...
- But I need to know you’re here if... she paused looking up at him with her teary eyes, making him nervous..
- If what? Babe what have happened? He asked getting more worried...
- Stay... she begged
- Baby you know I can’t, what’s wrong? He asked looking into her eyes trying to figure out what was wrong knowing how the situation between them was he knew she wouldn’t ask him to stay that badly unless somthing was way wrong!!
- Then take me with you she blurted out and took by surprise while she realized what she had just said and looked down...
- !! He sighed
- Fine (she whispered finally looking up at him)... just go then... she mumbled walking to the front door before he grabbed her arm turning her to face him..
- I wont be completly gone he said seriously stroking her cheek with his hand. Moving her trembling lips lightly she glansed at him a last time before she walked out.

Getting near her house, she suddenly got grabbed from behind and her heart jumped to her throat...
- You!!! She cried out feeling scared while trying to get out of his grib..
- Hey, you could be more friendly, since I’m the one who might be able to help you get your job back...
- Just let me go, and leave me alone...
- I could but I wont, you owe me you know he smirked
- I don’t owe you anything she spatted out
- Oh but you do, remember the other night, where you just stayed away from your job, guess what I got forced to skip a date to take your crappy job...
- I already know that, you told me after I talked to your father...
- Ohh yeah the dear, dear boss, and yeah I guess I did, just thought you needed to be reminded of it..
- Well I didn’t, now let me go she cried out unable to get him to loose his grib, he was to strong and it scared her.
- Well baby your going to make it up to me just the same... soon... he smirked placing his wetty lips on her cheek as an reflex she slapped him. In shock she starred at him and he thighted his grib.
- That was very, very stupid sweetheart he replied harsh letting go of her turning around leaving her scared.

Open the front door to their house, she rushed up into the bathroom, and turned on the water while she bursted out crying. Shaking from head to toe, she knew he would come back after her, and now knowing either or the lads would be there made her tremble even more.
- are you in there?? yelled but didn’t get an answer. Inside were crawled together sobbing.
- Come on , are you okay? now yelled through the door.
- Fine finally cried back controlling her voice as good as she could. Hearing the knocking stopping, she got up on her feet starring into the mirror which made her feel even worse. Splashing water in her face, she tried to gain control again.
Open the door she walked down into the living room placing her self on the sofa starring empty at the tv, while hearing and run around laughing and talking souding all excited.
- Oh there you are said excited jumping down beside her on the sofa.
- Yeah.,. what’s the fuss? asked while smiled hugely at her
- asked me to go with him when they go on tour tomorrow, and everything is cleared now, I just have to pack the last things... I just can’t wait.. She replied almost jumping up and down on the sofa of excitement. Mean while couldn’t feel her excitement, yet tried too act like it but failed.
- It’s great ... tried out mean while came running....
- Heeeeyyyyy ... Have you heard the news ? jumped up and down..
- yeah is going with replied quietly
- Yeah and I’m going with
- You’re wha??!! spat out feeling completly lost
- Yeah he asked me to go with him replied getting a little confused seeing the missing excitement in her friends eyes.
- Your all going? too...
- Well yeah, what’s up with you? asked confused.
- So ya all leaving me behind, thank you! replied getting up from the sofa getting more and more scared by the minute, soon she was going to be alone, alone, nobody would be here if...
- , you could go with us!! said
- No, thinks it’s better I don’t she replied quietly feeling tears filling up her eyes again...
- !! It came from ...
- Noo don’t, go pack, do what ever... She cried out storming up into her room closing her door frimly, leaving and stunned in the living room.

Chapter 13

Sighning deeply sank down on the sofa in the livingroom starring at the movie she had just put on the dvd player. Knowing full well she was now alone in the house, gave her the chill. They had left, this morning all looking excited yet a little worried about her even . Feeling tears on it’s way she felt on the spot on her cheek he had kissed her and told her to just call him if she needed too because he would never be completly gone from her. Yet now it felt like he was miles away.

At the hotel looked at ...
- Why was so strange? asked feeling worried by the look he had seen in her eyes.
- Maybe ‘cause you told her it was best for her to stay home! replied sounding more harsh than she meant too. Feeling a little taken back by her words he stepped back, but still didn’t believe it, there was more to it, other wise wouldn’t have reacted the way she did. He sighed and walked into the other room to find and in fully discussion about who had won the playstation game.

Opening her eyes she noticed she had fallen alsleep. Getting up from the sofa she walked through the house, and suddenly stood still in the hall. Hearing a sound outside her heart started to beat faster and faster. Hearing the sound disappear she relaxed a little but felt tense. Seeing how dark it was up by the stairs, she freaked and walked straight back into the living room. Grabbing a pillow she sat down on the floor in front of the tv and with the remote control she swapped between all the channels until she suddenly heard ’s voice and stopped starring at his smilling face and felt more relaxed.
Interviewer : So, what about your new album, Turnaround?
: *Looks round* Why?
Interviewer : Erm, because you just released it and we’d like to know all about it.
: All about what, sorry?
Interviewer (patiently) : Turnaround.
(looking frustrated) : WHY? There’s nothing there!
(rolling his eyses) : Well I think everyone knows that now, ...
Smiling by ’s confussing she fell asleep.

A week went by and was looking around in the kitchen, she really had to leave the house and get some things for the fridge, but going out there scared her. Yet she got ready to go, when she heard the phone ring. Looking at it seeing ’s name flash over it she left it ringing on the table and went out.

- Still no answer asked looking at
- No and I don’t like it, it’s not like her, she always pick up the phone when I call stated
- Guess not anymore threw in a comment just to get an shut up look from .

Looking up the street saw her home and sighned lightly, “home soon”.
Seconds later she heard steps behind her coming closer by the minut, as an reflex she started to walk faster and faster, but not loosing the one behind her, made her look back and her heart jumped to her throat! “no no this is not him no” she kept saying to herself while starting to shake. Turning around she started to run towards the house, seeing him run after she dropped her bags with groceries in the drive in and stormed up to the door. Fumbling with the key she saw him running up towards her.
- Go away she said with a shaky voice
- No way hun, it’s payback time he stated grabbing her by the waist , trying to get loose, made him grab her by each of her wrist. Loosing balance in the fight she fell down on the steps up to the door, while he fell down on top of her. Sreaming of the pain he quickly made her shut up with his hand. Feeling the tears steam down her face and the pain in her back all she wished for was somebody to save her.
- This gonna be nice he whispered huskly in her ear while he had a firm grib on her so she couldn’t move. Feeling his hand tear her shirt up and his tongue trail further down from her neck, she felt her self sake all over from beeing frightened. Trying to move away from underneath him, a scream escaped her mouth from pain from her back, and immediatly his mouth was on her to shut her up, feeling him force his tongue into her mouth she bite him, so he slapped her, and his face were red of rage.
- Don’t you ever do that again, he said in pain while he suddenly moved slightly and his hand moved down to her jeans were he torn in her belt. Suddenly knowing what was going to happen, she cried even more, and tried to kick him but being forced down with the pover of his body, she couldn’t get away. Looking aside when he tried to kiss her again she saw the pot with a plant in that stod by the front door. Feeling him letting go of her hand when it slided down over her body down to get rid of her jeans, she reached out for the pot. Getting hold of it within seconds she hit him in the face with it. Seeing him pass out by it for a few seconds she grabbed the keys and stumbled up on her feet, fumbling with the keys, she got the door open just in time to see him stand up on his feet, looking at her with complete rage in his eyes and a bleeding cut over his eye, she quickly stumbled inside the house and slammed the door in his face. Locking the door, she feel down on the floor crying devastated in shock.
- OPEN THAT FREAKING DOOR, I’M GONNA FUCKING GET YOU! He yelled outside knocking and banging on the door, while she inside crawled together on the floor, scared and in pain. Suddenly hearing her phone... ’s picture formed in her head... crawling over the floor she finally reached the phone just in time to see it got hanged up by the other person. Pushing the bottom to call the number which had just called she heard his voice... but all she replied before she passed out was help...

Staring at the phone not getting an response after hearing her weak cry of help and noise in the background from someone knocking heavily on the door, he looked up and starred at , not knowing what to do. Seeing the shoked helpless look in his mates eyes, knew something was up.
- What’s up? asked calmly
- She... she... something is wrong, she cried help and then she was gone, and all I heard was some psyko banging at the door... replied in one breath seeing rasing his eyebrow... Say something continued
- Try calling her again said seeing his mate speed dail her number..
- No.. now she’s not even picking up replied feeling the panick raise in him
- Okay, okay we’ll get hold of that Kev guy and get him to go over and chek up on her. replied grabbing his own phone dailing the number to kev.

Seeing the bags with groceries speed across the drive in he rushed to the door, but jumped on one foot when he suddenly saw the smashed pot and sticks of blod on the front stairs. Getting afraid he knoked on the door and took hold of the door handle only to find out it was locked.
- PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR IT’S JUSE ME, KEV he yelled through the door but didn’t get any answer. Looking around and under everything he tried to see if there were any ekstra hidden key. Not finding one he sighed... “okay there’s no other way” he mumbled to him self, stepping a little away from the door he took a dreep breath before he kicked the door in.
- Oh my god he said running over to her seeing her crawled together on the floor with her clothes ripped and blod from her bruises.

Chapter 14

- Sweetie open your eyes Kev begged bending down beside her. Feeling his heart beat knowing something awful had happened he touched her face carefully, scared of hurting her more than she already did. Seeing her eyelids beginning to move slightly he sighed with relief.
- Yes open your eyes sweetie he said. Opening her eyes slowly looked up into a pair of worried eyes, smiling softly forgetting what had happened for a few seconds until everything stormed back into her memory and felt her body ache with pain, she cried. The relief from seeing her consciousness comeing back washed away seeing the tears steam down her face...
- what happen? He asked carefully but regretted it right away hearing her cry even more...
- he... he... hurt me... it hurts she stammed feeling her back with her hand
- Oh God Kev mumbled
- Is he gone? She cried..
- Nobody is here and I’ll protect you now... but you have to go to the emergency...
- noo I... noo... she cried closing her eyes again...
- No, nooo don’t close your eyes sweetie Kev begged seeing her not listening he mumbled bloody crap to him self and lifted her up in his arms carefully and carried her to his car outside.

Standing outside in the waiting hall Kev sighed loooking at his watch waiting impatient. Thinking about going out to call the lads on tour but throwing the thought away seeing a nurse coming towards him.
- Hey Mister?
- Kev, just call me Kev
- Well Okay Kev, is going to be fine, but she has a lot of bruises which are hurting her, especially a bad one on her back which she probably need help with changing the bandage and she shouldn’t be alone in the house tonight she replied looking him in the eye to see if he understood
- Sure... As long as she’s going to be fine Kev answer feeling relieved
- She is but you might should try to talk to her about what happened...
- I’ll try but...
- And that’s all you can do, but keep trying till you get through, she needs to say it the nurse replied seeing Kev nodde she walked away again.

Later back at the house, Kev had made sure door and luck worked again. Looking into the living room seeing her cuddled together on the sofa he sighed, she still haven’t said other that thank you to him. He had called the lads telling them what happened and that he would stay and make sure she would be okay, after promising over and over again that he would stay and protect her, since he couldn’t be there. Suddenly seeing her turn her face to look at him he smiled towards her, trying to catch a smile on her face but all he got back was a frightened look.
- let’s talk Kev said quietly (bending down in front of her just to see her back slightly away from him).... please talk to me ...
- I... I... why.... You’re just gonna hurt me she replied looking into his eyes feeling slight scared even though she thought she could sense he meant well. Crawling away from him, she got up from the sofa, feeling him grab her arm to stop her from going away, she pulled her self away from him so fast that when she looked at him she saw him look a little shocked.
- I just wanna talk to you
- no you’re gonna hurt me, just like they all do she cried
- What are you talking about?
- He hurt me... he was.... he was... if I hadn’t got away... he would have raped me she cried, tears stemming down her face and Kev felt like someone had knocked the air out of him for a second, just as fast as the rage kicked in, but taking him self together knowing loosing it in front of her would be wrong
- Oh my God sweetie I’m sooo sorry, but I promise he wont hurt you again, I promise he said walking over to her pulling her in to hug her. Feeling her stiffen, he kept whispering comfronting words in her ear and slowly he felt her relaxe in his embrace but her crying got worse.
After a while he heard his phone and with one arm around and the other taken the phone he saw ’s name flash over the screen. Seeing the name too stiffen and got out away from Kev while he picked it up
- Yeah, Kev here yes she is, one second Kev talked looking at
- No she shaked her heard she couldn’t talk to him she just couldn’t
- Why don’t you try and talk to ? Kev asked worried wanting her to talk him knowing how close they had been and all
- No... I no....
- come on, he’s really worried...
- No he’s not
- he is!! Kev stated trying to make her understand
- NO
-
- NO... No I can’t talk to him, it’s all his fault, he didn’t want me to come with them, he should have been with me she cried storming out off the living room, leaving Kev behind slowy taken the phone back to his ear..
- I’m really sorry .... Kev said all most in a whisper.
- She thinks it’s my fault whispered into the phone feeling his heart ache
- No I’m sure she didn’t mean it that way, she knows it’s not your fault
- But she’s right, if I had let her come with us it wouldn’t have happened
- No, stop don’t even go there Kev tried to reason with him
- Where is she now? asked quietly not taken in what Kev just said
- She went up to her room Kev sighed
- Oh... have she told you more about what happened? asked nervous
- Umm well umm Kev stumbled over the words, kind of scared of telling him the truth
- What have she said? asked right away, alarmed by the tone of his voice
- Well, you know someone attacked her
- Yeah.... What did he do to her? bursted out with rage in his voice
- You got to calm down first
- Don’t give me that shit, TELL ME!!
- She.... he... that guy, he tried to rape her Kev sighed getting ready for the blow out he knew would come from
- HE WHAT? cried out feeling the rage building up to over a limit
- Yes you heard me
- FOR BLOODY FUJSKSUNJKNH yelled grabbing the vase that just happened to stand beside him trowing it right into the wall over ’s head who were sitting talking to
- HEY MATE WATCH IT! yelled out shocked moving away from the spot just in time to hear the vase smash into a million of pieces against the wall
- Yeah has a point bursted out shocked just to recieve a mad glance from
- What’s going on, has she found comfort with someone else? asked annoyed looking at the smashed vase
- SHUT THE FUCK UP ! yelled at him seeing turn and starre at him
- you got to try and calm down a little Kev started still on the other end of the phone
- And how the fuck should I do that? asked angry
- Look I know how you feel, when she told me, I wanted to throw things too, but I couldn’t, she need us to be there for her, not to throw things around Kev tried
- I wanna kill him stated making and starre at him in disbelief
- I know but would you listen to me Kev asked
- I do, but she blames me replied feeling his heart ache
- No, it’s just easier for her, but I know she needs you
- How?
- She loves you remember, but she’s hurt and scared out of her mind right now
- I’ll pack my things and get there right now said trowing the phone over to who still starred at him in disbelief
- you can’t leave now, we’re on tour, we have a concert tonight for heaven sake
- She needs me
- Kev is there, he’ll look out for her pleaded with him
- But it should be me stated with rage echoing in his voice
- Just at least wait until we get a day off and then go for a night
- mmmmmmm
- .... Kev will watch out for her... Please
- FINE finally said leaving the room slamming the door shut.
Taking the phone from ’s hand took it up to her ear.
- Kev what happened? She asked...

Chapter 15.

Sitting on the bed with tears still slowly falling she stroke her finger over ’s name on her mobile. Yet wanting to call him to hear his soft voice calming her down she couldn’t because the other part of her didn’t dare to, that part that also had a slight tone of anger towards him. Pushing the button to not call him she threw the phone to the end of her bed. She sat still for a moment, and moved around on the bed just to gasp lightly in pain. Sitting up carefully she touched the bandage on her back, knowing it had to be changed soon before she got to sleep. Stepping out of the bed she went to find a new bandage. Then she tried to pull her shirt of to easier change the bandage, but gasping in pain she quickly let the shirt be. Knowing she wouldn’t be able to do it her self she felt the fear crepping up in her. Slowly walking out of her room to the hall she saw Kev walking up the stairs. When he came to the top of the stairs he saw her and slowly he walked towards her.
- I... I... need your help she said hardly hearable while he stopped in front of her
- Sure... With? He asked sounding calmly
- My bandage she replied looking into his eyes and he nodde and saw the slight fear in hers. They walked into her room and walked over to the table where she had left the new bandage. Pulling slightly up in her shirt Kev looked at the bandage on her back and realised that to change the bandage it meant moving her shirt if he should put the new one on correctly. Looking at him she knew what he was thinking but standing in front of him without her shirt made her feel uncomfortable, nobody else than had seen her without one for so long, and after what just happened with that guy... she sighed and bite down on her lip and knew she had to let it happen...
- I’m sorry but you have to take the shirt of Kev said feeling him self a little uncomfortable seeing the fear in her eyes.
- I.. I tried my self before but I couldn’t it hurted to much she replied looking down. Kev nodde and helped her pull of the shirt while he took a deep breath looking at her only in her bra, and court him self thinking about how stunning she most look without the bandage and bruises. He shoke his head if had seen his thoughts he would have thrown him out of the room as soon as possible, not to think that he probably would anyway. Suddenly seeing the look in her eyes that looked like she would run away from him as soon as she could if it was possible he sighed and smiled lightly to her. Carefully he removed the bandage and felt the anger grow within him seeing the bruise on her back. Who ever had done it was going to pay.
Wishing he soon were done looked down. She had seen the look in Kev’s eyes when her shirt had been pulled of and it scared her and yet he was the only one right now that made her feel safe. Suddenly hearing he mobile biip she looked towards her bed thinking about ...
Putting the last touch on the bandage Kev looked at her eyes that drifted away when the biip had comed, he sighed knowing the look on her face was the one she got when she thought of .
- Done... Kev said queitly. Looking up at him she nodde and walked over to her wardrobe and pulled a shirt out. Stroking her hand over it for a moment she walked over to Kev and without a word he helped her in it. Sensing a scent from an aftershawe he knew wasn’t his he sighed realizing she were taking a shit of ’s on.
- I know what you are thinking, it’s just it makes me feel safe she blurted out..
- It’s fine... it’s just I thought you were mad at him or... something
- I were, I am... I... It’s none of your business she cried
- Your right I’m sorry.... Try to get some sleep and I’ll be down the hall if you need me..Seeing him walk out of the room, tears started flooting from her eyes again. Sitting down on her bed she took her mobile and pressed yes to read the message “Hey Hunni, I’m sorry for everything that has happened, I’m here baby, when ever you need me, I’m here just a phone call away sweetie.. Love xx... Feeling the tears press even harder now she felt so devided, one part of her wanted him so badly to come and put his arms around her and the other part was so scared. She carefully lied down on the bed and pulled her knees up close to her body and cried her self to sleep.

After being in the guest room for a sec Kev decided to go down into the living room. Going towards the bar he planted him self on a chair, just in time to hear his mobile.
- Yeah it’s Kev... He mumbled
- Hey mate it’s Nick was just wondring if you needed some company, I’ve heard what happened...
Having agreed for Nick to come over, he took him self a drink.
Shortly after Nick came and they both walked towards the bar were Kev in one go drank a glass of whisky.
- Mate easy Nick said smiling lightly
- Easy... easy... you didn’t see what state she was in when I found her, you haven’t seen one thing, so don’t tell me to be fucking EASY Kev cried...
- Hey, I know but you got to stay calm as long as your in the same house as her you know, she doesn’t need anyone freaking out in front of her..
- Don’t you think I know that, I have acted calm the whole time through it...
- I’m sure Nick replied and pattered Kev on the shoulder.

Waking up screaming and shaking all over an hour later, she suddenly started crying. Hearing Kev comeing storming in to see if she was okay she looked at him helplessly, while he ran to her site and hugged her.
- Ssshhh it was just a nightmare, no one is going to hurt you again I promise Kev said in a whisper.
- No NO no don’t touch me cried and tried to push Kev off her..
- Shhh it’s just me Kev, he replied taken back by her actions for a second. Getting her senses back she looked at Kev aware of it was just him. Crying she court her self wishing he was ...
- Kev.... I want to be here... why isn’t he here? She cried without knowing what she was saying affected him. Kev shoke his head, thinking of ‘couse she would want , why should she want him, he didn’t want her either, so why was it affecting him.
- He’s busy sweetheart Kev replied quietly stroking his finger down her cheek, looking into her tearfully eyes suddenly wanting to kiss her. Leaning towards her his lips touched her’s for a brief second before she pushed him away. Immediately he saw the fear written all over her face...
- I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you, I would never hurt you, you know that right Kev blurted out seeing her nodd slowly but still scared...
- kev... would you plaese leave... she said quietly
- I’m sorry..
- I know, but just... please she said looking down. Nodding lightly Kev walked out.

Walking back to the room Nick were in Kev sat down....
- I just did a mistake Kev sighed and Nick raised his eyebrow...

Scared pulled the duvet thight around her. The nightmare still fresh in her memory and the act from Kev just as fresh she just wished it all to go away. Suddenly her eye court the sight of her mobile and she took it in her hand. Reading the message from again a tear escaped her eye, wishing he was there. Starring at his name for a few seconds her hand shaked lightly when she pushed the dail button.

Grunting while he got woked up in his sleep grabbed the fone beside the bed. Close to push the off button he saw her name flash over the screen just in time and woke up immediately. Moving his finger over and press yes he took the phone to his ear..
- ?? It’s he replied nervous hearing a sob escape from her...
- I need you... She cried breaking down again from the sound of his voice..
- Babe I’m here... he replied feeling his heart ache by the sound of her voice.

Chapter 16.

Storming in through the door the next day, was immediately stopped by Kev.
- Ever heard about a door bell Kev asked sarcastic eyeing up
- Well hallo to you too, I see you’re making sure is protected
- Just like you asked me too
- Good well I’m thankful for that said reaching out his hand for Kev to take, but he just glared at him
- Thought you were busy on tour?
- I am, but she needed me to come, so if you don’t mind I’ll go and see her, now where is she?
- Up stairs Kev finally said.
Running up stairs, he took a deep breath when he came to her door and knocked on it lightly, before walking into her room. Seeing her curled up in bed a sleep he walked over and bended down looking at her. Sensing her unsteady breahting and eyelids flutter, his heart ache seeing the bruises on her. Taken a strain of hair away from her face tucking it behind her ear he bended over kissing her on her forhead making a immediately reaction from her, when she cried out pushing him away making his heart break seeing the fear in her eyes, and then the tears falling from her eyes...
- Babe it’s just me, I’m so sorry.. started but stopped speaking when she flew her arms around him sobbing uncontrollable. Putting his own arms around her he hold her thight letting her cry it out.
Being in his arms she felt safer than she had done in days, and the thought of him not being there already spoked her. She knew he was touring and couldn’t stay long. Pulling slightly out of his embrace she gasped a little in pain when she did a wrong move. Looking into his eyes she saw him worried...
- Sweetie, what? said trying to pull her back in his arms
- It’s... it’s my bruise on my back it’s still very sore replied looking down
- God I’m so sorry, I should have been there for you...
- Don’t , it’s not you’re faulth... I’m just glad you’re here now..
- I would have come sooner, but I couldn’t I... started but stopped him
- I know... How long can you stay? She asked while her gaze fell from his making him lift her face softly with his hand...
- Until tomorrow sweetie...
- ... can you... will you hold me through the night then she asked uncertain
- Of ‘couse I will babe he replied feeling his heart flutter from that simple request

Going down into the kitchen to grab something to drink saw Kev sitting by the table.
- So, guess I’m not needed more today? It came from Kev
- Meaning? asked not sure what to put into that
- You seem to have everything covered...
- Well if you want to go home and rest it’s fine, I’ll take care of her...
- Right, has she said anything? Kev asked
- Depens on wheter you want to know? asked not really getting what he was talking about...
- Look I didn’t know wheter to tell you or not, but I did a mistake and I’m not proud of it, and I am sorry... Kev said fumbling with the coffee in front of him
- What? said immedaitely alarmed
- In a weak moment from my site last night I... Kev fumbled with the words knowing what reaction it could course but felt the need to set things straight.
- You what?
- I kissed ! Kev sighed
- YOU WHAT??!!! cried out
- Listen It was a mistake and I don’t know what came over me
- BULL SHIT HOW COULD YOU DO THAT? screamed feeling the utter inclination to hit the guy in front of him
- I don’t know
- You don’t know? What, you suddenly felt the need to kiss her knowing she had got attacked?
- Yes Kev sighed
- And she?
- She got scared and pushed me away
- Good God, I asked you to look out for my girl not to hit on her replied in anger
- Your girl, as far as I know you turned her down Kev said getting irritated, making clash his fist down in the table
- You just stay away from her said angry
- Fine, but when you have to get back to the tour, then who will be here for her? Kev asked raising his eyebrow
- DAMN IT!! yelled
- Listen it was just a mistake and it wont happen again
- Your damn straight it wont stated feeling jealous over the fact that someone else had tasted the lips of the woman he finally had realized he was in love with and there weren’t anyone else he would rather be with.

Seeing him come back in she looked at him kind a shyly.
- Would you help me, I mean you don’t have too if you wont but...
- Of ‘course I well Sweetie anything, what is it? said looking at her and couldn’t help but smile at her seeing her suddenly all shy and forgot for a sec what Kev had just told him...
- I umm need to get this bandage on my back changed, I was told to get it done at night time but I can’t do it my self she replied looking down the floor feeling kind a nervous for some reason for to see the bruise on her back, she knew it didn’t look good.
- Sure babe! He replied softly getting close to her.
- Thank you! She replied nervously which noticed
- Don’t be nervous hun, I’ve seen you without a shirt before he laughed lightly making her smiled softly back up at him.
- I know, but you haven’t seen the bruise and...
- Don’t sweetie it’s okay, you can trust me...
- I know, that’s why I, I wished you were here last night to help me. She replied almost in a whisper making him lift her face up to face him...
- I’m sorry I weren’t babe! He said softly seeing her nodde weakly back. Helping her taking the shirt of images of Kev helping her this way ran through him and he couldn’t help him self from asking...
- Did Kev help you with this last night sweetie? He blurted out, only to see her nodd. The thought of that and next seeing the bruise on her back made the rage raise within him.
- There where no one else she suddenly said almost in a whisper. Hearing those words he took them into his heard while he finished putting the bandage on. Next he turned her around so he could look into her eyes and notice the tears form in them. Not saying a word he wrapped his arms thigtly around her and hold her close.
- Don’t worry sweetie I’m here now, you’re not alone he whispered into her ear.
Suddenly hearing a knock on the door they pulled apart slightly seeing Kev enter. Looking at him annoyed sighed seeing Kev turn his attention towards .
- Sorry but there’s a phone call and you better take it ! Kev said
- Couldn’t you just take a message? asked irritated
- No... it’s the police Kev replied looking at her softly. A little shocked felt her tighten her grab of his hand and turned his gaze at her.

Chapter 17.

Putting down the phone again, she breathed in heavyly before she turned around to look at and Kev that both looked at her with raised eyebrows.
- They wanted me to come in and talk, they think they may have found the guy she replied feeling her self shake inside.
- Now? Kev asked
- Yeah... Will you take me there? She asked looking at Kev who nodde surprised
- Sweetie I could too started but stopped seeing her shake her head
- You don’t understand I want you both to come. She replied while Kev sensed he should leave them alone for a sec and went to find his keys.
- But why Kev? asked
- He was there when I needed someone she replied queitly
- But I’m here for you too sweetie don’t doubt that
- I know, but you don’t have to if you don’t want too, I understand I know you don’t love me back the same way and I..
- But I do, I love you! blurted out in the middle of her sentence
- Yes as a friend and I..
- No, you don’t get it! He said placing a finger over her lips
- So you guy’s ready? Kev suddenly asked turning back making curse his bad timing under his breath.
-Yeah let’s get it over with! finally replied a few seconds later, not knowing completly what was on about.

At the station.
- So we court the guy you told us it was when you were at the hospital after the accident, but we just have to be sure it’s him. So the guy we’ve picked up is gonna appaer behind the glass here, but he won’t be able to see you. The police guy explained and nodded grabbing a thighter hold on ’s hand. Starting to shake lightly she saw the guy come in behind the glass window, and felt scared in every sense possible. Sensing what happened pulled her into his embrace and looked at Kev for a sec, both ready to jump on the guy if he tried anything.
- Just take your time the police man said friendly while looked up at him
- It’s him! She finally replied.

At the lads hotel..
- So? asked falling down on ’s lap
- Yeah it was right? asked raising an eyebrow
- Yep! stated putting his phone back in his poket
- So how did it go? asked again
- She pointed out the guy for the police smiled softly
- ARGH Great! said out loud and jumped
- ! hissed back
- What? It’s great she did, you all think so! stated
- Of ‘couse we do, but you don’t have to yell! sighed
- Oooooohhh sorry I forgot, to many beers last night huhh? grinned, making sligtly laugh with him.
- Anyway how is ? interfered
- Well, she’s better, but it takes time! explained
- How did she take seeing the guy? asked
- She got all shaky and stuff answered
- Hmm, well could just take her with him back to us, then she’ll be safe. It came from .
- Well he might do that! smiled
- What else did say? asked
- Well, that he was taken back his words, and will tell her he love her back tonight. grinned
- Uh uh uh that would be awsome! cried and jumped up from ’s lap so fast, there came a surprised sound from him, making everyone laugh at the pair.

Later at the house...
- You did great I’m proud of you! said smiling softly at her.
- Thank you, I was scared though
- I know
-
- Yeah
- What did you mean by I didn’t understand before we went to the station? She asked and felt his heart start to raise while she looked into his eyes, it was now or never. Looking back at her he smiled softly.
- I meant that I loved you too, it just took me a while to realize how much, I’m sorry about that. Seeing a smile slowly creep onto her lips, he felt nervours still not knowing what her reaction would turn out to be.
- You love me? She asked not willing to let her smile break completly loose just yet
- Yes I love you...
- And?
- And I want us to be together like a proper couple, if you still want me that is
- Hmm let’s see do I? She asked in a teasing voice and when he finally noticed that a smiled spread on his lips
- Yeah you do! He stated and flung his arms around her
- Yeah I do! She smiled back at him before his lips crashed hungryly over hers mubling I love you!