Forbidden Fruit


Chapters: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 20 - 21 - 22 - 23 - 24!!



Chapter 1.

It was Saturday when stood inside the walk-in closet with his wife in their home. turned and glanced at as he buttoned the last button on his shirt knowing she had said something to him but he hadn’t really heard the words coming from her mouth. She had been talking none stop the last hour and it was starting to annoy him yet that wasn’t anything new. The love he had felt for her back then when they had got married had little by little started to drop in intensity and been replaced with her sending him over the hills in annoyance. Right now wasn’t any different as realized she had asked his opinion once more about how the dress he thought to be number hundred would look on her tonight.
- For crying out loud just pick one. snapped annoyed as he eyed her up.
- Don’t snap at me, I’m only going through so much trouble for your sake. whined as she held on to a dark blue dress.
- Well maybe you shouldn’t. Maybe you should think less about the clothes and more about us as a couple. argued.
- That’s exactly what I am, because I know how much you like your wife to look amazing when we’re out to a party.
- I need more than a good looking wife, DAMN IT!!! barked making shut him a glance with fire in her eyes.
- Yeah you need one to take care of your children. retorted making sigh heavily and count to ten inside his head.
- So anyway have you seen the new dress I’ve bought? asked turning the subject back to her dresses.
- You mean the dress I’ve paid for. cursed under his breath.
- Excuse me?! responded not having heard his actual words.
- No but it’s pretty. sighed and rolled his eyes.
- Just pretty? pushed wanting him to say she would be to die for in it and knew that but he couldn’t get himself to say the words.
- Yeah... what else should I call it? It’s a freaking dress. frowned
- You could say it was perfect for your perfect woman. persisted placing her hands on her hips.
- Let’s be honest here . Real women aren't perfect and perfect women aren't real.
- ARRGGGHH sometimes I should think you were only brought on earth to annoy me... and you know what? Your mission is a success!! moaned in a high-priced tone making see red.
- IF’S THAT’S YOURE FREAKING OPINION, THAN WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?? howled marching out of the walk-in closet smashing the closet door closed on his way out while hearing scream after him “Don’t you dare leave when I’m talking”.

Thirty minutes later sat quietly on the edge of the king-size bed in the bedroom he shared with . Their two children had just been picked up by his mother who had agreed to babysit the two while and went to a party at and ’s place. looked down at his black polished shoes for a moment while he blocked out the sound of having another tantrum. He had become pretty good at blocking her out when she had one of her outburst as they couldn’t effect him anymore because he knew that no matter how much she complained and raged that it was only words. would never leave him she was always so scared that he would leave her which made her seriously clingy and it drove him mad. let a sigh leave his lips as he noticed was yet to be ready to leave mean while was ready to go. He had already put on his dark faded jeans, a black shirt where he had left the top buttons open so you could catch a glimpse of his chest hair which he knew would be a sight she would love. The bare thought made immediately shake his head as he realized he had just thought of her again, a woman that wasn’t his wife. Blocking out the buzzing sound of slowly moved his head and gazed out of the window. Looking into the sky a smile rolled over 's lips as he smiled fondly over the memory from when he first really had set eyes on . He had seen her before but never really got in contact with her until and ’s wedding where had made him his best man and had made maid of honor. At the wedding the best man and maid of honor were suppose to have a dance together and right before they took on the dance floor had glanced at her sending her a smile that she responded with a shy one that went straight to ’s heart. Slowly he had walked over and taken her hand in his and there that night they had had their first dance.

>>Flashback<<

stood afar and starred at who walked around making sure everything was in order. She was going to be the Tour manager for another boyband called which Louis had just pronounced to the world would be their new support act on their upcoming tour. It all sent a wave of mixed feelings through ’s entire being as even though he had thought about her then he had also tried to forget about her but now since she was going to be tour manager for their support act then he had to acknowledge his feelings. For a moment he closed his eyes while he remembered how she had turned him down before when he hadn’t been able to stop himself from coming on to her. She had kept telling him they couldn’t as he was married and she had refused to be with him but it had only made more determine. He wanted her even though he knew it was wrong for all the right reasons but whenever she was around he couldn’t stop himself so he avoided her and tried to forget her but it wasn’t working. shut his eyes open as he sensed she was coming over and stood nearby. With a smile she stood watching the support act talk to Louis and it made see his chance. Quietly he strolled over by her side and let his one hand slide over her back coming to rest on her waist, the bare feel of her sending shivers down ’s back.
- I can’t stop thinking about you. breathed close to her ear and noticed how the closeness of him made her tremble.
- …. Not here. swallowed shaking of his touch.
- Don’t worry, no one is noticing anything. croaked moving his hand up softly stroking a strain of hair from her eyes.
- Don’t do that. squeaked paranoid someone would take notice meanwhile loving every touch from him and she knew all too well that sensed that.
- You told me I had to forget about you, that we couldn’t be together. I know you are right. I tried to forget about you, I tried to forget how you make me feel, I tried to forget how your lips feels... but baby how can I and how can I do that when we’ll be on tour together? ’s husky whisper sounded in her ear making every fibre in her body scream for his touch.
- . breathed her voice barely audible. Hearing his name come over her lips in a shallow breath felt his body react upon it and he looked around making sure no one was actually watching them before he lifted his strong hand and cherished her soft cheek.
- , NO!! muttered and backed away from him.
- Babe I have to see you. pleaded while noticing how her eyes flickered around the room and when her eyes finally met his he clearly read her mind and understood she was battling between agreeing and turning him down.
- Please. begged with a passion in his eyes that she couldn’t turn away from.
- Give me an hour. finally responded with a sly smile.

An hour later paced back and forth in his hotel room impatiently waiting for her to appear. He knew that when she was going to be on tour with him and the other lads that he wouldn’t be able to ignore her nor forget how much he wanted her. Even though the tour wasn’t right around the corner and there still was lot’s of work do to first he knew that from his point of view an affair with her was inevitable and as soon as she gave in completely, nothing would stop him. A soft knock on his door tore him back to reality and quickly got her inside the room.
- Please... don’t be nervous. spoke noticing she was slight on the edge.
- How? You know what happened the last time we were alone. responded knowing full well that the walls she had build up around her was failing to pieces and quickly at that in the presence of .
- Of cause I do and whenever I see you I can’t stop thinking about how amazing it felt to be in bed with you! blurted out making shut him a stare.
- you’re married. cried out frustrated.
- Married maybe but there’s no passion. With you on the other hand it’s like fireworks.
- please. pleaded knowing she wouldn’t be able to turn him down.
- I can’t stay away from you baby, my body is screaming for you and I can’t stop thinking about you. Don’t think about my wife, think about me, think about us. replied, his voice sounding hoarse as he took a step closer to her.
- if we do this again, there’s no going back, I don’t know if I will be able to stop and I’m afraid to get hurt.
- Baby I won’t hurt you. I will make you feel amazing, I’ll make us both feel amazing. responded sensing her reservation stumble while he neared her and placed his lips upon hers.

>>Flashback End<<

- WHERE’S MY FREAKING SHOES? yelled tearing back to the present and out of his little bubble.
- Probably with the rest of the thousand shoes you have. muttered just to receive an angry stare from before she rushed towards the closet with all her shoes.

Chapter 2.

glanced over towards the shoe closet where was engrossed in finding a sudden pair of shoes which by the looks of it could take a while. With a sigh looked at his hands and a smile spread over his lips as he remembered how used to refer to them as big, strong, masculine hands that could make any woman happy but that she preferred them to make her happy. smiled as another Flash back entered his mind.

>>Flashback<<

sat in the hotel bar fiddling with his mobile in his right hand feeling slightly annoyed that he couldn’t get hold of . He had tried for the last two hours but there wasn’t any response so instead he had called and had listened to his two small children’s babble on the phone. He loved those two and if he had to be honest deep down they were the reason he had called because was far from his mind at the moment. Once more glanced at the display on the phone and was almost pushing the speed dial for when he heard a sweet giggle coming from the door way sending a wave of butterflies through his stomach. Swallowing hard he turned his gaze which feel upon the woman and he took in every inch of her with his eyes. Starting by her feet where she wore a pair of brown high heels, followed by bare legs until right over her knees where her brown dress covered up her thighs, licking his lips watched how the dress further up clanged tightly around the rest of her body showing of her curves that was just begging for his touch. His eyes stopped for a moment right over her chest where the dress also finished off before he lifted his gaze and looked straight into her eyes. The mischievous look in her eyes and the dirty smile that played on her lips made his stomach flip immediately and he had to rearrange his position on the chair as he felt something familiar twist in his pants.
- So this is where to find you. grinned clapping his hand on ’s shoulder dragging back to his surroundings in shock as he hadn’t even noticed around.
- Um where did you come from? muttered.
- Haha… How far away did our put you in a spell? I know she looks amazing tonight but still mate. laughed as he nodded towards the door where still stood and now also noticed the four men from she had entered the bar with and he couldn’t help but feel on the rim as jealousy for a moment hit him.
- Did you know she was here? questioned as he wondered why she was dressed in that brown killer dress for anyone else than him.
- Well yes, I saw her earlier today she said she had some meetings here in town, so she’s staying at the hotel. explained while catching ’s gaze and waved at her to come over and say hi. Watching her nod and come over felt his hands get more clammy by each step she took and his heart was beating too fast.
- Hey sweetie. cheered as she came over and hugged her tightly mean while felt like the butterflies in her stomach was over powering her by being this close to . She had felt him checking her out and by the look in his eyes he loved what he was seeing.
- Hey , fancy seeing the two of you here. smiled trying her best to hide how nervous she really felt. couldn’t help but smile back and as she turned to hug him too he felt her breath by his ear.
- I need you to myself. whispered into ’s ear and couldn’t help but smile to herself as she felt his body shiver to her words. couldn’t concentrate at all as her hand lay resting lacy on his knee while she talked to and knew all too well that she was teasing him. She knew what effect she had on him but also knew that he could easily do the same to her but at this minute he felt to drugged by her. Suddenly she moved her hand which tore back to hearing what was going on.
- I better get back to the guys. One more hour and I think I can leave them and go up and throw myself in my hotel room. chuckled.
- Knock ‘em dead. grinned at her as she walked back leaving to look confused at .
- What job? enquired starring at .
- Haha have you forgot about her tour manger job? Don’t you think you should head to bed you’re acting really strange tonight. spoke with a laugh on his lips.
- ….yeah….yeah… I think you’re right. mumbled and got up.
A short while later paced the floor in his room impatiently waiting for her to finish downstairs. Grabbing his phone sent of a text.
Downstairs in the bar laughed at something one of the guys said as she head her mobile beep in her purse. Discreetly she opened her purse and clicked to read the message that sent a thrill through her body “I’m hot and bothered, when will you be up in my bed baby?”
When he heard his mobile beep in response to his message quickly pressed the button and groaned heavily when he read what she had written back “When you’re hard and ready to ride me”. felt his member twist by the bare thought and his pants felt way too tight so he opened the belt and tore the pants off and with a frustrated sigh he grabbed his mobile and wrote “baby… get up here so I can fuck you”!!! With a swallow breath let himself fall down upon his bed closing his eyes as he counted to ten. God his body was screaming for her and as another text rolled onto his phone a growled sound escaped his lips when reading “you can have me… ram you’re hard cock into me in about… two seconds…”. The last two words sent flying of the bed and over to his door as he heard a soft knock. Pulling the door open he grabbed her hand and pulled her inside smashing the door closed within a second and before she realized it had her naked on his bed laying on top of her gazing into her eyes that had gone dark by lust.
- Need you…. So bad… breathed in a ragged voice as he shuddered by feeling his thick hard cork sliding over against her dripping wet pussy.
- Need you more. breathed breathlessly before claiming his lips in a hungry kiss. Feeling her hands tuck into his hair heard her moan as he pushed his tongue into her mouth and let it collide with hers. groaned as she felt like her body got on fire every where he touched her and couldn’t wait any longer to feel him inside her.
- please… pleaded as she pushed her hips up against his making a growl leave ’s lips.
- Please what baby? challenged her loving the way he could make her plead for him in want.
- Fuck me I want to feel you all the way in. She pleaded as she wriggled underneath him in want sending him further into ecstasy.
- As you wish baby. panted as he slid his cock deep into her wet pussy receiving a loud moan from in response. groaned heavily by the feeling of pushing his member in and out of her sweet pussy, a place he had come to think of as home for his cock as it felt so amazing and so right. For a second he stopped and gazed into her eyes while feeling his rod pulsating deep inside her and her fingers dig into his back.
- . moaned sending another thrill through by hearing his name leaving her lips in a moan.
- Baby? breathed raising a dirty eyebrow at her making a cheeky smile break on her lips.
- This….feels….so amazing….could I please keep your cock inside my pussy forever? stuttered breathlessly making a smile erupt on ’s lips before he leaned down and kissed her lips. Pulling his lips away from hers he gazed once more into her eyes.
- Baby….always…. whispered as he pulled almost out of her before slamming back inside building up a faster rhythm that sent them both over the edge moaning each other’s names as they both came. collapsed down beside her on his back panting for air while his breath slowly slowed down and he felt her gaze on him as he lay with the duvet only covering over his waist. took in the sight of the naked handsome man lying beside her and couldn’t believe he wanted her. She felt utterly satisfied and sighed deeply in content as she rested her head down on his chest while gently moving her fingers over his chest playing with his chest hair. draw a satisfied sigh feeling absolutely satisfied and enjoyed the touch of her fingers on his bare chest.
- That was amazing babe. spoke softly while letting his left hand stroke over her back tenderly.
- It really was can I have a repeat performance? grinned planting a kiss on his chest.
- Hehe you can have more than one as I plan to keep you trapped in my bed all night. chuckled.
- Oh do you really? beamed raising an eyebrow as she moved to gaze up into his eyes.
- Yeah so you better be prepared…. started but stopped as they suddenly heard a knock on the door that divided the room between ’s and ’s.
- Please tell me you locked that door. piped up but all had time to do was planting a quick kiss on her lips and whisper hide as he quickly grabbed hold of the duvet hiding completely underneath it and himself so only the upper bit of his chest and up was in sight from the intruder at the door. sat up slightly in bed raising his left leg and bended his knee while his other leg lay stretch out. He felt ’s head resting on his stomach while her right hand were lying dangerously just above his waistline.
- how are you mate? You were wired down in the bar, so just thought I would come and check up on you. said as he came into the room and as he saw in bed raised an eyebrow at him.
- I’m much better thank you. replied while frantic making sure couldn’t see he was hiding someone under the duvet. Listening to speak to in a hoarse nervous voice felt an exciting tingle appear in her stomach. It actually felt thrilling being hidden under the duvet by and the thought of teasing him quickly appeared in her heard and the chance of being court only added to the thrill she felt. Meanwhile on the other hand felt his hands get clammy with nerves as he felt place a gently kiss on his lower stomach and as if that wasn’t enough he noticed look at him funnily.
- What? squeaked between his teeth as he felt ’s tongue slide out between her lips and tease his stomach making his stomach flip in an all too well know feeling of want.
- You look like someone who has just been shagged!! stated and looked more intensely at who felt taken back by ’s statement.
- Don’t be silly. gasped as right that minute had moved her hand over his cock making his member twist in ach for her.
- Yeah you’re right. isn’t here to do her work on you!! laughed but as said that felt grab his cock with a hard grip with her hand as to tell that she wasn’t liking what was implying and knew he had to trade very careful with his answer.
- She wouldn’t even if she was here. replied in a firm voice trying to hide the growl in his voice as he felt ’s hand losing her hard grip.
- Really? Well if was here I would seriously do her. grinned by the thought and felt ’s lips grin against his stomach.
- Errmmm good for you mate. laughed slightly wishing would leave the room already. For a moment didn’t hear what they were saying but she felt ’s heartbeat raise again and his body start to tremble slightly as she let her hand in a slow gentle move stroke his cock that got harder by each second. had to close his eyes for a few seconds and had to bite his tongue not to let out a loud groan that was wishing to get out because of what ’s hand was doing to his cock. All wanted this minute was to grab and fuck her and cum as he was getting seriously aroused again.
- Mate you don’t look to well, get some sleep and I’ll see you tomorrow. finally spoke and had to really pull himself together not to groan as he replied.
- Yeah I think that will be best mate. spoke biting his tongue as he now felt her tongue teasing the tip of his cock. As soon as was out the door tossed the duvet aside and pulled up pushing her down on her back and moved on top of her.
- God you little mischievous minx!! panted having grabbed both her hands on either side of her body and held her in a trap underneath him.
- Sorry but it was sooo thrilling. sulked with a naughty glint in her eyes.
- And what if he had court us? challenged in a firm voice not liking the idea of anyone finding out he was having an affair.
- But he didn’t. uttered biting her lower lip by the pure turned on tough look upon ’s face.
- But what if he had? pressed on trying to keep the firmness in his voice but couldn’t stop a groan leaving his lips as she pushed her hips up against his stiff cock.
- Then we would have talked him into keeping our secret. wept trying to get her hands free needing to touch him but was to strong.
- Babe don’t you realize that if knew he would tell me to stop seeing you and that he have the power to do so. croaked as he once more felt her push her hips up against him but as the words he just said went to her mind he watched the look on her face change to serious with a slight hint of a fearful one.
- and you would let him? spoke in barely a whisper.
- I don’t know what I would do babe. muttered honestly
- but I don’t want this to end. blurted out and closed her eyes not wanting him to see how hurt she was by the words he just spoke.
- look at me!! persisted but she refused, so let one of her hands lose and moved his own to her face stroking her gently.
- Baby please look at me. pleaded with her in a voice that always made her heart melt like butter and slowly she moved her eyelids and gazed back at him.
- I don’t want this to end either baby you do know that right? asked softly placing a tender kiss on her lips before gazing into her eyes again.
- I…. I think so… uttered feeling like jelly in his hands.
- Believe so sweetie. reassured her watching how her eyes had got slightly wet from a few tears that pressed on making the whole situation they were in become even more real for . This wasn’t just a fling or passion for one another anymore and realized right at this moment just how much he felt for her and it scared him.
- … could you please just make love to me right now. asked wanting and needing to feel him as close as possible. felt a familiar tingle in his body by her words and now it wasn’t just his cock that needed to be let home between her walls but also his heart that needed to be as close to her as humanly possible.
- Baby I’ll make love to you all night. whispered against her lips as he pushed he stiff cock into her sweet heaven.

awoke the next morning to a screaming alarm clock making him raise his body slightly to hit the clock to stop the noise that always annoyed him. He moved his stare and fixed his eyes upon the woman lying next to him. Resting upon one elbow he let his other arm sneak around her stomach and pull her close against his naked body before he leaned down and placed kisses upon her shoulder.
- Morning handsome. ’s croaky morning voice sounded while she took hold of ’s hand over her stomach and entwined her fingers with his.
- Morning babe. ’s rough sleepy voice sounded in her ear while he pulled her an impossible inch closer to his body.
- What’s the time? mumbled still with her eyes closed enjoying the closeness they shared.
- Around nine. I have a meeting with the other lads in an hour. heaved a sigh making her turn around in his embrace and still with her eyes closed she leaned in placing her lips on his. let her tongue slip out between her lips and lick over ’s lower lip until he willingly opened his mouth letting her tongue gain access to his mouth. let out a low moan as he felt her tongue wrap around his own starting a sweet play while let his right hand tangle into her hair and pushed her face an inch closer to his while his left hand had come to rest upon her lower back. A moan escaped ’s mouth as pushed their little tongue play into her mouth and rolled her over so she lay underneath him. A moment passed before pulled his lips away from hers and noticed how her breath had changed slightly with his own. Looking into her eyes took a deep breath knowing if he was to ask her face to face he better do it now as he wasn’t sure when he would get her alone again.
- I wanna ask you something? said in a ragged sound.
- Ask away. smiled while lifting her right hand up stroking it over his stubble chin.
- I want you to come to for a few days and spent them with me in my house. spoke nervously while watching the slightly shocked expression wash over ’s face.

Chapter 3.

sat starring out of the window on the train felling tons of nerves rushing through her entire being not sure at all if what she was doing this very moment was any good at all. Actually she knew it wasn’t but the way had pleaded with her she hadn’t been able to tell him no so now she was on her way to see his home in . was away in London with the kids, so the only one there would be , and he was dying to show her where he lived. She wasn’t sure why he wanted that and she wasn’t sure if she even wanted to know that, because then she would see the home base of where his marriage was lead. She didn’t want to constantly be reminded of the fact that he was married and she was the other woman that was reeking up a marriage but on the other hand she didn’t have the power to stay away from him. Letting out a sigh glanced at the scenery outside of the window and she couldn’t deny it was breath taken. As the train court the station in she took a deep breath and grabbed her suitcase and walked out on the platform and further out until she stepped out from the train station and took notice of the cabs. While gazing at them she head ’s words in her head “it’s a small town and every cab in town knows the way to my home”. Right now she would have loved if she had had her driving license it could have been handy when you were a sneaking dirty mistress she thought with a slight laugh. Case was she didn’t have it and if came to pick her up everyone would probably notice so instead she settled into a cab. When she finally got into the countryside she felt her jaw drop as she saw ’s place come into her view. She paid the driver trying to ignore the curious look that was washing over the drivers face and she just couldn’t get away from him soon enough. When she reached the front door she gazed at the huge mansion but she didn’t get much time to do so as the front door swung open and pulled her inside in a quick move.
- God I’ve missed you, I can’t believe you’re here. beamed pulling her close and immediately took possession over her lips in long lingering kiss that sent both their heart race to increase. Letting his lips leave hers rested his forehead against hers sensing she felt slight on edge.
- Babe are you alright? finally asked gazing into her eyes while letting his hands keep stroking down her back.
- I’m not sure about me being here, in this house. responded quietly.
- Babe I just wanna share this part of me with you. It’s not just a house, it’s my house, it’s a house that has me in it and when we’re not together you’ll be able to know where you can picture me. explained softly.
- How can I do that though? croaked feeling emotions hit her.
- What do you mean babe? asked moving a hand under her chin lifting her face so she was gazing into his eyes.
- When I think off your home I can’t help but think of it with in it and I don’t exactly like to think of you with someone else.
- And that is another reason why you are here. smiled at her wanting her to feel at ease.
- What, it doesn’t make sense?! frowned.
- We’re going to find a place in this house that is just you and me babe. grinned loving having her near again.
- Is that possible though? questioned as she pulled away from and slowly walked further into the house.
- Yes it is. replied in a soft firm voice to make sure she understood that. He watched her every move still slightly unable to understand that she was really there. He did understand her nerves about being there in the house he shared with and their children but a huge part of him wanted her there so he somehow could make it her place too. watched her as she suddenly stood still and gazed at a frame of him with and their two children and saw how she tensed up in her body. walked over and turned the frame around before he placed his strong hand on her left cheek.
- Baby. breathed noticing her eyes fill with slight tears.
- Please…. just don’t show me the bedroom you share with , I can’t be in there. whispered feeling like jelly in the gaze he was sending her.
- Oh babe, of cause not, I’ll show you our bedroom, yours and mine. I want you to feel like you belong in my arms in our bed. Don’t you know that? soothed pulling her close into his arms holding her tightly against his body. Letting herself fall into his arms closed her eyes and enjoyed being in his arms it felt so right and for once she let herself admit to herself that she was getting in deep with him, controlling her own heart was no option. Pulling away she took in every inch of his handsome face while she stroke his slightly stubble chin gently with her right hand.
- whispered as she moved her gaze and glanced into his eyes unaware of the fact that she just sent a wave of love flooding through him.
- yeah… murmured letting his face rest against her hand loving the feel of her touch.
- I can’t fight it anymore, you have my stomach in knots, my head in the sky and my heart… you got my heart in your hands… spoke in a low voice feeling like pudding in his hands and like her heart would jump out of her chest in nerves from what she’d just told him.
- Oh baby… exhaled deeply feeling the emotions getting the better of him. He knew he wanted her and that he felt the same but like her he had an inner battle with the fact that he wasn’t really available to be hers completely yet in his heart that was what he was.
- I’m sorry I shouldn’t have said it. stuttered feeling slightly freaked out by his lack of quick response and pulled away from him.
- , baby, listen to me. quickly injected and grabbed her arm pulling her back and placed his hands on either side of her face making her look him in the eye.
- Every time I take a breath, every time my heart beat, I think of you. When we hug, I never want to let you go. When we kiss, I never want to stop and when you say I have your heart…. I never want to let you go. replied in a soft firm tone making sure she understood that he meant those words. He watched how emotion washed over her face and made her lips tremble lightly by his words.
- Don’t say it if you don’t mean it. uttered slightly unsure.
- Babe, I mean every word. responded leaning in kissing her with all the loving power he had feeling her give in to him.

A few hours later had giving her a tour around the house which had been in awe over and was sure she would get lost when she at one point would walk to some room alone. Afterwards had made them dinner for the first time and had sat watching his every move around the kitchen making laugh asking if she was spying on him to make sure he wouldn’t drug her. Yet had just replied with a cheeky matter of fact smile on her lips that he already had drugged her. Now they had shrunken down into a very comfy sofa in the living room watching a movie. sat lazy on the sofa while resting his legs on the coffee table while lay down on the sofa resting her head on ’s lap whilst he tenderly played with her hair with his fingers. Once in a while they both laughed of the movie and both felt completely content in the others company. Their peace was suddenly interrupted by noises from the outside and suddenly they heard the intercom buzzing.
- I thought you said no one was coming? piped up slightly feeling on the edge and worried.
- It’s probably nothing babe but go upstairs and I’ll get rid of whoever it is. answer back and placed a calming kiss on the top of her head before she sat up. Seeing her disappear up the stairs pushed the button on the intercom.
As got to the top of the stairs she stopped and listened to ’s voice downstairs and heard him letting someone inside as realized who it was she froze, it was his mother! A slight knot appeared in ’s stomach and she closed her eyes for a moment as she remembered what she had heard about his mother who definitely wouldn’t approve of her son having an affair and therefore was sure his mother wouldn’t like her. Opening her eyes again she took a deep breath as she heard telling his mother that he was just home to take care of a few things. With a shake of her head trying to shake of that under normal surcumstanses the woman down stairs would be her mother in-law glanced down the corridor which she found had lots of doors and she didn’t remember which once to take. Walking further down the corridor stopped and took hold on a door handle praying it was okay to walk in there. As she slowly swung the door open her breath got court in her throat realizing that of all the rooms this was the one she least wanted to see yet now that she was in there she felt like frozen to the spot. She starred around the room feeling her heart pond like mad and jealousy hit her right in the face as the sign and smell of was clear in here. The room obtained a king size bed, a couple of comfy chairs, a makeup table filled with ’s perfumes and make up and few large closets and one of looking like it was holding a walk in closet. With quivering legs walked over towards the closet and starred at it, a part of her wanted to open it and another didn’t. hadn’t notice come up standing by the door watching her every move.
- It’s okay, you can open it. suddenly said making gasp in shock of his presence.
- I… I got lost. blurted out watching smile nervously at her.
- I gathered that. replied watching as took a deep breath and opened the closet door that as she had guessed held a walk in closet. She felt tears fill her eyes as she saw all of ’s stuff on one side and all of ’s on the other it all reeked of Shane being married to another woman and found herself hating it to harder extent than before. She closed the closet and turned around starring at before she gazed at one of the small tables beside the bed where she saw a photo of and .
- It’s ’s side. injected knowing what was thinking but she didn’t reply instead she looked more closely at the makeup table where she realized another photo frame was placed showing of a little happy family.
- Show me your children’s room! spoke forcefully.
- Babe, do you think that is a good idea? asked carefully sensing the atmosphere had changed dangerously in a bad direction.
- Show me! repeated determent and saw nodding. In silence they walked back out into the corridor and into the room beside the bedroom where was met with a pink room filled with girly stuff. It was a room of a little princess girl and by the way glanced around the room knew his little girl was also a daddy’s girl.
- is very girly, she would like you, you’re all girly too. croaked nervously seeing her shut him a stare that showed him she suddenly realized if they became serious and took the leap she would become the stepmom of his two children.
- I… stammered feeling on the brink to pass out.
- Come. took her hand and guided her into another room that was painted a light blue and filled with boy’s toys. In the middle of the room lay a soft rug where tons of bricks lay shattered around.
- I played with bricks with the last time I was here with him. grinned and walked over picking up a few bricks and put them into the box that stood nearby.
- I can’t do this!! panicked as being stepmom was never anything she had ever considered.
- What do you mean? asked uncertain with slight fear in his voice.
- I… I can’t…. you’re married… you have kids…. two small once who adores you… I can’t be a stepmom… I’m… ranted on while rushed over to her side.
- Baby I’m not asking you to be their stepmom, not yet anyway…. I don’t know what will happen with you and me, let’s just take one day at a time, okay? urged her frightened she was about to push him away.
- But I don’t want to ever lose you… but how can this end well… you have two small once. cried out.
- It can end well because I don’t want to lose you either and my two small once will still be loved as crazy as they are now. Just don’t push me away, I need you. insisted and pleaded with her making feel torn between running for the hills and just fall into his arms.
- Please baby, we have something special, don’t throw it away. added and lifted his hands to her face stroking away the tears that fell from her eyes with his thumbs.
- I won’t, you have my heart remember? But this scares me. answered feeling like she stood on a thin line.
- I know baby, but one day at the time, okay? asked gently gazing lovingly into her eyes and saw her nod slowly.
- One request though? spoke taking a deep breath to get the courage to ask him something that had been on her mind for a while.
- I’ll do my best, what is it? enquired sensing it was hard for her to ask.
- Don’t have sex with …. don’t make love to her…. blurted out and closed her eyes tightly feeling seriously out of her element asking something like that.
- Oh… sweetie… I haven’t for a while…. It doesn’t feel right because she isn’t you and to answer your request, I won’t but she’ll probably get annoyed. laughed lightly easing up the tension between them.

>>Flashback End<<

Chapter 4.

- Seriously, earth to !! huffed standing in front of him with her hands on her hips looking at him with a frown on her face.
- Was just thinking darling. replied and saw look at him slightly stunned and he realized it had been a while since he had called her anything in direction of darling.
- Well I’m ready. smiled, happy to hear him refer her to darling.
Driving of, sat by the steering wheel while sat quietly beside him starring out on the country side as drove them out of . glanced at her out of the corner of his eye and he had to admit he still thought her as beautiful yet he didn’t feel the passion for her anymore and all they did was fight. Looking ahead on the road as he drove them to felt slightly torn as he had done for a while, for his children’s sake he thought he should try to work things out with but at the same time he knew he had tried and then there was . Every time he thought of her or was with her he couldn’t think of anything else and seemed a million miles away. Ever since had been to visit him in had realized he was falling in love with her but he wasn’t ready to fully admit it. Yet now the closer they got to , the more he felt the butterflies in his stomach knowing she would be at the party too and he knew he had to hide every feeling he felt towards her.
Parking the car by and ’s place placed his hand on ’s lower back as they walked to the door. Ringing doorbell to let them know they had arrived and opened the door and walked into the hall where came rushing out to greet them.
- Hey, so glad to ya here. cheered hugging and kissing on the cheek.
- So are we but tell me , how on earth did you get to invite all these people? questioned stunned seeing a bunch of people everywhere.
- Well it is a party. grinned and pushed and into the living room handing them both a drink. couldn’t stop himself from scanning every corner in the room for but he just couldn’t spot her between everyone.
- Tell me have you forgotten to invite ? joked not able to see her anywhere and he guess that if he found he would also see .
- Haha very funny mate but no she’ over there. replied nodding further into the room where let his gaze follow in the direction of. He’s gaze fell quickly from and to who she was stood laughing with and had to swallow hard as his eyes wandered over her from head to toe, dressed in a black dress that showed of her curves perfectly. She wore a pair of black high hells that matched and for a moment smiled as he remembered her telling him how hard it had been for her to learn to walk in heels.
- Hey , earth to . laughed moving a hand up and down in front of ’s face.
- He’s been like this all day. complained to making roll his eyes.
- Hehe sorry mate was just in thoughts.
- Yeah I’ll say. Can I steal for a moment? questioned
- Yeah that’s fine. smiled at them both and watched guide somewhere. couldn’t help but smile as he gaze once more fell upon as she laughed about something had said. Breathing in made his way over to the two women and as he got closer he realized they were talking about something didn’t seem all that into. - Hey , nice party, nice turn out. smiled warmly at her as he gave a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
- Yeah thank you and you can thank for the turn out as I don’t even know everyone here. raised an eyebrow and smiled at before he turned to greet . Pulling her into a hug felt how she let herself fall into his warm hug and he couldn’t help but sigh to himself content to feel her near again.
- Hey , great to meet you again. grinned and added close to her ear just so she could hear it “you look beautiful babes” and he felt how his voice sent a shiver through her. As he let go gazed at him and couldn’t help but notice how sizzling hot he looked, right now all she wanted to do was move her hands and touch him but she knew she couldn’t which she absolutely hated right this second.
- ?! questioned slightly confused as to why her friend seemed to stare at but she figured just had gone lost in thoughts but couldn’t help to slightly snigger to himself knowing the look in ’s eyes all too well.
- Oh yeah, sorry. replied with a shake of her head trying to hide her light mistake as she hadn’t realized how long she had gazed at .
- Hehe no prob hun’ but you shouldn’t tell you were just starring at her man. laughed mean while all heard was “her man” in her head and she wanted to scream that ’s was hers, not ’s.
- Well I am hot. expressed amused so both woman glared at him as to tell him not to think to highly of himself.
- Don’t flatter yourself to much . smirked at him while playfully hit him on the chest but before got to reply let her right hand fall upon ’s shoulder excitedly.
- He’s here, he’s here. squealed in a low voice.
- Really , I don’t think it’s such a good idea. protested not feeling at ease by the situation when was there to see it.
- Nonsense. You shouldn’t be single , you should have an amazing guy too like I have. So I’m helping you. grinned.
- really… no… responded while gazed between the two not having a good feeling about this.
- Come on. agrees with me, don’t you? questioned and looked at while felt the nerves had hit her.
- I don’t know, since I don’t know what you’re talking about?! replied having a feeling he actually knew but he hoped his thought was wrong.
- You agree that I should set up on a date right here, right now because she should have a guy. ranted in a voice that said you better agree with me but instead quickly glanced at before looking back at and he really didn’t agree.
- Listen , maybe is having a great time and doesn’t need you to fix her up. finally said not sure how to reply as he really couldn’t say what he wanted to.
- Exactly, so please don’t go to any trouble. injected while she felt how tense had suddenly got as he stood beside her.
- Nonsense, it’s no trouble and you will like him, and his right over there, come. beamed while grabbing ’s hand. As pulled away noticed mutter sorry to him while felt his heart ping and just wanted to pull back and order every single guy away from her, but he knew he couldn’t. felt like frozen to the spot while seeing introduce to some dark haired chap who flashed a bright smile as they shook hands. tore his stare away from them and scanned around the room and then headed straight for the bar. The next hour felt like it was passing in slow motion and wasn’t sure what to do with himself. Every now and then he spotted with the chap and could easily see how the guy tried to flirt and sweet talk her and it sent ’s temper raising to the roof. It took all his power not to act upon his feelings but when he saw walk away from the chap and through the room into the kitchen alone quickly saw his chance to follow. walked over to the fridge and pulled out a water bottle needing something to follow down all the wine she had just had. Feeling the water glide down her throat she let out a deep breath trying to gain some strength for the next round of being polite to a guy she wasn’t interested in. She constantly felt ’s gaze on her and all she really wanted to do wasn’t something she could do and it was slowly driving her mad and she wasn’t sure if the alcohol helped the matter.
- . spoke walking into the kitchen finally seeing her alone.
- . replied in a low voice turning around to look at him.
- It’s driving me mad seeing you flirt with him, you’re mine! grumbled irritated.
- I’m I? sulked placing back the bottle in the fridge and felt how grabbed hold of her arm making her look him in the eye.
- Of cause you are. exclaimed
- Really, are you going in there telling your wife that and our friends so I don’t have to be polite to some guy I don’t want? snarled frustrated not even noticing the look on ’s face turn even more frustrated.
- You know that I can’t. spat out and lost the grab on her arm.
- Well then to the world I am single and you know what technically I am. snapped
- AARGGHH for crying out loud . erupted feeling like he got nowhere with her.
- What , What? Tell me how you feel!! hissed feeling aggravated that she wasn’t allowed to do what she wanted to.
- Fine, I’m freaking jealous. I hate seeing that guy all over you. I want you to myself and I don’t want anyone else touching you because it kills me. fired back close to her face as he stepped up close to her.
- , sighed in low voice looking down. She never got tired of hearing him tell her how much he wanted her and in a way she loved how jealous he was as it showed her just how much he meant those words but she didn’t want to be a secret forever.
- Baby, you’re my girl no matter what everyone else thinks. whispered locking gaze with her.
- , that may be true to you and me but guess what; I don’t like this either, I look at you and all I want to do is put my hands on you but I’m not allowed too and it’s freaking frustrating. Just for the record I hate seeing you with too. I hate seeing you play happy family with her, it hurts. confessed feeling ’s eyes burn into hers for a moment before he took hold of her hand and placed it on his chest.
- You may put your hands on me right now and as for the subject you know how I feel. spoke in a low shallow whisper sending a chill down ’s spin. She felt uncertain as she felt the touch of and the thought of vanished for a short moment.
- I don’t know …. I can’t be a secret forever, you do know that right because it doesn’t sound like it the way you talk about ?! replied cursing to groan bothered. - I know you can’t but I can’t change that right now, I just can’t!! answered irritated not knowing how to reply to that and he just felt frustrated all the way through.
- Fine , have it your way. swore and took a step away from him.
- What’s that suppose to mean? inquired confused.
- I get confused here, you both want me and don’t. hissed placing her arms in front of her chest and glared at him.
- Baby, there’s no don’t and you very well know it. fired back.
- Then tell me what to do, because when I go back in there will still have me set up with a guy. shrieked
- Tell him his not your type. encouraged
- Well I can’t cause I’ve already done that to a bunch of guys. shot back
- YOU WHAT??!! exclaimed in totally disbelief just to get a stare from to keep his voice down.
- Of cause, what did you expect? I’ve been single for so long people like pushes guy’s in my direction no matter if I want it or not.
- But that’s just uncalled for, you’re already taken. erupted
- But they don’t know that!!
- For heaven sakes. exhale noisily
- Remember how I once told you in the begging that I just wanted to be your "dirty little secret"? asked while letting a finger run down over his chest.
- Yeah... whispered.
- Well I was okay about being that but I need to be more now. breathed against his lips making ’s stomach flip.
- You are more baby, which is why I’m so freaking jealous.

Chapter 5.

The party was still full going when stood by a large window in the living room and gazed outside into the dark. She could tell it was storming by the wind in the trees and a sigh escaped her lips as she thought back to the moment in the kitchen with . At the end he had told her he had looked just as much forward to this party as she had but knew that right now they were both to jealous to really enjoy just being in the same room in each other’s presence.
- A drink for your thoughts. suddenly cheered appearing by ’s side.
- Drink yes please but thoughts not so much. smiled but handed her the drink anyway.
- Never the less it needs to be drunk. grinned having a ball while looked over ’s shoulder and saw ’s lips locked in a kiss with and it wasn’t just one of those quick once, it was rather one of those where you really get to feel ’s amazing kissable juicy lips. felt her stomach tie to knots as she wasn’t used to see that but she also avoided having too at the same time as wishing it wasn’t ever happening in reality. She also felt something that was more over in the category of feeling slightly sick by the fact of ’s lips on ’s instead of hers. quickly turned her attention back to taking the drink offered her and drowned it in one go as watched her with a sudden gape showing on her face.
- You sure you alright? enquired with a frown on her face.
- Yeah, sure I’m great. Hey you didn’t know many of the people here did you? questioned with a sudden need appearing in her mind.
- Errmmm no… why? replied dreading the answer knowing her friend all too well.
- Well then how would you like to have a shot drinking game with me?
- How does that game go?
- Drink the most quickest? beamed feeling the need of alcohol if she was going to be around with on the arm.
- Mmmmm. mumbled and glanced around at everyone there.
- Come on, everyone is here to have fun. urged her.
- In that case, you’re on. grinned and they quickly found the bar where ended behind it and in front of it leaning in over the counter throwing in guidelines. grabbed a bunch of shot glasses, filled them up and placed them on the counter between them.
- Okay, 1 – 2 – 3 – GO!!! cheered before both woman grabbed one shot glass, then another and continued on until everyone was empty, leaving both of them raising their arms in the air cheering loudly.
- Uh Babes what the heck are ya doing? suddenly laughed interrupting them while he placed his arms around from behind pulling her close to his body while placing kisses on her neck.
- called it a shot game. smirked with a naughty school girl smile playing on her lips.
- What’s that are you teaching my girl some bad tricks? asked raising a challenging eyebrow.
- No such thing, I’m sure she knows more than I do. replied as she out of the corner of her eye suddenly saw all over making something click inside probably cursed by the shots.
- I doubt that. sniggered but at that point she had already lost ’s attention so instead she turned around and gazed happily at before she leaned in placing her lips on his. Meanwhile left the bar making sure no one took notice of her sudden mood change as she walked towards and . felt ’s lips leave his and slowly opened his eyes and as he did he saw walking up to them and by the look in her eyes it wasn’t to be polite. took a deep breath as he watched lift her hand and let in land on his upper arm and in a wicked way let her hand slide down over his arm sending waves of electricity through him. nervously looked between and both woman obviously aggravated by the other woman’s presence.
- You know , lighting doesn't strike the same place twice ... So do me a favour .. Move a little to the left!! snarled locking eyes with mean while pushing herself in between and .
- And why would I do that?? questioned completely confused
- Because maybe you put a light through once but a second time not a chance honey!! grimaced with a infuriated tone in her voice making grab her arm and as he did glanced at him seeing him send her a “stop giving any ideas” look that only made feel more jealous and irritated.
- , it’s okay, she’s just drunk. soothed touching lovingly on his chest.
- OH MY FREAKING…. erupted but immediately stopped her with a firm warning stare in his eyes that would have scared anyone. So instead of saying anything left the two of them and headed off in search of Nate her set up date. Watching her go still felt slight taken back and felt his heart pond a million miles an hour having just seen the display of how jealous really were and it made his heart leap out to her.
- That friend of ’s has a few lose screws. snorted as was out of sight.
- Oh shut it , she’s actually a very funny girl to be around, maybe she’s just having a bad night! scrolled back so glanced at him surprised.
- Fine, whatever babe. sighed feeling like she couldn’t say anything right, even with the kisses they shared that night she could feel his heart wasn’t in them, yet she wanted to feel him because it wasn’t like he kissed her much at home.
- I’m just going to check she is alright, I’ll be right back. excused himself needing to see her but right now he couldn’t see her anywhere. He walked around but it was like she had disappeared until suddenly spotted sitting outside on the porch beside obviously talking drunken nonsense.
- Hey, why are ya outside? questioned and plumped down beside .
- We just needed a moment. smiled while she rested her head on ’s shoulder.
- Oh right, so I’m disturbing. moped
- Yeah man. erupted in a laugh.
- He’s just teasing. mumbled feeling tired.
- Right, what are you drinking anyway, you’re glass stinks? spoke wrinkling his nose.
- I don’t know. Here taste. beamed handing over his glass to who shot him a glance before taking a sip which he quickly sputtered out and hit himself on his chest.
- MAN, this is pure vodka!! exclaimed.
- Oh… is it.. I can’t taste it anymore. shrugged while letting his hand take hold of ’s.
- I don’t think you should have any more. replied and glared out into the garden and immediately felt his breath fail him and his heart pound like mad while a feeling of jealousy rushed through his entire being making it hard for him to breathe. There she was with that chap who was clearly into her and right now he leaned into her catching her lips with his making something snap in who jumped to his feet. jumped slightly by the sudden movement but didn’t take further notice and either did that sat with her eyes closed feeling like she could fall asleep at any moment. Not able to control himself marched forward to the couple and it wasn’t until he pulled Nate away from that realized what he was doing.
- Hey what are you doing? Nate exclaimed confused and rather irritated to be interrupted. - Oh, yeah sorry mate, but I need a word with alone please. muttered trying to not sound too stupid or strange while he felt ’s eyes burning into him and wanting to just push Nate away when he noticed he gazed at asking her if it was alright. A gentle nod from and Nate walked off in the direction of the house again.
- What are you doing, why ain’t you in the house pushing your tongue down that cow’s throat?? hissed while pulled her away and out of sight from , and anyone else.
- First of all I haven’t put my tongue into anyone’s throat tonight and second of all what the fuck are you doing with that creep?! fired back crossing his arms in front of his chest so felt her mind leave her as she saw the muscles in his arms flex and she could clearly glimpse them through his shirt. Before she knew what she was doing she had lifted her hands to stroke over his arms feeling the strength there.
- , I’m talking here!! continued in a firm voice but he did sense she didn’t hear him and when he realized she leaned into him and he felt her lips on his he forgot what they were talking about for a moment and instead he moved his arms snuggling them around her waist as her fingers tangled into his hair. felt her tongue beg for access to slip in through his lips and when he did he heard a moan from her mouth being swallowed into his as their tongues collided. felt like jelly as ’s strong arms kept a gently but firm grip around her body while his tongue did magic tricks with hers making her forget. It was a sudden noise coming from afar that made the two of them jump away from each other and stare at one another while their breathing was making them both pant slightly. The noise coming from a couple that had got astrayed from the house disappeared again making it safe to talk and for just a moment and gazed at each other.
- Now my tongue has been into someone’s throat. smiled lightly watching a sly smile appear on ’s lips.
- But you’re lips where still on hers… somewhat sulked.
- I can’t push her away every time cause people will find that odd. tried to explain.
- Do it anyway, just say she has some sort of kissing sickness. replied happy with her own suggestion.
- , that’s silly. sighed
- FINE, DO WHAT YOU LIKE THEN!! snapped angry and envious of and turned to walk off but grabbed her arm.
- STOP it !! shot back.
- WHY, I WANT YOU TO MYSELF, I DON’T WANT TO SHARE YOUR LIPS NOR TONGUE!!! cried out at him making ’s heart twist.
- WELL I DON’T FUCKING WANT TO SHARE YOU WITH WHAT’S HIS NAME!!! growled
- His name is Nate. hissed though in a calmer voice as hearing say he didn’t want to share her went straight to her heart yet her mind was still mad of jealousy.
- I really don’t care what his name is but he aint allowed near your lips or any other part of you!! persisted.
- All right… if you don’t let kiss you again. replied just before they heard voices coming their way.

Chapter 6.

- Hey what are you two doing hiding out here? asked stumbling towards the couple.
- Checking out your garden. blurted out.
- In the dark! responded raising an eyebrow as he knew he was drunk but he hadn’t completely lost the ability to think.
- Well haven’t you noticed that gardens are pretty in the dark too, especially with all the low modified lights you have out here. continued knowing talking like that to being drunk like he was would get her out of almost anything.
- Hmmm...!!! wants you, in the house. grumbled while thinking about ’s response.
- Right, see you guys later then. smiled at them and received a glance from ’s dark eyes sending a flutter to her heart.

A few hours later had been managing to keep at a proper distance and had done the same with Nate but now when people was starting to leave the party and go home it started to get difficult. was hanging on his arm and if pushed her off it would curse raised eyebrows. A few of their drunken friends now stood cheering on him to kiss making it seriously hard for to do what had asked of him.
- Come on guys, stop. said feeling annoyed with them and suddenly locked gaze with further down the room almost on her way out of the living room as she stood talking with , and Nate. He knew that look in ’s eyes, the look that told him she understood but didn’t like it one bit. lost her gaze as Nate dragged her back to the conversation they had going on and that was when pulled him in and before knew what was happening he had his lips locked in a kiss with . Everything in his body was screaming to push her off and praying to God that hadn’t seen it but as he pulled away from and looked over, was starring right back at him. had trouble reading what she was thinking in her eyes but he could tell it wasn’t nice thoughts and knew it definitely wasn’t as she just turned around and walked out of the living room with Nate’s hand resting upon her lower back. quickly excused himself to those he was standing with and walked into the hall where he reached and .
- Did just leave? asked feeling on the wave of panic.
- Yeah, she wanted to get home in bed, claiming she was tired, and so Nate offered to follow her home. replied with a smile before striding back into the living room with to their last guest. stayed in the hall and walked over to the window and looked out seeing indeed leave with Nate by her side, making ’s insides rage in anger and jealousy. He hated seeing her with anybody else and he couldn’t believe she was leaving with that bloke just because he had kissed . It wasn’t exactly like he could prevent it she was his wife for crying out loud!!!! felt himself tense up in his entire body angry at himself for letting himself get so strong out about someone who wasn’t his wife nor for someone he should be feeling anything for. was after all just his affair and their affair wasn’t supposed to last forever but his marriage was. took a deep breath feeling like his head was going to explode with thoughts as he marched back into the living room just in time to see the last guests walk to the hall to leave. and said their goodnight and grabbed ’s hand and took her to the guestroom where they were spending the night so they wouldn’t have to drive home to right after the party in the middle of the night in a slight drunken state.
A half hour later lay in bed starring up into the ceiling with wide eyes, feeling his heart pound like mad and guilt eating at his conscience. lay be his side on her stomach while her arm rested on his chest with a satisfied grin over her lips. It had been so long since they had had sex together ’s couldn’t even remember when the last time was but he could tell loved every minute of it, probably because he hadn’t shown her that kind of attention for a long time. winced at once at the thought, he didn’t even make love to his wife anymore, it had only been sex but with it was the other way around, the bare admission made his heart skip a beat and his breathe fail him. Suddenly realized he had pictured the whole time while having sex with making him now feel like he had cheated on his girlfriend with some strange woman and he couldn’t take it. Moving ’s arm carefully not to wake her quickly got out of bed and threw on his clothes heading out into the bathroom for a moment. Fifteen minutes later was out in the streets of .

groaned heavily as someone kept pushing her doorbell in making the sound echo all the way through her flat, even hiding her head into her pillow worked. She had just fallen asleep after getting home from ’s and ’s and all she wanted to do was sleep and forget about and but apparently someone didn’t agree. With a growl pushed the duvet aside and stumbled out of her bed slipping her bare feet into her comfy pink slippers and walked through her flat until she reached the door. She reached up on her toes and gazed out through the little spy glass in her door to make sure it wasn’t some stranger trying to break inside. Seeing on the other side though immediately made ’s heart skip a beat and by the look on his face she wasn’t sure what this visit in the middle of the night was about. Finally seeing the door handle turn let go of the doorbell and started tipping his foot impatiently instead as he waited. When the door went open quickly marched inside and watched close the door while a small smile tugged at his lips seeing her in her pink slippers and the huge old warn T-shirt implying to him that she had been sleeping alone and there was no sign of Nate.
- , what’s wrong? piped in her sleepy voice knowing something was by the look on ’s face.
- Nate’s not here? questioned and at once saw roll her eyes.
- It’s that why you’re here? asked crossing her arms in front of her looking demanding back at him.
- The thought was driving me mad. blurted out.
- Well he’s not here, I’m not interested in him, I thought you knew that. spoke letting her eyes wander over ’s body noticing how ruffled his clothes looked, like he had just thrown it on.
- I well.... you said that if I didn’t kiss that you wouldn’t let Nate touch you, but you saw kiss me and then you left with that creep and I know I sound paranoid but I don’t care. rambled on.
- ... I was just jealous... I know you can’t help it, she’s you’re wife, sometimes you have to kiss her, but that doesn’t mean I have to like it and it doesn’t mean I’ll just take some bloke home to my bed. I thought you knew me better than that. sighed letting her crossed arms fall to her side and suddenly noticed looking at her with a sorrowful gaze in his eyes.
- I was jealous too. muttered feeling like some kind of fool.
- I know.... gazed back at him and took a few steps forward closer towards him.
- I had sex with . blurted out not able to hold it in any longer.
- What?!?! uttered in disbelief stepping away from him again.
- I was... I thought... you and that Nate thing.... and I was so jealous.... I know I told I wouldn’t but she’s my wife, and I can’t not just never have sex with her.... and you had left and I just couldn’t control my self... tried to explain in a frantic voice watching the hurt wash over her face, and it made his heart bleed.
- Baby say something, I’m sorry, it feels like I’ve just cheated on my girlfriend. pleaded with her reaching out for her hand but she shook him off her feeling her breath get court in her throat.
- As you said she’s you’re wife, you can’t avoid having sex with her forever. at last replied through her trembling lips pulling strength into her body to try and gather herself in front on him.
- Baby, I’m sorry. repeated feeling like the words didn’t get through to her.
- You know what sucks the most about us? I'm not supposed to fall for you. We're just supposed to be an affair, to be something I could control but I can’t. I’ve fallen head over heels in love with you and it sucks!! hissed not noticing biting his lower lip for a second as she finally admitted her true feelings to him making his heart pound and melt like butter all at once.
- It doesn’t suck babe. finally breathed out as he saw her looking at him waiting for him to respond.
- How can you say that?? replied on the brink of yelling the words out.
- Because I didn’t exactly plan on falling this hard for you either, in fact I did everything I could not too but it’s impossible for me not to fall for you, In fact.... ... I love you. spoke the last words in a low croaky voice gazing back into her eyes feeling his heart almost beat out of his chest unable to believe he had actually said the words himself and by the look in ’s eyes he watched the uncertainty wash over her eyes jointly with tears wetting her hers with emotion.
- I…. I…. stuttered feeling like the legs would give under her at any moment just wanting to fall into his arms but at the same time the thought of taking him with her into her bedroom after he’d just told her he’d been in ’s made her stomach flip into knots.
- Babe you don’t have to say anything. murmured feeling slightly disappointed that she didn’t say the words back to him right away and yet when he gazed back into her eyes he knew what she felt.
- . tried once more and saw smile at her as he loved the way she called him by his last name.
- Babe it’s… started but was stopped when put her trembling finger over his lips to keep him from talking.
- ….. I love you too….. but it still sucks as you are still very much married and I’m still just the dirty mistress.
- But you love me too. beamed ignoring the rest she had said and immediately stepped forward kissing her long and hard on her lips before she could even get a chance to react. For a moment forgot everything except how amazing ’s lips felt and how incredible fantastic it felt to be held in his strong arms but somewhere in her mind she was reminded on where those amazing lips had just been and she felt her stomach turn to knots and she backed out of ’s grip watching the perplexed look appear in his eyes.
- I can’t. exhaled and pushed him away from her.
- , please. pleaded not able to cope with her pushing him away.
- No, not now. I can’t, I just can’t. sniffed feeling tears fill her eyes.
- Yes you can. urged her reaching out for her but she just shook his arm off her.
- NO!!! I can’t take you into my bedroom, when you’ve just shagged !!! snivelled making ’s heart ache.
- Baby it didn’t mean anything!!
- But you still can’t go from one bed and to another two seconds later!! It creeps me out and just for the record don’t come running to my bed two seconds after you’ve just fucked ever again!!!! almost shouted on the brink to tears.
- Sweetie I won’t…. I’m sorry…. uttered.
- I know she’s your wife and that implies you have sex with her but please don’t come to me right after, can’t you see how creepy that is? spoke almost freaking out while didn’t know how to reply so instead he kept quiet and glanced into her eyes and saw love behind the hurt and uncertainty.
- ??! questioned towards his silence and saw him shake his head.
- , baby, I promise you I won’t do that again but please believe I feel the same as you. answered at last and saw her clam slightly.
- I do believe you but just for now, I need you to leave. spoke in a low shaky voice.
- We could just sleep. injected gently moving a hand up stroking her cheek tenderly.
- , no, please, you have to go. insisted walking over opening her front door for him. gazed at her with a moping expression on his face making her determination crumble slightly and as he had walked out and she had closed the door she collapsed against it, sobbing her heart out.

Chapter 7.

stood afar watching the lads doing their sound check a week later and no matter how hard she tried she couldn’t take her eyes of . He stood messing about with the other lads on stage as they once more messed up, this time it was forgetting his lines and she couldn’t help but smile as rolled his eyes by the others mocking him about it.
- This is why sound checks can take forever. laughed and glanced at her for a moment before moving her gaze back up on stage. had talked into going along with her to a little intimate concert the lads where doing for contests winners only. had been uncertain about going and she hadn’t talked nor seen since that night a week ago where he had turned up on her door step but had talked her into it and deep down knew that the main reason for her finally agreeing to go was that she was aching to catch at glimpse of once more. Every now and then she got eye contact with him and every time her heart started beating faster and just when she would catch him send her a small smile she saw out of the corner of her eye standing there watching too together with and and it sent a wave of guilt washing through her. would never take a man from another woman, she wasn’t that type or she didn’t use to be but all that changed when she kept falling for and started disliking more and more. Now didn’t know how to keep away from him, she didn’t know how to stop and the only thing that could stop her and still make her feel so divided was ’s children. ’s mind told her to stop the affair but her heart refused to listen.
- Come, let’s go to the kitchen, I want something to eat before the lads come and attack the buffet. grinned grabbing ’s hand dragging her out of her thoughts and to the kitchen. glanced over and saw Henry drag away and he felt his heart sink an inch. He had struggled all week to keep himself from contacting her, feeling he needed to give her space and let her come to him but it had almost killed him and now suddenly she was there in reaching point and yet he wasn’t allowed to reach out and touch her.
- Daddy. beamed pointing her little finger up at him dragging him back to reality and realized everyone stood starring at him.
- Yeah… it was your turn to sing. said in a firm voice while a smile was tugging at his lips, happy to be able to give payback.
Fifteen minutes later they round off the sound check feeling ever so hungry.
- Fooooooooooooodddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!! erupted as they all entered the kitchen and he attacked the buffet at once with and , while walked slower with on his arm and and walking in behind him. Walking up to the buffet put down on the floor to stand himself on his little feet while grabbed a few plates to get them something to eat. sat by a table with watching the display of with his family and she couldn’t help but feel a ache of pain in her heart by the sight and she knew by now that it was the jealousy showing it’s ugly face. As got over to a table and had settled down with his kids and and let his eyes look around the room and that was when he court sight of her and he felt his heart skip a beat as they locked eyes. He knew by the look in ’s eyes that she was hurting seeing him doing the act of a family man and as she tore her gaze away from his, felt his heart fell slightly, he just hoped he’d get a chance to see her alone.
An hour later found herself hanging around in the corridor where the lads had their dressing rooms wishing would leave a sudden room and suddenly her wish came true as the door to ’s dressing room went open and came out walking with firm steps down the corridor towards ’s room. held her breath seeing disappear into ’s dressing room and was just about to walk towards ’s room when the door had just gone through went open again and walked out. took a step back into her hiding seeing walk into ’s room making sigh heavily to herself but it didn’t take long before the door went open again and came out making ’s heart pound like mad. had changed his clothes and now wore a pair of tight white pants with rough holes in them down his legs on the front and over his well-built muscular chest he wore a tight white shirt showing her just how much he had worked out in the gym making her whole body ache to be touched by him again. Seeing he was about to walk off down the corridor took a deep breath and stepped into sight.
- . uttered in a nervous voice sending a wave of shiver through ’s entire body and for a moment he closed his eyes before turning around facing her.
- Can we talk somewhere alone? asked anxious fiddling with her fingers feeling ’s gaze burn on her skin.
- Yeah, come. responded in a croaky voice checking no one was in sight before he walked up to her and placed a hand on her lower back guiding her slightly further down the corridor and opened a door where he gently pushed her inside and was right on her tail as he then locked the door making look around and stare at with an raised eyebrow.
- We’re inside a bathroom. spoke thinking it slightly bemusing.
- Well you asked to be alone with me, and this is the only place where we can be alone in this part of the building anyway.
- Doesn’t matter. whispered feeling her legs turn to jelly having him this close again and his complete attention.
- So... murmured taking in the sight of her noticing how nervous she seemed in his presence and at the same time felt like screaming by finally being near her after the last week had felt like poor torture.
- I missed you. blurted out not planning to start like that but the words just came flying out making a smile appear on ’s lips.
- I’ve missed you too. confessed.
- Really? Cause we said those three words but I’ve haven’t heard from you since, do you regret saying them? stammered feeling like she couldn’t get rid of those damn nerves.
- Babe you told me to leave so I thought I better give you space and no I don’t regret it.
- I know but I still wished you had called. I’m a woman we’re complicated creatures.
- Ohhh I know you are that alright. responded with sly smile making playfully hit him on his chest in a reflex but as her hand connected with his chest both of them felt the electricity rush through them and they locked eyes immediately. felt completely lost in his eyes that showed her the exact same feelings as she felt and yet as she vanished into his intense gaze something clicked in her mind. Their affair was starting to get to intense and she had to realize that he may have said he loved her but he was still married to and told herself that she had to slow down her feelings at least she had to try. knew she couldn’t let him go nor back away as she was in too deep but to keep sane she would have to spin it and put them on the fun track where they weren’t serious every time they met like they had been the last few times.
- Babe, whispered letting his hand move away a few stray hairs from her eyes trying to get her back to him as he noticed he lost her somewhere between locking eyes with her and her little world of thinking. Sometimes she could disappear into her own little world while being in deep thoughts and found it cute.
- Yeah? responded blinking her eyes realizing she had been starring at him and as she looked at him she saw that cute little smile on his lips that she loved.
- Think I lost you there for a second.
- No, no… I was just…. do you know what we need? asked looking at him intently so stood with slight spread legs and crossed arms over his chest outward serious to listen closely.
- I gather you do? answered curious to know what she now had thought.
- Yes, we need to have fun and lighten up.
- Oh do we really? winked at her with a naughty grin appearing on his lips.
- No, I didn’t mean that, you sassy bugger. giggled over his boyish behavior.
- Damn because I really need to get shagged. responded with a naughty grin on his lips.
- !! exclaimed astonished by his sudden direct dirty words.
- What? You don’t have to play innocent with me because I know you aint. answered as a matter of fact.
- Hey you better be nice because you know what they say? reacted quickly looking at him with cheekiness written all over her face making feel nothing but love for the woman in front of him.
- No babe, but please do tell me… replied amused by the mischievous glint that had appeared in her eyes.
- That men should look after their girl because a man can always be replaced by six inches of plastic and two batteries if he’s not careful!!
- Haha… very good… and exactly my point so come over here… chuckled and grabbed pulling her close towards his body and crashed his lips down upon hers.

A moment earlier walked with firm steps down the hall until she reached the door she was looking for. Knocking once she heard a “yeah” being called on the other side and she opened the door and walked in, determined to get the answer she was looking for. As got inside she gazed around the dressing room belonging to and found talking with him.
- Sorry but I have to talk to . spoke making send an odd look but he just shook his shoulders and went off leaving them alone.
- So what’s up? asked somewhat on guard as rarely came to her to talk.
- Why won’t have sex with me? sulked
- WHAT?! shrieked in shock almost loosing the water bottle in her hand.
- Come on I need to know, and I’m sure you know!! whined.
- How about asking him because how on earth should I know? questioned still taken back completely by her question.
- Him and are best mates and you’re ’s wife so I’m sure you’ve heard something. argued placing her hands on her hips in a frustrated manner.
- Seriously I don’t know. frowned
- Come on, I know you know that can’t go on without sex so how come he started to avoid doing it with me? We have only done it once through the last months and that was at your party and was even slightly drunk then. enquired starting to get annoyed that didn’t answer it for her.
- First of all I know nothing about ’s sex life and second of all how THE FREAKING WAY SHOULD I KNOW THAT?? snapped for all she knew it could just be because he’d finally found out how unattractive where.
- Because maybe you’ve heard something. sniffed and collapsed down onto the sofa in the room.
- Well I haven’t. responded in a calmer voice noticing how ’s mood changed to somewhat desperate.
- He’s all I’ve got. I’m nothing without him. grumbled
- He’s still yours, he hasn’t gone anywhere. He’s just down the hall with and I assume. replied not really sure what to say.
- I know that but what if his having an affair and that’s why he won’t sleep with me? suddenly asked looking up at .
- , seriously I don’t know anything but I’m sure he won’t leave you and the kids. He’s grown up with all these sudden ways of how you behave and live your life, and I don’t think he’ll just go against all that. tried to explain although she had noticed a slight change in ’s behaviour but she wasn’t going to say that to .
- You’re right and I’m all he ever wanted in a wife. I do all the things he needs. I know how to take care of him and no other woman can do that. snorted and got up leaving the room feeling more confident, mean while sighed to herself thinking “well maybe he could need some response and not just an nodding Barbie”.

- !!! Where the heck are you? We need to be ready for the stage!! howled down the corridor making move his lips from ’s while they both sniggered a laugh inside their hiding in the bathroom.
- I guess I’m needed somewhere else. chuckled as they listened to ’s yells outside in the corridor.
- Guess so. You better go before put the secret service on the task of finding you. giggled.
- Ah why spoil the fun of that? laughed sarcastic stepping over towards the door letting his hand land on the doorknob as he felt ’s hand on his making him gaze at her.
- A man asked a fairy to make him desirable and irresistible to all women. She turned him into a credit card. spoke as a grin was formed on her mouth.
- Ah well then it’s a good thing I don’t need to be towards all women, only you. expressed amused stealing one last quick kiss before he was out the door and saw having his back towards him.
- Hey.. mate hold your horses... spoke seeing him turn around to face him.

Chapter 8.

stood fiddling with her hands nervously while gazing at as he was going through some papers. They were at and ’s home as and had some stuff to take care of but right now she was upstairs alone with . She wanted to talk to him about but she wasn’t sure how to go about it or if she should even say something because maybe it was just her own mind doing tricks on her, yet she couldn’t forget the chat she had had with . had noticed a change in and when had said that about having an affair something had just clicked in her mind and had started to look for signs in everything did when he was nearby.
- Okay babe, stop starring at me and just tell me what’s up! suddenly told her as he looked up from the papers and tore back to reality.
- Oh...I.. nothing seriously... I think….I don’t know…Henry stammered making raise an eyebrow at her.
- See when I hear you talk like that you know I won’t believe you, so speak up girly. replied glancing at her waiting for her to finally tell him whatever was on her mind.
- Do you think in acting differently? at last piped out of her mouth making look at her surprised.
- Wow where does this come from? questioned while letting the pen in his hand fall down upon the table.
- Well there’s this new cheeky smile on his lips and then came to me asking why never had sex with her anymore…it was so weird she even asked me but well I don’t know but something is just weird but I can’t put an exact finger on it. tried to explain trying not to let the look of pure bolt from the blue shock kind a look on ’s face bother her.
- You do know that it’s we’re talking about, a mommy’s boy who’s been taught all the unwritten rules on how to behave and such. He would never dare to cross the line. replied stunned.
- I know all that but something doesn’t make sense. sighed.
- Well babe I haven’t noticed anything but then again I didn’t know there was anything to notice. You sure said that?
- Yes. spoke watching how her words had set an avalanche started inside ’s mind.
- But his a guy in a relationship, us guy’s don’t go without sex, we can’t. stated as a matter of fact.
- Yeah I’ve noticed. rolled her eyes but didn’t seem to hear her comment. - But I’m sure it’s nothing. muttered.
- Shhhhh!!! suddenly told him as they heard loud voices coming from downstairs. watched as she quietly left the room and walked downstairs and sneaked to glance into the living room where she saw and in a fight. couldn’t figure out what they were on about but didn’t seem to care about what told him. stood in awe as she observed ’s ignoring manner as he pulled his mobile out of his pocket and started typing a message making finally turn high on her heels and march away while she snorted in a voice of despair. Seeing march out of the room and come in through obviously tired of waiting for to come back downstairs or so thought. ’s eyes widen in shock as she now watched ’s mood change a 100 degrees towards . A smile crept up on ’s lips and he said something couldn’t hear but he touched on the arm ever so softly making sake her head. It just couldn’t be true, wouldn’t do that and would certainly not have an affair with . turned away walking back towards the stairs while she rolled her eyes and told herself she’d most be losing her mind. As got back upstairs she saw biting in the pen he held in his hands.
gazed at feeling every bit of her body on alarm in case someone would step into the room downstairs.
- Where were you say? questioned while tucked a stray hair away tenderly from her face.
- She went to see her parents with the kids. replied softly feeling the urge to pull her close to him but used the power he could muster and didn’t.
- Right. Weren’t you down here to pick something up for ?
- Yeah, but he can wait. pouted while letting his hand stroke down her arm.
- , someone could come. spoke and backed away from him.
- But I so need to be close to you babe. whispered sending a shiver through ’s whole being.
- Please…don’t tease me… go find whatever you were suppose to. answered quietly before she walked away from and headed upstairs. As reached the top of the stairs she closed her eyes for a second and breathed in deeply, trying to shake off the feel of so she could act cool but the whole house held his smell that set her body on fire. Opening her eyes she looked down the corridor and saw a certain room. “We’re going to find a place in this house that is just you and me babe” ’s words from the first time had set her feet in the house rang inside her head making her heart pound. Quietly walking into the room and let her gaze wander about the room.

>>Flashback<<

- So is this room good enough for my queen. grinned lying on the bed and chuckled as came over and straddled him.
- It will do since you can’t give me a palace. giggled making herself sit comfortable across his chest so was stuck beneath her.
- Ha very funny my lady but you and I don’t need a palace as long as we have each other. replied cheekily but as he saw the soft smile sneak over her lips by his answer got quiet and felt his heart beat faster as he saw lean down and when her face was just an inch from his, he closed his eyes right before he felt her lips capture his own.

>>Flashback End<<

- Hey where are you going? questioned walking into the hall and seeing walk future down the corridor.
- Oh nowhere. uttered and sighed deeply to himself as he had seen disappear into their room and he just wanted to go in after her and get five minutes alone with her.
- Oh right. Well have you seen ? We’ll head out to a cafe while you get done with that paper stuff. replied as she with a frown starred at who now turned around and faced her.
- Oh no I haven’t, saw her downstairs last. answered and quickly walked into the room was in with a rush in his step wanting to get away from ’s stare.

A while later the two women sat down inside a cosy café with each a cup of warm chocolate.
- , there’s something I want to ask you. said as she carefully let a marshmallow drop into her cup.
- Yeah, what’s that? enquired while she carefully blew on her hot chocolate. She liked the chocolate as long as it wasn’t too warm and hurt her tongue.
- Have you noticed act differently? asked looking at her friend meanwhile felt her heart hammer in her chest from nerves of the mare question.
- No why? replied innocently and looked up at over her warm cup in her hands.
- Well I can’t put a finger on it but his just acting strange. explained.
- Hehe well when aint he acting strange? giggled trying her best to hide the truth.
- Hi yeah true but this is different. came to talk to me? spoke and saw ’s eyes lock with hers at once in shock but brushed it off to the fact that she herself had thought it weird.
- What did she say? asked
- She asked me why would never have sex with her anymore but how the hell should I know that. Besides from all I know it could be because he has finally found out what a country Barbie she is. grimaced as she took out the now half melted marshmallow from the chocolate and put it into her mouth. Mean while sat in shock and starred at feeling love spread in her body by the thought of denying anyone else but her.
- Yeah I know shocking! And then talked about if would have an affair but we all know ’s principles, so I don’t believe that. continued oblivious to the fact that felt like she was sitting on needles and had sat down her cup on the table as it suddenly felt like it was burning her hands.

A frown spread on ’s face and he got up from his chair as he heard on the phone out in the corridor “babe, it will be fine”…. “yeah I just wanna see you alone”… ’s words rang in ’s head as he after had been putting into ’s head that something was up with couldn’t stop looking for signs. Suddenly he saw came back into the room.
- Was that ? asked watching sit down by the table.
- What?? Ohhh…yeah it was!! replied shortly and dismissed future conversation about it to ’s astonishment. Inside his mind though once more thought over what Linda had just told him on the phone. She had excused herself from and gone out to call and told him about ’s suspicion. could tell was nervous about it and truth to be told so was he but he didn’t want to tell that in fear of what that would make her do.
- I’ll go down and grab us a beer. smiled a while later and as had gone heard his phone ring. Picking it up felt surprised to hear on the other end of the line asking him if he knew where where as she couldn’t get a hold of him. glared out in front of him when he had asked her if she hadn’t just talked to him and she told him no. Ending the phone call a moment later he saw coming back and hand him a beer with a smile and tried to smile back while his mind was working overtime wondering who on earth could have been on the phone with earlier.

That night when lay in bed with on their way to sleep he gazed at her…
- Babe, You are right, something is up with . He was on the phone with some woman today and it wasn’t . sighed heavily.
- Let’s just wait and see it play out itself. We don’t have anything concrete yet. Let’s see. heaved a sigh as they both starred up into the ceiling in wonder.

Chapter 9.

The tour was coming closer each day and they had all been very busy because of it, yet now they all had a couple of days off to rest and recharge their batteries. It meant they had all gone home and that meant had spent the day home in with and their two children. and had been thrilled having their dads’ attention throughout the day and had enjoyed it just as much. He now stood gazing at sleeping peacefully in his crib, leaning down softly placed a kiss on the little boys forehead.
- Daddy loves you . whispered right before he felt a tugging by his pants and looked over seeing tugging at his pants trying to get his attention with her little chubby fingers and couldn’t help but smile at the sight.
- I love Daddy. grinned melting ’s heart.
- And Daddy loves you my little princess. smiled bending down pulling her up in his arms and carried into her room.
- Now can you be a good girl and sleep? asked gently while tugging into her bed.
- Always a good girl. beamed sleepily.
- That’s right sweetie.
- Are you going to watch a movie with mummy? enquired hazily and for a second looked away.
- I don’t know sweetie. Now go to sleep, love you. smiled kissing her forehead.
- Love you too, night daddy. mumbled as she snuggled under her duvet.
- Night sweetie. whispered watching her close her eyes and drift off to sleep. With lazy steps walked out of the room and glanced down the corridor where his eyes fell upon one door and without thinking further about it he walked in there and sat down on the bed pulling his mobile out of his pocket. He knew sat downstairs half asleep watching a movie and he had closed the door so no one could hear him as he pushed speed dial on his phone.
- Hellooo... her voice sounded on the other end in a hurried tone.
- Baby. sighed happily to hear her voice.
- Oh… Hey… how’s my ? grinned feeling in a good mood as she was planning on a fun night.
- Missing you terribly. I haven’t had you alone for a month. sulked knowing he full well was to blame that she had pulled away from him slightly the last month, she was just protecting herself.
- I miss you too. replied stopping up what she was doing and plumped down into a chair listing to his voice.
- I’m going to grab my car keys and come to , I need to see you. finally breathed out.
- But ain’t you in babe? questioned with a frown.
- Yes and I’ve spend all day with and , it’s been heaven but now I need some grown up time with my girl. explained letting himself fall down upon the bed lying resting on his back.
- I thought you’re girl was in with you. teased him with a light giggle making smile.
- You very well know that she is in and I’m coming over.
- What about the two little once? asked biting her lower lip.
- I’ve just put them to sleep and is here with them, I’ll just drive back to them tomorrow morning.
- And you have just figured all this out? questioned knowing he wasn’t always a quick thinker.
- If it wasn’t because you were miles away I would make you pay for that. chuckled
- Uhhh that actually sounds nice, but babe you can’t come over, I have plans. replied immediately sensing her reply changing ’s mood.
- Oh, what have you planned? asked disappointed feeling his mood fell completely.
- is coming over, we’re having a fun girly night. smiled trying to light the mood.
- Can’t ya do that some other time? moped
- No, cause we rarely have time for those these days.
- And you rarely have time for me.
- ... please.... it’s not all my fault... you’re the one who has to go all the time and it’s okay because you have and but I can’t just sit here and wait for you. tried to point out.
- I know… I’m sorry babe, I just miss you. sighed
- I miss you too but I really have to go now. We’ll figure something out soon though.
- Yeah…bye babe.
- Bye . spoke softly and hung up leaving to sigh deeply.

- Heeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyy. cheered as she came storming in through ’s door to her flat a half hour later.
- Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. laughed running over hugging her friend.
- Is everything set up? asked as they walked into the living room.
- Yes everything is ready. What took you so long to get here or shouldn’t I ask? inquired with smile.
- You shouldn’t unless you can take the answer? replied with a teasing raised eyebrow.
- Haha I somehow think I can take it. Let me see, one word ?
- Well how ever did you guess that? laughed pouring up a couple of drinks from the bottles on the sofa table.
- Yeah I don’t know it was a very tricky riddle to figure out. grimaced while turning on the TV and put on the right channel before also plucking on the microphones.

- , what are you doing in ? questioned surprised after he opened up his front door seeing standing there.
- I needed to do something fun!! stated and walked passed into the house.
- Well I thought that was going home to spending time with your family.
- It was, but not long after I’ve put and to bed fell asleep and I don’t want to sleep.
- So instead you jumped into your car and drove all the way to . Not that I mind but you do realize and lives closer by? spoke somewhat confused as to why was suddenly there.
- Yeah I know... but they had things to do... answered as he sat down on the sofa.
- And I didn’t? questioned.
- Well you’re home alone, so I thought not. said looking at his mate.
- And how did you know that? asked raising an eyebrow.
- Oh… I sensed it. replied trying to think fast.
- So now you are a psychic. laughed and handed over a beer.
- I have powers not even you know about. winked at him
- Oh I so don’t wanna know. laughed raising up his hand.
- What is up too anyway? asked trying to get some gossip.
- Over at ’s. They claimed they needed a girly night. Whatever that means. shrugged.
- So how much time have they had doing that by now? enquired trying not to sound too strange.
- About four hours I would think. Hey what are you getting at here? responded suddenly aware was trying to get him to think the same as him.
- Well wouldn’t it be fun to burst in on a girly night? inquired trying not to sound too eager.
- Oh I don’t know, maybe they would kill us if we did. protested slightly
- You know they wouldn’t. smiled before taking a sip of his beer.
- All right, let’s do it. grinned.

When first had handed over one of the two microphones to she had glared at it like it was a ticking bomb that could go off any minute if she as much as tried to sing in it. had never been one for singing into a microphone, she only sang if she was super excited over something or had had a few drinks. Tonight was only slightly different as she did hesitate in the beginning but being with she felt at ease and a few drinks did indeed help, so now she was singing as loud as she possible was able too.
- Sing Star is fun. cheered raising up the microphone in her hand into the air.
- I knoooooooowwwwwwwww, we should do this more often. applauded loudly while clapping her hands together still with her microphone in her hand.
- Hehe but I still think it’s a good thing people can’t see nor hear you cause then you would lose your tour as manger job. teased in a laughing tone, making hit her playfully making sulk for a second before she poked her tongue out at her friend.
- I would not, they need me too much, they can’t figure things out themselves. responded.
- I’m not surprised when you think who you’re manger for.... go home and rock in ya crib. joked making laugh.
- Yeah well I actually agree. is the only one of them sane enough to I would wanna spend time talking too but it’s a job and I actually like that job but next year I want another band to be manger for. grinned meanwhile pressed play onto the next song which immediately made them both cheer and set off into singing again, while poured them another drink. Hearing a doorbell in the distance looked at but she just kept on singer loudly not having heard a thing. So stumbled out into the small hall and opened the door and a smile broke loose on her face for two seconds until her mind checked in...
- Hey we’re having a girly night, ya ain’t suppose to be here. pulled an accusing face at them.
- Aww sweetheart you know you missed me. pouted.
- And you don’t wanna send us off. sulked in a boyish tone.
- Ahh don’t do that ya know I can’t resist ya. moped and pulled both of them inside.
- Where’s ? asked not wanting to wait another second to lay his eyes on her.
- In the living room singing away. grinned and walked in front of them as both and now heard ’s voice erupt into so called singing.
- Oh my freaking….. erupted as hid a high note in a false tone making both and cover their ears making laugh in amusement. Coming into the living room they stood still watching who danced around with her back towards them mean while singing into the microphone. couldn’t help but smile at the sight and had to suppress a chuckle which wanted to leave his lips.

Chapter 10.

- !!! screamed as the song came to an end but instead of answering stood and sniggered beside .
- !!! yelled once more but still didn’t get an answer so she reached her hand towards the table and grabbed a glass and took a few sips of her drink.
- HAVE YOU DISSAPEARED TOO….. suddenly stopped dead on her words as she looked over and watched standing there beside dressed in casual jeans and a lazy shirt and as gazed to ’s side she felt her breath fail her as she starred at stand there in faded jeans and shirt that clearly showed of the muscular body beneath it. As met ’s gaze she saw the cheekiness in his eyes and couldn’t help the smile that broke free on her lips and made her eyes shine.
- Guy’s, when did ya become women so ya could join our girly night?? teased with a glint in her eye.
- Well since we thought it would be much funnier spending the night with ya. grinned while stumbled over and attacked him with a hug.
- Awwww your such a sweetheart. erupted in delight and hugged him tightly while and shut each other a bemused stare.
- And you’re a little drunk. chortled.
- You bet. grinned as she let go of him and moved her gaze to and looked at him like she was eating him up.
- And you… breathed out and flung her arms around ’s neck in a quick move that took slightly by surprise but softly hugged her back enjoying every second of having her in his arms.
- Okay girl I think you’ve hugged the man long enough. chortled seeing wasn’t about to let her grip on lose. The bare statement from setting ’s mind flip once more but again she let it slip as she couldn’t believe would ever be the reason of the change in .
- Well I needed a hug. pouted letting go of who reluctant moved his hands away from around her body.
- I warn you , when is drunk she tends to get really affectionate. giggled and thereby received a shut it look from which only made giggle even more.
- Right, you guy’s should have a beer. concluded and stopped any further discussion about whether or not she got to affectionate.
- Oh yes please, I am kind a thirsty. answered bemused as grabbed ’s hand to pull him with her.
- Hey , watch out! laughed silly watching drag with her into the kitchen while then grabbed ’s hand and took him into the living room.
As soon as they got into the kitchen and knew they were out of sight from their two friends she stopped and gazed up into ’s eyes. could clearly feel the works of the alcohol in her body and she knew it always made her more bold and loving and that especially towards someone she had feelings for and that could make things tricky especially when you had to be a secret. took in every bit of her and felt his whole body react just to being near her again. Moving his hand he let his fingers move a few stray hairs away from her eyes and felt her shiver just by his small touch.
- . almost groaned as she let her face rest upon his large manly hand.
- Baby… whispered feeling his eyes get drown towards her juicy lips.
- I told you, me and were having a girly night tonight… sighed trying to keep to her own promise to keep a light distance to but when she was this near him she felt it impossible.
- And I told you I needed to see my girl. spoke quietly and closed his eyes for a second as he felt slowly lift her hand and place it on his broad chest and leisurely let her fingers stroke further down his chest.
- Oh …… my whole world has become wrapped up in you and I don’t know how to handle it. heaved a sigh and without answering took this as his chance to pull her closely into his arms and rest his face down upon her shoulder breathing her scent in deeply. Loud cheering, laughter and singing coming from the living room brought and back to reality and to pull herself out of ’s arms and walk over to her fridge where she took out a couple of beers.
- Babe I just really needed to see you please be okay with me ruining ya girly night. blurted out feeling the need to say it and then saw turn to look at him with a smile.
- It’s okay, we’re had some girly time before you two came…and I’m glad to see you but you know how I get when I’m tipsy… replied while placing the two beers on the table.
- We all know that babe. chuckled just to receive a playful slap from her.
- There’s just this one thing… whispered her voice turning slightly nervous.
- What’s that? asked raising an eyebrow.
- I hate how long it takes to be with you! I think it’s time you just take my hand, pull me closer, spend all your time with me, and call me your baby.... spoke in a low voice making ’s heart flutter and it only took him a second to pull her close...
- You are my baby and there’s just this one thing I’ve dreamt about doing... whispered towards her ear sending a shiver all the way down her spin.
- Yeah...what’s that? asked her voice barely audible.
- To kiss your juicy lips. breathed hoarsely and slowly moved her face and locked her eyes with his. She felt like a lightning ran through the both of them as they locked gaze and unhurriedly they both closed their eyes as they removed that inch away between them as their lips connected. Hungrily their tongues curled around its partner making them both moan in pleasure of finally feeling the other.
- HEY WHAT’S KEEPING YA UP WITH THE BEERS?? ’s voice suddenly sounded from inside the living room into one of the microphones making both and jump apart in slight shock.

An hour later they sat all four inside the living room and had just laid down the microphone in her hand on the table and a mischievous glint was filling her eyes as she lay her glance on who sat slumped into a armchair and if it hadn’t been for and she would have attacked him with kisses. She felt slightly hypnotized as she starred at his way to kissable lips and without thinking she licked her lips with her tongue not even noticing that her action made flinch somewhat as he counted to ten inside his head to stop himself from grabbing her. tore her gaze away from and looked over at who sat flung into ’s arms on the sofa and just then looked up at and noticed the look of indecisive wash over her face. The alcohol had made ’s mind work slower but she couldn’t help but wonder what was doing and yet it seemed like her friend was debating with herself weather to sit down on her own or stumble over to . Hearing suddenly giggle made frown lightly to herself as she saw finally decide and was soon enough settling down onto ’s lap. on the other hand sat fighting with himself knowing he and had to keep a distance since they weren’t alone but at the same time he enjoyed having her close and he knew what was like when she had got a bit too much to drink.
- Babe, we have to be careful. whispered into ’s ear as he had one arm around her waist and the other laying on the armrest.
- I know but you are so sizzling hot. pouted back at him in a low voice making smile and shake his head.
- Hey no whispering. suddenly interfered noticing the atmosphere between and .
- We’re doing no such thing… responded pocking her tongue out at , while let his gaze glance around the room until his eyes fell upon something on ’s shelves.
- , What’s that? injected nodding towards the shelves.
- What’s what? asked confused.
- Oh yeah what’s that? added and jumped to his feet after carefully freeing himself from .
- What? asked again not getting the hint at all and looking to didn’t help as she looked just as confused.
- This!!! stated grabbing the two objects from the shelves.
- Ohhh those. chuckled as she saw the frown on both and ’s faces.
- What on earth do you use these orange balls with knobs or is it spikes that is all the way around them for? asked glaring back and forth from the objects to .
- Well they are actually called ball sticks. replied suppressing a laugh.
- Oh you could have fooled me, or wait didn’t I just say they were ball spikes?? muttered.
- No no honey, ball sticks. infused making look sideways at her for a few seconds.
- And you use those for?? questioned not sure if he should be excited about those or scared.
- They are for massage. almost beamed as she looked at while she replied.
- Massage??!!! Are you seriously saying you put these balls with spikes on against the body? frowned making get up from ’s lap and go over to .
- No look...they ain’t spikes, they are round on top, they are like knobs really as you said at first, and it really does feel really good. tried to explain.
- Are you having me on? raising an eyebrow not convinced.
- No no I’m not... hmm I can show ya, but I won’t show it on you cause then I’ll just get on my back. giggled
- Yeah, you keep your hands of my man. sniggered.
- So… lay down on your stomach on the floor! demanded.
- Oh so you’re not scared of then? chuckled.
- Well no, is not my friend but is. No a fence . spoke locking gaze with knowing immediately that he got her drift.
- None taken but you want me down on the floor? questioned knowing exactly how that sounded and he had to suppress a slight chuckle seeing how his question threw her of guard for a moment.
- Yes so get down here, oh and throw me a pillow. said and as got up from his armchair threw a pillow from the sofa. took a few steps away giving room to lie down on the floor.
- Here. said softly towards laying the pillow so he had something to rest his face on.
- You sure you know what you’re doing? asked gazing into her eyes as he tried to settle down on the floor.
- Trust me. smiled lovingly to him making feel more relaxed. Laying his face down upon the pillow with his arms down beside his body he felt his entire body set on fire by the mare thought of what was going to do to him. was still amazed at how much could make him feel and he’d come to feel addicted to spending time with her. If he didn’t get any time where he could be close to her for a long period he would get more and more frustrated but then as soon as he had her near he could feel how she could and only she could make his frustration go away.
- Okay so are you ready ? asked taking hold of one of the ball sticks which handed her.
- Yeah. Make it good. whispered winking at her before closing his eyes.

Chapter 11.

Breathing in held the ball stick in her hand and couldn’t help but fell her hands get a little clammy by getting an excuse to by close to . Gently she laid the ball stick upon ’s shoulder blades and pushed it lightly against him to get some pressure in. Keeping the pressure she slowly moved the ball stick from his shoulder blades and down his back.
- Mmmm this is heaven. almost groaned loving the different message than what he was used too.
- Really? questioned as he watched now move the ball stick over ’s bum making ’s head spin. knew that the fact that it was who was doing this on him only added to the feel of it. He loved having her hands on his body and although this was a bit different then just knowing it was her who was moving the ball stick around his body helped turning him on.
- You should try it. muttered feeling like he was losing his voice slightly as now moved the ball future down his body.
- Yes I really should. Babe do me. persisted and threw over the other ball stick he had in his hand to before he went over to her and plumped himself down laying flat on his stomach on the sofa.
- Well if you insist. responded getting down on her knees by the sofa and did the exact thing was doing.
- Told you, it does feel really good. breathed towards ’s ear as she had moved back up over his body and now had the ball stick pressed against the upper piece of his back. Locking eyes with her orbs ’s felt his heart flutter and a sudden twist down his pants.
- If you keep this on I won’t be able to stand up any time soon. whispered referring to the fact that he could feel his cock harden but seeing the smile on her lips wished he hadn’t said anything because if there was something he knew then is was that liked to tease him. Rolling down the ball stick future on his body as far as she could reach while she still had her face close to his could feel her breath on his face.
- I don’t mind cause I love it when I turn you on and you get hard. Right away I know you want to start touching every inch of my body. And when you do it feels sooo good, you make me all hot and wet! teased in a low whisper making a shudder strike through ’s body and he had to bite his lower lip to stop a groan from living his mouth by what was insinuating. moved his face looking over checking and wasn’t taking any notice and since they weren’t moved his attention back on and noticed her eyes had turned a shade dark with lust.
- Well sorry but I’m sexually attracted to you and when I touch you and feel you I just want to rip your clothes off… nearly growled feeling the urge to just grab her there and then.
- Mmmm I can’t wait till you do just that. replied with her lips lingering by his ear sending a shiver through before she slowly moved away and concentrated on pushing pressure on the ball stick by ’s lower back as she noticed look over right that second. The two women smiled at each other before turned her attention on again who let out a groan feeling his whole body relax under ’s massage. breathed in deeply trying to think cold thoughts hoping that would do the trick with his groin to calm down but it wasn’t working at all as of right now all that went through his mind was to grab , rip her clothes off and shag her. buried his head into the pillow and groaned down into it knowing the pillow would swallow the sound.
A moment later sighed and stretched his body as he sat up on the sofa and laid her ball stick onto the table. also got up from the floor laying the ball stick on the table and took a sip of her drink.
- I think it’s time to jump into the sack. yawned looking around at his friends.
- Me too. spoke from down the floor wanting to get up but had a feeling if he did they would all notice the bulge in his pants.
- I guess you too want the guest room? spoke towards and and couldn’t help but laugh as nodded eagerly.
- But what about , are you on the sofa here all night then? questioned but before got the chance to reply interfered.
- Oh I’m sure he and can share a bed without doing anything else than sleep. responded while making think about how on earth he should mange to be in bed with all night without fucking her all night.
- And it is a big bed. spoke agreeing with mean while bite her lower lip not knowing what to say.
- Besides we’re just next door so what can really happen? Oh and not to forget ’s already taken by , so hey okay its all settle. added getting up from the sofa grabbing ’s hand.
- Is it alright ?? Or else just push him onto the sofa here. grinned making sure it was by too.
- Well we’re grownups, so I’m sure it will be alright. smiled already knowing that just sleeping probably wouldn’t be an option. Seeing pull with her into the guest room turned to who still lay flat on his stomach on the floor. stayed there starring back up at who didn’t say anything but he could read her like an open book knowing she wanted the same as him. Seeing her reach her hand out for him to take he clasped his hand with hers and let her help him up.
- We better go to sleep as well. whispered and turned around walking to the bedroom with on her tail.
As soon as they were inside the room grabbed forcefully pushing her against the door and lunched his lips onto hers making her gasp at the frantic move. Feeling his tongue pushed hungrily into her mouth couldn’t help but moan feeling his tongue curl around hers as his hands sneaked under her top as felt the need to touch her bare skin.
Suddenly the reality clicked into ’s mind and she pushed of her and breathlessly they now stood starring lustfully at each other.
- we can’t our friends are just in the other room. stammered
- They often are at the hotels too. argued wanting her badly and took a step closer to her leaning into her ear.
- And I really need to fuck you babe, to feel my very hard stiff cock inside you. groaned in a whisper to her ear feeling her losing her grip again which gave him the courage to lift up her skirt a little and sneak his hand inside her panties. Feeling her shudder under his touch turned his gaze to look at her beautiful face and saw her bite her lower lip. Seeing the naughty expression appear on ’s striking handsome face swallowed hard and couldn’t stop a whimper leave her lips as pushed a finger inside her hole. Letting his thump stoke her clit watched the woman he was so smitten with throw her head back in craving for him.
- and baby I know you want me too, you are so wet. huskily breathed towards her as he felt his cock literally beg for more space in his jeans by watching .
- Of cause I want you. groaned feeling move his finger out and pushed it back inside her body causing her body to shudder.
- Then let me shag you baby. growled towards her throat as he launched his mouth onto her there.
- But we can’t luck the door. complained knowing she wanted him just as bad but didn’t want their friends to walk in on them.
- Don’t worry about it, I’m sure is busy fucking your friend smirked with a laugh.
- I so don’t want to know that. finally spoke and managed to push of her and not daring to look at she walked towards her closet feeling her heart beat frantically.
- Baby please. pleaded gazing at her back.
- No let’s just go to bed and sleep, please . begged while opening the closet door.
- Okay, fine. sighed. Walking towards the bed couldn’t help but let out a growl as his hard cock was released from him jeans. looked over towards and saw her look over hearing the sound leave his lips and he couldn’t help but notice her swallow hard as she saw how stiff his dick were all because of her.
- Baby…. uttered but saw her shake her head in response. Seeing her turn her back towards him removed all his clothes including his boxers in hope once in bed she would change her mind. Crawling under the duvet saw walk over now wearing only her panties and a top making able to see all curves of her body making in an reflex move his hand down and grab hold of his dick and give it a quick stroke. Lifting the duvet saw ’s hand have a firm hold on his cock and she immediately felt her own body react to the sight.
- Babe, I’m sorry but I can’t sleep beside you if I don’t get sorted. looked at her a bit apologetic. For a second thoughts where running around in ’s mind before she gave in to her craving for the man in her bed. Taking hold of her top she lifted it over her head causing to this time being the one who had to swallow hard. Next she removed her panties before she moved onto the bed and straddled . Sitting on top of ’s body feeling his stiff member push against her pussy a whimper escaped her mouth as she leaned down and captured ’s lips while he let his hands come to rest upon her waist. Letting her tongue lick his lower lip she felt him quickly give her the access she wanted to his mouth and her tongue slid into his familiar caravan as her tongue found its partner. Feeling his hard dick keep sliding against her wet pussy groaned heavily pushing his head back making move her lips from his and look down in his lust filled eyes.
- Please baby, need to be inside you. howled while letting his hands move up her body catching each her breasts into his hands feeling how they fitted perfectly. Letting her hands now rest upon ’s chest she lifted her body slightly while ’s hands grabbed hold of her bottom helping her settle into the right position for his now leaking cock to enter her heaven. Catching his gaze held her eyes locked with his until she slammed her body down onto him making his dick disappear into her pussy causing them both to groan at the feeling and their bodies to shake.
- Ohhhh God Baby. panted feeling like he was in paradise.
- Oh God , you feel so unbelievable good. moaned against his lips as she leaned down placing a hungry kiss onto his lips.
- I love you. whispered as she moved her lips and gazed at him feeling lightheaded from the feeling of his cock pulsating inside her.
- I love you too. spoke in a low moan feeling like nothing could feel any better than it did right this minute. Lifting her body once more she let ’s stiff member slip out of her pussy until it was only the tip that was still inside before she this time very slowly slid down onto his dick again. The slow movement making them both groan deeply while at the same time felt transfixed starring at her body as she leant backwards with her head thrown back enjoying every sensation was causing inside her. He breathed heavily as his gaze moved from her face down to her breasts that had her nipples all hard and proud for him. Licking his lips his gaze moved down over her stomach and downwards to the one spot where their bodies were connected. The bare site making his dick twist inside her and as she once more moved at bit forward catching his hunger filled gaze he saw her lick her lips before she moved and slammed down onto his dick once more. Setting up a pace watched her ride him just like he had dreamt about her doing for so long and now that she finally was fucking him while looking so damn hot he felt like in heaven and had a really hard time not to growl loudly in pleasure. Feeling her start to shake as she leaned her hands onto his stomach sensed she was losing power to push down onto his pulsating stiff dick. Reaching his arms out, leaned down into his arms while his dick was still covered deep inside her.
- God Baby my dick has never felt this hard before. breathed against her ear.
- , your cock feel so hard and huge inside my pussy I want you to stay there forever. whimpered in pleasure as rolled them around so she was underneath him. Capturing her lips pulled his member out of her before he slammed back into her putting up a speed slamming into her a few more times feeling himself come together with his woman as he slammed one last time into her making them both cry out into each other’s mouths trying to reduce the sound of their satisfaction from the outside world. Collapsing on top of her he held her tight as they came down from their high.
- God I’ve missed this. breathed out feeling utter satisfied.
- Me too. Babe. whispered taking in every second she got with him.
- Baby I would love to have a whole weekend of the two of us shagging the whole time. sniggered.
- Oh Mr. you just pick a weekend and I’ll be all yours. giggled
- Ah I might just… started but stopped as they suddenly heard footsteps nearing their door making them pull apart abruptly and as a knock was heard on their door and the doorknob move franticly got hold of her top and panties from the floor.

Chapter 12

The door flung open and came stumbling in through the door with on his tail both haltering for a second noticing both and looking slight flustered especially as they tried to settle up into a sitting position with the duvet still covering them from above the waist and down. For a second felt stressed and slight freaked as she had struggled to pull on her top and panties but somehow just in time she had managed to do so, on the other hand felt nerves rushing through him as the only thing covering his body was the duvet.
- Sorry did we interrupt something? enquired with a suspicious frown on her face.
- No of cause not, we were just talking. immediately replied while making sure the duvet didn’t slide anywhere from his body.
- Hmmmm…. muttered sending a glance not sure if she was convinced meanwhile wondered if she had been sneaking around with for too long since he now days seemed to be able to throw of comments to cover their affair up as easy as anything.
- Anyway, you and I are going to have some whisky? erupted in an excited manner changing the subject.
- Excuse me? asked lightly stunned as to where that idea suddenly came from.
- I have found a whisky with our name on it. grinned.
- Which you got from where? questioned with a frown knowing she definitely didn’t have the stuff in her flat.
- Well I had it hidden in my jacket. Now come on . persisted
- Sorry, I’m not thirsty. muttered
- Oh come on mate, leave the bed and have a drink with me….Why won’t you leave the bed? asked raising an eyebrow.
- Errrmmm….the bed is to warm and cozy…I don’t wanna move… mumbled causing to giggle.
- Well let’s just stay here. cheered and jumped up onto the bed and settled down into a comfy sitting position in the end of the bed making and at once move their feet.
- Right okay in that case, said joining in the opposite end of the bed from and while holding the whisky bottle in a firm hand and a little red book in his other hand. The book now suddenly catching the attention of who cast her glance at who shook her shoulders like telling there was nothing she could do when first had set his eyes on something.
- What’s that? asked nodding towards the little red book in ’s hand while took a sip of the bottle before handing the bottle over to .
- Something I found on the little bed table in ’s guest room winked wickedly at .
- You are nosy bugger tonight, ain’t you just? input wrinkling her nose.
- Hey it was just laying there starring at me, how could I not look? defended himself.
- What is it? questioned once more getting slightly curious.
- It’s called Love and Sex. grinned holding it up like showing the front cover.
- , I didn’t think you needed a book about that… spoke gazing at locking eyes with her and tried to suppress a chuckle.
- Very funny smarty pants. responded slapping him playfully on the arm.
- It’s just a book for girls when they are having girls’ nights and gossip with each other. Now give it to me. interfered trying to snatch the book from .
- Ohhhh…so what do you say , shall we have a go at what the girls do when we’re not around? laughed holding a firm grip on the book.
- No you shall not. stated knowing full well there were questions in that book wouldn’t like one bit.
- Ahhh come on , pouted.
- Mate if she says no…. said quietly understanding why most had said no.
- Please let’s have some fun. pleaded with his friends.
- Right then, you first. stated and finally was able to snatch the book from .
- Fine I can take anything, hit me with a question. urged his girl.
- Roughly how many times do sexual thoughts come into your mind in an average day? read out loud thinking that maybe she should have read another one by the cheekiness that erupted on ’s features.
- All the time. Ah that was so easy. laughed nicking the book back.
- God you’re such a guy. exclaimed.
- Well I should hope so but mind you, our here does the same. stated making gaze over at .
- I can’t help it. responded making feel a slight blush creep onto her cheeks knowing full well what he meant.
- Right here’s a good one. grinned at
- Hey I’m not part of this game. persisted
- Of cause you are! Now have you ever deliberately watched someone while they were changing or showering secretly?
- Errmmmm well I....ermmm... mumbled and even couldn’t help but let a smile erupt on his lips as he looked over at who starred at him for a second but as she court his stare she looked away immediately while fiddling with her fingers at the hem of the duvet.
- I guess... I have... ’s voice sounded in a whisper while her cheeks flushed red and felt his cock twist as he remembered when he had court her looking at him once while he was in the shower and it eventually had led them to make love in the shower cabin. Closing her eyes for a second just knew that this game was either going to end up getting her and turned on or the complete opposite.
- Haha ohhh I knew you had it in you somewhere. snorted in laughter. Sensing needed them to change subject grabbed the little book and turned the attention onto .
- , would you feel unfaithful if you had frequent sexual dreams about someone else than your partner? asked while looked up at with a serious expression.
- No I wouldn’t. What you dream at night is not something you can control. answered seeing all somewhat nod in agreement. Taking the book into his hands as threw it over turned the page in the book.
- How often would you like to have sex? questioned to and couldn’t help but chuckle seeing suddenly even more interested.
- Now how can I answer that correctly with him starring at me? exclaimed towards .
- Hey don’t ask me, his your man. giggled.
- Well honestly since his sex on legs then well....all the time....almost... reflected making a smile grow from one ear to the other on .
- Right hun, if you were single, what rules would you have about seeing people who were already involved with someone or who had just broken up? asked while the question made look over more intently at even though he had a feeling he already knew the answer.
- If someone is already involved they are off limit from others and if the person had just broken up you should wait a little as not to end up being the rebound guy. replied receiving a kiss from from that answer yet on the other hand felt her heart sink slightly knowing that just pushed to the fact of Shane ever telling about them.
- , in selecting a life partner, do you think it is more important to follow your heart or your head? asked interrupting her thoughts.
- It’s easy, it’s to follow your heart, because if you don’t you will never fell complete. replied in a soft tone that put a ping in ’s heart.
- Okay different question but are there times you would rather masturbate than have sex with a partner? If so, when? continued asking the questions making sigh. - Honestly? raised an eyebrow at .
- Yeah. responded with a frown on his face.
- Then yes… When is being bitchy which has become most of the time I don’t want to touch her. trailed of and felt ’s body freeze beside him at the bare mention of .
- Hm yeah I can see how that can put any man off. agreed while quietly seized the little book from him.
- I think it is your turn , if your friend was cheating on their lover, would you tell them to stop? enquired unaware of the tension that very question set off inside and both not wanting to hear the answer, it was like they already knew but didn’t want to hear it said out loud.
- Hm… I would have a chat with my friend about it but yes I would tell the friend to stop because it’s not right to cheat on someone you’ve promised to be with. answered thoughtfully while felt her insides scream at the answer knowing how much ’s opinion meant to . Looking over at she noticed the distressed expression hidden in ’s eyes and she just had to get away from that stupid book with questions, that she right now wished she had burnt to hell.
- Sorry guy’s but a need some fresh air. injected crawling out of bed grabbing her dressing grown and tucked it around her while desperately wanted to grab her arm to stop her from leaving but knew he couldn’t.
- What just happened there? asked confused meanwhile ’s mind set off in a whirlwind of thoughts. Something was certainly up with her friend she just couldn’t put an exact finger on what was going on.
At the same time reached the living room where her eyes spotted her cocktail glass which still consumed a bit of a drink. Heading straight for it she drowned the last in one go feeling her head spin and not noticing appear quietly behind her.
- , what’s going on with you? questioned softly watching slight shake in shock by her appearance.
- Nothing, I just needed a break. muttered closing her eyes for a second feeling her walls crumble knowing she couldn’t keep the truth hidden from her friend much longer.
- Hey I’m your friend, I know you and I know something is up, why did that question to freak you out? Do you know something about that I don’t? enquired feeling her heart skip a beat just by the thought.
- No of cause not. replied fast not wanting her friend to think any bad about her man since there wasn’t any really. Except she would have wished he had come up with another answer to the dreaded question.
- Then what? asked in despair until a thought suddenly hit her.
- Are you having an affair with is that what this is about? Cause you’re both acting weird and looked flustered when we first came into the room? frowned at watching how a strange expression fell over ’s face, an expression she had never seen before and therefore didn’t know how to read.
- Of cause not, don’t be daff. exclaimed trying to hide the truth.
- Well something is up. started crossing her arms in front of her body.
- Really, nothing is up. sighed feeling ’s eyes burn onto her body.
- Fine, let’s get some sleep but I’m not letting this go. said firmly
- I know. heaved a sigh seeing nod before walking off into the guestroom and follow her a few seconds later.
Slowly walked back into her bedroom and saw gaze at her with that bambi expression on his every feature that he knew she couldn’t resists.
- I’m going to burn that book now. muttered looking over at .
- Babe we both knew deep down what he was going to say. cooed.
- I know but now that he said it out loud you’ll be even further from telling him the truth.
- Nothing has happened tonight that’s going to change the fact that I’m going to love you till the heavens start to rain and the stars fall from the sky. Now please come back to bed baby. pleaded with her and watched how she finally let her dressing gown fall onto the floor and she crawled back into bed without a word and let him pull her into his arms snuggling back to sleep when sleep finally hit them.

Chapter 13

The next evening had crept up on as he stood on the balcony at his home. He had just put his kids to bed and sat reading in a chick lit book inside in the plush sofa they had in the living room. With a sigh rested his hands upon the railing of the balcony as he gazed out upon the open fields laying ahead of him, it was a beautiful sight but tonight his head was too much in turmoil for him take it all in. When he had got home this morning had had a full on go at him and nothing seemed to be able to calm her down and it had made him set off in frustration.

>>Flashback to this morning<<

- HOW COULD YOU DO THAT? screamed at as soon as he came in through the door and nothing as much a hello or a ‘are you alright’ fell over her lips.
- Good morning to you too . snarled back walking inside placing the car keys on table in the hall.
- HOW COULD YOU JUST TAKE OFF LIKE THAT WITHOUT TELLING ME?? roared.
- I did tell you remember? Why are you so freaked anyway ain’t the kids alright? questioned raising an eyebrow.
- They are fine but you shouldn’t just leave, you should have stayed here enjoying the night with me.
- Babe I’m here now alright, I just needed to get out for a moment. exhaled noisily
- Why would you need that? cried putting her arms on her hips with a cross expression on her features.
- Maybe because you are always having a go at me and yelling at me. defended himself seeing soften slightly.
- Well maybe it’s because you’re always giving me a reason to do it. hissed lightly as she stepped forward so she was standing right in front of him, her face only an inch away from his.
- Not intentionally. whispered feeling her breath on his face and barely had time to register it before he felt her lips on his. Yet it was only a second as was fast to break the kiss and before knew it he felt her lean into him taking in his scent which made her quickly move away from him and a new angry hurtful expression flashed over her expression as immediately knew more harsh words would be coming his way.
- Where were you last night? asked in a wavering tone making slightly on guard.
- At ’s.
- No, where were you really? repeated
- I was with , I’ve already told you so. stated walking past her into the kitchen.
- Who is she? enquired following his steps.
- Hun, what are you on about? I was with . firmly replied.
- Your lips taste differently!!! cried feeling tears will up in her eyes.
- Babe my lips are the same. spoke feeling rather confused.
- Then why can I taste a female lip-gloss on your lips? accused him while her gaze was firmly fixed on him. felt his mind set off to early that morning as he and had got up, he had watched her get dressed and put on make-up….put on make-up the words ringed in his mind as he now remembered how had gently laid a layer of her juicy lip-gloss onto her lips. Then right before leaving her bed room they had shared a long lingering kiss which set off a million butterflies in his stomach just by the thought of the feelings she had cursed in him with that kiss.
- !!! exclaimed noticing the dreamy look that suddenly was shown on ’s face. Her cry at him tore back to reality as he looked back at .
- Listen there is nothing to tell. I was at ’s end of story. brushed her off walking over to the fridge taking out at bottle of water.
- So tell me have suddenly started to wear a woman’s perfume? continued not letting things go.
- Huhh?? blurted out somewhat confused before taken a sip of his water.
- Your scent has been mixed of some woman’s perfume!!!
- Oh for crying out loud !!! exclaimed having had enough and started walking towards the living room where he could hear his kids laughing.
- I demand to know who she is! scowled seeing turn around starring at her.
- There is no one. Maybe it’s she was there otherwise I seriously have no idea. Stop being so dense, I’m married to you remember. barked annoyed before turning around walking into the living room and watched his two children jump up in joy as they saw him and started yelling “daddy” with delight in their voices.

>>Flashback end<<

closed his eyes for a second trying to shake of the memory. He knew was getting suspicious so the sane choice would be to end it with now and it would forever only be a secret between and him that they had happened but the mare thought tore his heart apart. He didn’t want to let her go but he knew if he stayed with the risk would get bigger and staying with her would mean a change. wanted change. Leaning his head down covered his face in his hands as a few tears fell down his cheeks. couldn’t believe that in only one morning he had had a discussion with both of his women who both wanted something. wanted to know what was going on and ….his wanted to tell about them. had first tried to talk out of it but then she had giving him an ultimatum, either he agreed on telling or they had to stop their affair because she couldn’t keep the secret from her best friend anymore….

>>Flashback<<

- Baby, please, if we tell , she would tell and he would kill me. pleaded with her.
- No he wouldn’t. would kill you because is his cousin but will understand. stated not giving in although looking back into his begging eyes she had the hardest time not to give into him.
- Oh thanks for telling me that. uttered sitting on the edge of her bed as she stood in front of him.
- please, is my best friend and she knows something is up, already last night she asked if I was having an affair with you? responded seeing ’s eyes widen in shock.
- And what did you tell her? asked feeling his heart pound with nerves.
- That we hadn’t but I really wanted to tell her, I can’t go on with you without telling her, it’s eating me up having to keep this from her. God I’m a girl and we gossip about guy’s but I can’t say as much as one word about you and about how amazing you make me feel when I’m with you. sobbed making ’s heart strings bleed.

>>Flashback end<<

looked back up out of the fields as ’s words still ranged in his head. He hadn’t given her an answer only pulled her down onto his lap and shared an incredibly slow lingering kiss with her that never wanted to end. He had closed the subject with the kiss but knew he had to call tonight to give her his answer. Slowly turned around and glanced into the living room through the balcony doors and saw looking engrossed in her book but he doubted she was as absorbed in the book as she made it seem. He knew she still had this morning very much in her mind just like he had and he knew if she kept sensing small things from that she wouldn’t let the subject go. also knew what the best thing would be for him to do but his heart and brain didn’t seem to agree with each other.

Meanwhile in another town sat by the kitchen table with a warm mug of chocolate in her hands blowing softly towards it to not burn her tongue when she took a sip. She gazed over at sitting opposite her at the table engaged into the news paper hoping to catch his attention as she was dying to ease her thoughts. felt her eyes burn onto him, for a while he had tried to ignore it knowing all too well what she wanted to talk about as she had walked like the cat around the warm milk and it was like she was fit to burst with thoughts that darted around in her mind.
- Alright, I bite, what’s up babe? finally sighed and looked at her over the news paper and watched as she put down the mug on the table.
- It’s , something is wrong. She won’t tell me what it is but something is wrong. stated frustrated.
- Maybe she’s just going through a rough time, suddenly being a tour manager for can’t be easy. replied with a slight shake of his shoulders.
- No it’s not that and today she called to ask me to go with her to Scotland tomorrow for couple of days of relaxing with spa treatments. It’s so very wrong, don’t do spa’s. glared.
- Well maybe she’s trying new things, or just maybe she needs it before the tour kicks off in a few days. suggested.
- Maybe but I don’t think so. said firmly
- So what do you think? questioned laying the news paper down onto the table and instead took his mug with coffee into his hands.
- Last night I asked her if she was having an affair with .
- You did what?? choked over his coffee
- Asked her if she had an affair with , cause their both acting weird and looked flustered when we first came into the room. spoke
- Are you out of your mind? is the most sticking to the moral kind a guy in the world and may be a little easier on that but she’s still a right and wrong kind a girl. They just wouldn’t!! rambled out trying to prove to himself that he was right at the same time.
- I know all that which is why I keep telling myself that it couldn’t be true but what if it were? answered feeling edgy.
- Well you never liked in the first place. trailed off
- I know that but is my friend and to head down that road with only lead to heartache.
- Only if it’s true which neither of us knows. So please babe just let that assumption go, if something really is wrong, she will tell you and probably on that spa trip thing. smiled at her mean while praying hadn’t done anything stupid.

had just put the last few things into her overnight bag, and sipped the bag closed ready for her little trip with the next morning. Placing the bag down onto the floor after having laid on a chair sat down on the edge of her bed and starred at her mobile which lay upon her bed. She felt nervous about what ’ answer would be, although was pretty sure she would tell the truth either way but the question was when finally did tell would and her be over or would he still be there. The mare thought of him ending things scared her, even though as happy as he could make her just a freaked could he cause her to be by the thought of leaving her. Suddenly heard the ringing tone of her mobile set off giving her such a fright she jumped slightly before her eyes starred down onto the display on her phone seeing ’s name flash on the screen…

Chapter 14

The next evening smiled weakly back at the waiter as she left the restaurant in their hotel. She felt so nervous and slightly disappointed that had just stormed off. They had enjoyed their journey to Scotland and even the spa treatments through the day and when the evening came they decided to go for dinner at the restaurant they stayed at. could sense all day had waited for her to say what was up but had wanted to tell her friend at the right moment but then at the end of their dinner the words had just fell out of her lips “I have an affair with ”. had starred at her stunned not really believing it was actually true but as kept gazing at with a serious expression although clearly with slightly shaken hands from nerves had understood it wasn’t a joke and had just stormed off without a word. Hearing the elevator ping as it took her up to her floor heard ’s words in her mind from when he had called her last night “I thought about coming and helping you tell but I can’t, had a blow at me this morning and I can’t leave tomorrow babe, but tell …I’m still yours baby” felt a shiver through her body as she thought about , she would have loved for him be here right now but the most important thing where that he was still hers…”I’m still yours baby” the words made her smile as she reached her floor. Walking out of the elevator and towards the hotel room wondered if had disappeared to their room or had just taken off completely but she soon knew….
- , HE’S MARRIED!!! screamed when locked herself into their hotel room
- Trust me, I’m more than aware of that. sighed closing the door and turned to look at .
- WHY ON EARTH WOULD HAVE AN AFFAIR WITH ? fired at her while watched the fire in ’s eyes.
- Because I’m in love with him. responded quietly.
- COME AGAIN? hissed with her hands resting on her hips.
- I’m in love with him. I’m in love with . repeated in a firmer voice noticing the baffled expression flash over ’s eyes.
- You’re in love with him. replicated in a lower tone looking for any truth in ’s eyes and as she could tell her friend was telling her the truth sighed deeply.
- But how? Why , you know it will only lead to trouble. continued.
- I know that and in the beginning I really tried to push him away and not start anything with him but as he was just as attracted to me I simply couldn’t resist….He’s everything I’ve ever wanted in a man except from being married and a father…. tried to explain fiddling nervously with her hands in her lap as she sat down on the edge of one of the twin beds.
- , murmured sitting down quietly beside her friend.
- Please don’t be mad at me for it. I couldn’t help it, I couldn’t resist his charm. cried feeling tears sting behind her eyes.
- I’m not mad, I’m just shocked I mean I did suspect it but I never thought in a million years you nor had it in you, you both being so moral and all. admitted glancing over at her friend.
- I assume no one knows? added
- No, no one knows but I couldn’t go on any longer not telling you, and I wanted some sign of and I moving forward, I don’t want to only being his mistress forever. explained drying a tear away from her eye.
- And telling me would mean?
- That really wants me. said quietly
- And does he… is he agreeing on you telling me? asked carefully and now for the first time since let the words spill saw look back at her with a smile.
- Yes, he told he was still mine even when I told you. beamed feeling warm inside by the mare thought.
- Well…does he love you though? questioned assuming he did when agreeing to that but she just had to check.
- He does, he says he loves me. replied a grin flashing over her every future making it impossible for not to smile.
- Hmm…. Still , it might not mean his ever going to leave his wife for you? said thinking needed to hear it out loud.
- I know that… trailed off gazing back into her lap hearing those words she dreaded knowing all too well that might never but she lived in hope that one day he would… - Right okay…in that case… I never really like anyway. chuckled watching the smile reappear on ’s face.

- Hey babe, I’m home. called out the next day as she entered their home but getting no reply frowned slightly as she knew was home. Putting her bag on the floor in the hall she went to search for him and it didn’t take her long to find him. Stopping on her track as she reached the living room she saw walking back and forth clearly not knowing what to do with himself.
- Babe, I’m home. repeated and this time saw him look over at her but he didn’t near her to welcome her home, instead she noticed the worried expression that filled every future on his face.
- What’s wrong? asked concerned walking over to him letting one hand stroke down his arm.
- has been around today. muttered stepping away from walking out into the kitchen cursing her to follow him.
- That usually doesn’t upset you. said carefully
- Usually he doesn’t come around to tell me his having an affair. Usually he doesn’t tell me HE’S FREAKING CHEATING ON HIS WIFE AND HAS NO INTENTION ON STOPPING!!!!!!!! barked hitting his fits into the table and scaring in the process.
- …. Please I bet it was really hard on him telling you in the first place, please don’t tell me you parted in a fight.
- We didn’t but why ain’t you surprised? We’re talking about here? spat out.
- Well ermm I know….. muttered
- Oh yeah of cause that was the thing was going to tell you. snarled hitting his forehead with his hand.
- Yes, and the first words I let out was “He's married” while I screamed at her but when I calmed down and we talked about it, I kind a understood. It’s not black and white babe. spoke watching as pulled out a kitchen chair and sat down.
- I’m well aware of that but him and I just can’t get it. I know we had suspected it but I never in a million years thought it was true.
- Me neither but you should have seen last night when called her, as soon as she realized it was him on the phone, her whole face lit up in a beam, she’s so in love with him, you wouldn’t believe. smiled weakly pulling out a chair sitting down beside and gently took his hand into hers.
- I think I just might believe, loves her too I don’t doubt that by the way he acted and talked when he told me….but it’s such a mess and he doesn’t know what to do, for now his just taken one day at a time. He knows the sensible thing would be to end it with but he can’t let her go. sighed leaning back against the backrest of the chair.
- and all we can do is let them figure things out for themselves.
- Really, what about his family…their our family too…
- I know… but we have to let them figure it out. is my friend, and I won’t go against her, I’ll support her the best I can… said determined
- and I’ll support but I don’t like this one bit. moped.

Chapter 15

The Tour had just kicked off and was still finding it hard to accept that had an affair. He tried his best but he still couldn’t figure out how he should be able to act like nothing was wrong once both and would be there on the same time. He had talked to about it and had told him to act like he used too but how could he do that? rolled his eyes as he heard and sit laughing and talking in his and ’s hotel room. He had always known and hadn’t got along all that well and now that really showed when was talking to , it might be good for to finally have someone to talk with about the situation she was in but it sure as hell wasn’t any fun for . As another less pleasant word was spoken about fumed inside and marched out of the room and directly over towards ’s who opened the door for him.
- What’s up mate? questioned as soon as he opened the door and saw in a ghastly mood.
- Your mistress and my wife is sitting in my hotel room throwing about scornful verbs about your wife!!! snarled not finding any of it funny but he stopped right on his track as he got inside and saw standing there beside .
- What?? enquired stunned thinking it was some kind of joke.
- It’s just messing around. quickly interfered feeling his heart beat ten times it’s normal speed in fear of finding out but just glared at him not believing a word he said.
- If that was just a joke, wouldn’t sound nor look that serious!! stated while ’s words finally was clicking into his mind and stood quietly starring at his friends not daring to say anything.
- Your cheating on your wife....and I guess we’re talking about because who else would be sitting in there with ? spoke with a weaving voice on the brink to break lose.
- it’s not like that. tried to defend himself.
- Oh , then tell me what it is like and why are you so calm about and sitting in there talking dirt about your own wife??? asked stepping up closer to but kept quiet not knowing what to say making turn his stare to .
- You know something!! accused who watched the fire start to show in ’s normally friendly eyes.
- just calm down. tried
- Calm, down, CALM DOWN!!! THAT’S RICH COMING FROM YOU WHO WALKED IN HERE COMPLAINING!!! yelled and while he felt rage start to pour into his body he marched out of the room and straight towards and ’s with the other lads on his tale.
- , mate, stop let’s talk about this in peace. uttered in slight panic knowing was heading straight for who didn’t know a thing about this.
- You can forget that!!!!! fumed knocking at the door and as soon as opened the door he pushed to the side and strode directly over to who stood up as she saw coming flying towards her.
- WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? yelled at who looked back at him wide eyed not knowing what was going on.
- , I don’t know what you’re talking about? stammered feeling small with ’s fuming body only an inch away from hers.
- THAT’S ENOUGH!!! barked walking straight over to grabbing his arm to pull him back from but shook off him and starred back at .
- HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THAT? IS MARRIED, AND HERE I THOUGHT YOU WOMEN HAD SOME KIND OF CODE NOT TO TOUCH ANOTHER WOMANS MAN!!!! screamed at her making shudder and tears fill her eyes. Just the bare sight made angry at for doing that to .
- SHE ISN’T EXACTLY ALONE IN THIS MATE AND DON’T YOU DARE HAVE A GO AT HER!!! growled loudly, his words cursing to turn around and glare at him.
- HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU CHEAT ON YOU JERK!!!!!!!!! roared clutching his fits and without as much as thinking he lifted his hand and punched making him collapse to the floor blinking with his eyes and leaning up against the wall. Mean while and looked on shocked, felling frozen to the spot.
- YOU KNOW YOU CAN’T KEEP HIM RIGHT, GOD YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO INTERFERE IN HIS MARRIED LIFE AND RUIN EVERYTHING!!! bellowed once more at who now had tears streaming down her face seeing what had just done to .
- YOU BLOODY JERK , YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING, I TRIED TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM BECAUSE YES I DO KNOW HIS MARRIED AND HAS A FAMILY AND I’M NOT PROUD OF MYSELF BUT I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!! cried out at while trying to get passed him and run to ’s side.
- HA, LOVE, YOU OBVIOUSLY DON’T KNOW THE MEANING OF THE WORD!!! yelled making finally see red after watching crying her eyes out while trying to get away from .
- WHY CAN’T YOU JUST STAY OUT OF THIS??? screamed at making him turn his attention towards which gave the chance to run over to . Seeing and stand there yelling at each other turned her attention to , as she kneeled down beside him on the floor.
- Baby. whispered through her tears while lifting her hand and gently touch the bruise that was already forming underneath ’s eye.
- I’m sorry, he overheard telling me something. thought I was alone. muttered trying to get his head straight again from the blow from ’s fits.
- Are you alright? breathed ignoring ’s reply as him being okay was more important right now.
- I’m fine baby. smiled weakly through the pain knowing how concerned she always was if she thought he was hurting. Meanwhile ’s anger had hit the roof and in disappear he pushed cursing to finally get out his frozen condition trying to stay neutral but going after his woman was to step over the line.
- OKAY THAT IS BLOODY ENOUGH !!!!! shouted that loud that everyone in the room looked up at him and even got quiet. moved his gaze and saw standing in front of the closed hotel room door looking shocked. Feeling squeeze his thigh gazed at her for a second and softly stroke her cheek before stumbling up on his feet once more. He had to stop this argument before it got completely out of control but first he had set them all straight.
- Enough, it’s not even close to enough!!! grunted
- IT IS FREAKING ENOUGH!!!! This is none of your fucking business, this is MY LIFE, and it’s about and I, NOT YOU!!!!! cried out at them making them all stand there looking at him stunned.
- spoke quietly.
- NO STOP, I’m well aware of the fact that my actions affect everyone in this room to some extent and I’m sorry but I’m freaking unhappy with . On the other hand does make me happy and when I’m not with her I can’t stop thinking about her. blurted out trying to explain and without knowing it made ’s heart flutter in the process.
- That may very well be but you are going to end it with , and I’m going to make sure of it!!! spoke harshly in a firm voice before sending a ruthless stare as he left the room.
- I’m so SORRY!!! said as had left the room but all he got as a response was a weak smile from . Mean while glanced over at who still sat kneeled down onto the floor. Walking over to her reached out her hand helping back up. Giving her a tight hug and whispering “It will be alright, you know where to find me” let go and grabbed ’s and ’s hands pulling them with her out of the room leaving and alone to have a moment for themselves. locked his gaze with and felt his whole being just have being shook by the mare thought of now being pushed to let the woman he loved go. Without a word he took the few steps over towards and pulled her tightly into his embrace holding her close like his life depended on it.

Chapter 16

They where a week into the Tour and things were going as smoothly as now possible though had felt a change in since the argument where had confronted and had in shock tried to ease things ever since. knew now had pressure to stop his filthy affair as the others called it. In her heart believed that their love was strong enough and in hope she trusted to pick her. Everything felt like on needles and everything was screaming that they had hid the point where was forced to choose. felt nervous as she sat waiting, had asked her to meet him over a couple of drinks but he was yet to be seen. no longer allowed herself to think about his family, she no longer indulged in wicked fantasies about car crashed and avalanches. Down that road lay pain. Down that road lay the knowledge that she would never have him to herself. That there would be no car crash and that she was wasting the best years of her life on a man who belonged to another woman. A blonde and noble woman whom he had vowed to love and cherish all his life. The mother of his children. The mother of his fucking children!!!!!! A familiar pain seared through ’s heart and she drained her cocktail, placed a twenty in the leather folder containing her bill and stood up in an unhurried motion. The waiter smiled sympathetic to her and she forced herself to smile brightly and hold her head high. So she’d been stood up she told herself firmly. So what was new? It had happened before and it would happen again because that was the deal when the one you loved was a married man. As she made her way to the door of the bar she almost bumped into a woman in a black Lurex dress, with thick make-up and over-dried blonde hair.
- Oh so sorry!! The blonde piped through her dark red lips.
- It’s alright. smiled feeling a slight giggle in her stomach as she thought the woman looked somewhat like an escort hired for the evening from probably a fancy named firm, paid to laugh and flirt and for a fee – much more. Once upon of time would have despised such a person but now as she met the girl’s eyes, she felt something like empathy pass between them. They’d both fallen out of the loop and both had ended up in situations which if predicted, would have made them laugh with disbelief. For who on earth planned to end up as either an escort or a mistress? felt half a bubble, half a sob, half a laughter rose up in her throat as she was about to walk on to pass the blonde, when a voice stopped her….
- , what are you doing here? ’s voice almost echoed inside her head as she stunned starred at him not feeling at all at ease with being court there.
- Oh you know her? The blonde woman asked and that was when noticed the woman she had thought as an escort was indeed the woman had his arm around.
- Yeah she’s working with us. ’s voice suddenly interfered and made look behind and the blonde.
- Oh, so who are you here with? The blonde asked making curse her in her mind while wondering with irony if she should tell them she was here to maintain her filthy affair. The empathy had felt two seconds ago had gone with the wind. Just one question and the empathy was gone thought with a sarcastic inner laugh.
- A friend but he left, you just missed him! lied to shut the woman up and though that worked she did notice the look on face and could tell by the look in his eyes that he didn’t believe her.
- Well do you wanna join the three of us? asked politely.
- No thank you I should really be going. replied not wanting sit down the same place only two seconds later where she’d been stood up.
- Ohhh come on, don’t leave me alone with these two. pleaded with an award winning smile which thought he’d most have won over millions of girls with.
- Sorry, but I rather head back to the hotel. spoke trying her best to sound cheerful yet she couldn’t wait to get out of there.
- Then how about having a drink with me at the hotel and then we’ll leave these two here alone. offered and couldn’t help but smile knowing he was just trying to cheer her up as he had obviously court up on the fact that her bright smile wasn’t sincere.
- I can’t talk me out of this can I? questioned with a raised eyebrow.
- No you can’t. declared with a grin.
- Right you two have fun. grinned towards who simply replied with a cheeky grin.
All the way back to their hotel they kept the conversation politely but as they got into the bar of the hotel and found a corner where they could sit, gazed at her more seriously making feel like she had to say something so he wouldn’t ask questions.
- So the woman was with, who’s she? asked unable to stop fiddling with her fingers on her cocktail glass.
- Does it matter? asked leaning forward over the table.
- No not really, but when I saw her, I thought she was an escort but doesn’t need to pay for a woman’s company. spoke not sure if it came out right.
- Hehe no he doesn’t need that, but to tell you the truth I think she is too but trust me didn’t pay anything their just out because they both wanted to. chuckled amused.
- And you? questioned looking up at him catching his glance.
- I was just bored and came along to get a drink and then leave. replied trying the read the words in her eyes. He didn’t believe she had met up with a guy earlier and obviously she didn’t want to talk about it but the questions were lying on his tongue and he had trouble not to ask her. Then suddenly he noticed her eyes flicker towards the bar and it seemed like her whole body froze. couldn’t help but gaze towards the bar and slowly he put two and two together. felt her heart stop as she saw stand there clinging up towards ’s body by the bar. Everything in her body was screaming at to run the hell away from there but at the same time one question kept rushing through her mind “where the fuck did come from, she wasn’t there earlier and why was she suddenly there?”
- ? gently said trying to get her back from the trance she had visibly disappeared into. He watched her shake her head trying to apparently rid it from thoughts.
- , sorry, I think I’ll....go up. stuttered feeling more uncomfortable than she could remember but stopped her by laying a hand over hers on the table so she sat back down.
- Back there at the posh restaurant, there wasn’t a guy was there? asked carefully knowing he might overstep a boundary between them.
- ...I....yes there was... muttered feeling her hands get clammy with nerves and her heart pound heavily as she could still see and from the corner of her eye.
- , breathed out almost whispering while a shock wave went through as her eyes connected with ’s through the room.
- Right fine, I got stood up, is that what you want to hear? cried out through her lips and got up quickly needing to get the hell out of the bar but as was about to go after her he noticed of to do the exact same thing and the look noticed wash over ’s face told him the clear picture of what was going on.
- , babe... blurted out in a whisper and grabbed her by the arm as he reached her by the elevators and he quickly looked around checking no one was watching.
- You stood me up!! exclaimed in slight anger towards not even seeing the guilt and pain he felt for doing so wash over his face.
- I’m really sorry about that but suddenly showed up and she would never in a million years let me go see you. explained completely forgetting his wonder about seeing her in the bar with .
- So what?? You’ve never asked her before!!! almost shouted trying her hardest not to yell all over the place.
- She knows about us. told her. sighed deeply and gazed at her unsure as didn’t reply but just stood starring at him.
- Babe… said quietly stroking her cheek gently wanting to lean in and kiss her lips just one more time but knew he couldn’t and it was driving a knife to his heart.
- Sooo…. This mean you now have to choose, right? That you and I can finally be together for real? responded hopefully feeling on the edge of either falling down a cliff or fall happily into his arms.
- Sweetie…I…. started out but got roughly interrupted.
- He's mine back off he doesn't want you or need you he has me and a real woman knows how to roll like a boss and take care of her man. roared at as she out of nowhere came storming towards them sending a jolt through both and .
- OH STUFF IT IF ALL THAT WHERE THRUE HE WOULDN’T HAVE COME TO ME!! fired back feeling all the frustration towards the woman was married too well up in her.
- AS IF!!!! YOU ARE JUST A TARNISHED SLUT!!!!! snarled in a high pinched tone making grab her arm looking angry as hell at her for her words but she didn’t seem to care.
- Oh don't hate me because your man wants me. You can hate me because you’re not me. sneered back hurtfully making see completely red and noticed her eyes widen in anger.
- HATE IS TO KIND A WORD!!! hissed only adding to the fire and couldn’t help but finding a little joy in hurting the woman who held the man she wanted in retrains.
- I wonder which bothers you more... that I'm hotter than you or that your husband obviously noticed? barked at her but instead of yelling back took a really deep breath.
- Sod off , just sod off!!! is married, and he is married to me. You can’t have him. He is married and we have two little children who wants’ their parents together!!! AND YOU KNOW WHEN YOU’RE AT IT, QUIT YOUR JOB, YOUR NOT WANTED HERE!!! cried out before turning around with a sniff and her nose in the air and a firm grab of ’s hand pulling him with her, leaving standing there alarmed.

Chapter 17

stood afar having seen and heard the whole thing while neither one of them had noticed him but he had made sure no one else had noticed them and if someone had he would have been ready to interfere. He knew it could had coursed a scandal that no one could be interested in but standing there watching clearly in pain he felt unsure if he should go to her or let her be. had always had a sudden business like distance towards them and started to get a feeling why. All of a sudden saw her notice him and as her eyes met his, a jolt went through him as he realized just how much pain there where inside her this very minute. Starring into ’s eyes felt like just rushing over into his arms and cry her heart out but at the same time she felt hold back, she couldn’t. As she felt tears on the brink to fall she tore herself away from ’s glance and kept pushing the bottom in despair for the elevator to come down. She could feel him before he was even by her side but as he put his hand on her shoulder the first tears came falling down her cheeks and frantic she tried to remove them with her hand. With relief heard the elevator beep and she hurried inside while with just a few steps was in there with her. When the doors had closed she looked up at him and tried to say something but her lips started to tremble too much setting the tears of in her eyes to crusade down her face. In a quick move without saying a word had her pulled into his arms holding her as close as he could while saying smoothing words into her ear. Feeling how her body shook with her tears held onto her even stronger to keep her from sinking to the floor of the elevator. Reaching out his hand pushed the stop button making the elevator stand still until he was sure she could manage to stand on her own so one would see her in this state. had a full grasp on not caring about anything else than the fact that she had just lost . He may not have said it directly but she could tell by the way he behaved and ’s outburst, it was over and she was left defeated.
- I’m sorry. finally got uttered out of her trembling lips.
- Hey…Hey…it’s alright. spoke softly letting his hold on her go and move his hands up on either side of her face while he spoke.
- No…it’s not… I should be more professional around you…. sobbed as tears wouldn’t stop falling.
- No you shouldn’t. You don’t have to be, we’re on tour together and that makes us a tour family and those kinds help each other. replied firmly yet with a gentle tone. just gazed back at him unable to answer, all she felt was pure pain while she cursed herself for ever falling for in the first place.
- Are you ready? asked softly nodding towards the button on the elevator that would set it going again. With a sniff she nodded just wanting to get up into her room as quickly as possible. Making sure she was well inside her room set off in search of although had asked to be left alone. In the state she was in there were no chance would leave her alone but he thought it’ll be better to get until he had made her feel safer around him. Besides she didn’t seem like she wanted to talk about it with him.
Seeing the hotel room he thought was ’s he knocked on the door.
- Yeah… said surprised seeing on the other side of the door.
- Hey… Is here? questioned feeling slightly on edge standing there.
- Yeah sure, what’s up? asked while he turned around.
- is falling apart… my guess is because choose to stay with his wife and kids. explained and saw turn to face him at once, yet he didn’t say a word, just stared at him for a few seconds before he rushed towards the bathroom to get .
Having watched disappear into ’s room walked further down the corridor until he came to another room and knocked.
- Hey mate… get in here. grinned as he let into the room where was also sitting with a pack of playing cards.
- Guy’s we need to talk about . sighed and sat down by the little table beside .

watched yelling and carrying her heart out cursing ’s wife to the other side of the world where no one would go.
- I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER. I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM!!!!!!! shouted feeling every pore in her body explode with anger and hurt.
- I know sweetie. spoke softly not sure what she could say as she saw grab a shoe throwing it with as much strength as she could muster through the room.
- So said you should quit your job? said carefully thinking that maybe it would be a good idea as didn’t seem to be able to be anywhere near and in the near further again.
- I AM NOT QUITTING MY JOB !!! I WOULD BE TOTALLY LOST WITHOUT IT!!!! screamed as she could easily see what thought.
- OKAY, okay…. But it’s with those guy’s, what would you really miss out on? questioned because to her and those guys didn’t belong in her world.
- GOD , COME ON!!! THEY’VE GIVING ME A GREAT JOB. IF I SUDDENLY TURN THIS DOWN, I WOULD BE HEADING HOME, AND HOME TO WHAT???????? cried felling her heart ripped apart and now even having to defend her job it was just getting too much. Her eyes flickered towards the door and that was when she noticed a little envelope on the floor. Stumbling over she picked it up and with shaking hands she pulled out a CD with the words written on it “Always you will be part of me xx ”. They words made pant for breath while a knife felt like it was being twisted around in her heart and she stumbled down onto the floor holding her arms tightly around herself as a new set of tears flooded freely making feel slightly panicky as she had never seen her friend like that. Going over to her friend and kneeling down onto the floor she tried to help to relax and breath more calmly, but as she picked up the cd and pushed it into the cd player she watched once more crawl into a ball on the floor as they heard ’s voice; “Always you will be part of me, And I will forever feel your strength, When I need it most, You’re gone now, gone but not forgotten, I can’t say this to your face, But I know you hear.....I’ll see you again, You never really left, I feel you walk beside me, I know I’ll see you again, When I’m lost, when I’m missing you like crazy, I tell myself I’m so blessed, To have had you in my life, my life.... When I had the time to tell you, Never thought I’d live to see the day, When the words I should have said, Would come to haunt me, In my darkest hour I tell myself, I’ll see you again....”

The next day had gone and the evening had sneaked up on everyone. It was the first concert free evening on the tour so everyone were doing their own thing, except from that was hitting the point of panic as no one had been able to get into contact with . had left last night when teary eyed finally had fallen asleep and every since had closed down contact to everyone, all they were met with was a firmly closed locked door to her hotel room. sighed heavily as she leaned against the wall beside the closed door and let herself slide down against it towards the floor where she sat hugging her knees.
Further down the corridor opened the door and saw sitting in front of ’s room feeling the exact same panic himself. He had never seen close down on all of them before, she hadn’t even past one word on to the band she was managing. felt a new set of tears press on behind his eyes feeling his own heart completely broken and all he wanted to do was knock ’s door down and pull her into his arms telling her it was all a bad nightmare and they were still very much together, but he knew he couldn’t. Looking around seeing no one but slowly walked towards but as he neared her another door was opened to the corridor and right there came marching to his side.
- You can forget about it!! You’re not as much as trying to see !!! ’s harsh words left his mouth making close his eyes for a second praying for strength.
- why can’t you just stay out of this? cried at his mate.
- You may not see it right now, but I’m actually trying to help you save your marriage. muttered.
- WELL STOP FUCKING TRYING!!! yelled walking with firm steps towards ’s door where looked on in stunned awe.
- , baby it’s me, please let me in so we can talk!! pleaded through the locked door with his hand resting upon the door. In the silence they for the first time heard a noise coming from inside ’s room making jump to her feet.
felt a new set of tears run down her cheeks hearing ’s pleading voice behind her door. She dug her face into her pillow while sobs escaped her once more before she took a deep breath and pushed herself out of the crumbled bedcovers and with shaky legs walk towards her door not caring the least what she looked like she slowly opened the door. felt his heart jump to his throat by the site of the woman in front of him whom he loved so much. Her hair all messy and her face all teary with her eyes all red from crying and all she was wearing was one of his old shirts.
- !!! blurted out in utter shock by the site of her friend and at once she was about to go in and hug her but raised her hand to stop her or anyone else coming closer. stood behind and and for once since he found out about the affair he kept entirely quiet starring at and even felt his heart miss a beat by the utter heartbroken look that was right now. He had never seen her upset before but this time he was sure as hell that she was heartbroken and although he was determined to keep her and apart then this wasn’t the moment to say anything.
- Babe can we talk? finally whispered hating being the reason for all her tears and just wanted to dry them away. Gazing up at him into ’s teary eyes saw her own pain reflected in his gaze.
- NO YOU CAN’T!!!!!!!!!! ’s ruthless cold voice cut through them all as she appeared coming from the elevator down the corridor.
- for crying out loud I have to talk to her. growled at starring at her as she stepped up beside him and moved her gaze to and almost laughed as she saw the state was in.
- Ha, you’re hurting, I’M GLAD!!! snorted and only just saw a new wave of tears crusade down ’s face while she took a step back and then smashed the door closed into ’s face. Standing there gob smacked in shock of ’s action lost the ability to talk for a moment and in that moment all four of them were utterly quiet and all that was heard was breaking down in sobs on the other side of the door.

Chapter 18

Three weeks had passed since that evening and hadn’t been able to get to talk to . If wasn’t on his case, so was but knew deep down that was staying with to try to save their marriage but even more so because of his two children. It had taken her a while but eventually had emerged from her room fully clothed and with make-up determined to do her job not matter how much she was hurting and how many times a day she felt like breaking down.
This morning felt her mind going a million miles an hour as to why she had been called to come down and join the guys for breakfast mean while on her way down she couldn’t help but look around for any sign of like she found herself doing all the time lately. She quickly spotted the guys sit around a table engrossed in their breakfast. Slowly walking up to them she saw them smile brightly towards her when they noticed her. Her eyes fell upon who pulled out a chair for her and gave her shoulder a soft squeeze.
- Guys what’s going on? blurted out.
- No no darling, first you say good morning. smirked with a twinkle in his eye making smile lightly.
- Sorry, good morning, hope you all slept well. responded and eased up a little.
- That’s more like it. smiled at her before taking a bite of his toast.
- Here you go. spoke placing a plate in front of her with cornflakes making raise an eyebrow at him.
- said you like that for breakfast. explained before he sat back down beside her.
- Oh did he? replied gazing at with a warm smile that made him unable not to smile back at her. They had stumbled into each other a few times going down for breakfast and so they ended up joining each other from time to time.
- Oh and thank you . injected referring to him bringing her breakfast.
- You’re very much welcome. answered and sipped on his coffee while looked over at sitting opposite her not having said a word yet. She took in the sight of him, he was that kind who over the years she had thought got hotter as the time had passed.
- You can ask now? said softly seeing her look at him.
- Oh... ohh...! She shook realizing he had noticed her stare at him.
- Hmm so is the type you’re looking for. chuckled making blush slightly.
- What...What are you talking about? uttered feeling slightly out of control.
- Well all of us around this table know you keep rejecting my super charm and there must be a reason for that. sniggered.
- Well that could off be because you are a womanizer and therefore not to be trusted. defended her cursing to send him a greatfull glance.
- Yeah I guess that could be it too. said thoughtfully with a teasing boyish look in his eyes.
- But come to think of it, aint you all four womanizers? spoke as a matter of fact cursing all for to look at her.
- Nice comeback. nodded kind a impressed
- Naaa we just love women. grinned making respond with a playful slap over ’s head.
- Especially the sweet once. smirked at her.
- Ahhh and here the flirty goes. rolled his eyes.
- Guy’s, guy’s back to subject. shook his head with a laugh.
- Right, what is the subject? asked before she put a spoonful of cornflakes into her mouth.
- You are!! replied softly making her look at him wide eyed.
- Listen sweetie we know you’re been upset even though you haven’t told us but we like you and we would like it if you would see us as your friends, even trust us and not think of us as just a job. explained softly trying to keep her gaze lucked with his.
- I... uttered
- Just listen sweetie. You’re very good at your job but you would be even better if you let us help you laugh again. continued.
- We know about you and and we know he messed you up. injected so her gaze flew towards him while she felt her heart suddenly pound heavily.
- What...wha....How??!! uttered having thought her secret was safely stored.
- I know you’re friend calls me a man whore, well she’s right that I’ve been with a lot of women and have I created yes, I’m not proud of it but I have. It also gives me an knowledge though, I can see all the signs. tried to explain softly.
- But no one knows, no one... cried suddenly feeling her hands get all sweaty and her chair suddenly felt like she sat on needles.
- You’re right they don’t but we’re around you every day and well as said before we are womanizers. We know the signs babe and we can tell he hurt you. continued
- But we’ve been so careful. murmured as her mind worked overtime.
- Listen sweetie, if a relationship has to be kept a secret month after month you should never be in it. That kind will only lead to heartbreak. spoke gently taking her right hand giving it a loving squeeze.
- Don’t let him walk all over you, you deserve better. injected making look from to feeling her insides being ripped again and her wall of keeping a sudden professional working distance crumble by each word spoken.
- I know this is hard for you, but the guy is married, and let me guess he walked back to her. He choose her. said trying to get through to her and to make her see that he wasn’t all that bad, he was a good friend too. Hearing speak like that to her however made close her eyes for a few seconds. While feeling her heart pound she kept thinking he didn’t just say that. Opening her eyes she looked around at them for a second feeling the need to get away from them as quickly as possible before any of them saw the tears in her eyes. Without saying a word got up and rushed out of the room.
- No let me. spoke seeing make a move to get up from the chair.
- You sure? asked uncertain.
- Yes, I got this one. answered while getting up from his chair and with large steps he set after her. He reached her as she opened the door to her hotel room and quickly put his foot through the door before it closed. had felt him on her tail ever since she took off. A part of her felt a warm fuzzy feeling that he cared enough to come after her and another part of her had just wanted him to stay with the others.
- I know we are not what you wished for. I know I’m not the one you wish would be standing here right now but we are the once you got and we’re here. We’re not going anywhere. softly let the words out while seeing the uncertain look in her eyes. Sensing she was not going to reply he took a few steps closer towards her.
- What we said down there was not to be mean but we thought you needed to hear it.
- I know that. finally sighed and sank down on the bed behind her.
- We aint that bad... we may be a lot of things but we are amazing buddies to have. smiled at her and sat down beside her.
- I’ve gathered that. You’re actually kind a sweet. finally smiled back at him
- You mean I am right... the other 3 are just trying to be but they can’t really reach my level. smirked making shake her head at him with a laugh.
- Naaa we’re all really nice. Really. continued finally seeing a sincere smile appear on ’s Lips.

It had become no secret to the people in the inner circle of that wanted to get his hands on but she had kept turning him down because of . Now things had changed as the affair between and had ended and now found her herself flirting back with . Tonight was concert free so instead of being inside an arena the whole gang found themselves in a club filled with people. It was getting late and wanted to leave and offered to follow her. stood afar from them watching and leave the room, the bare action cursing to quickly excuse himself from the people he stood talking too and set after . He reached her by the stairs right before exit and grabbed her arm while had gone ahead to catch a taxi.
- What do you think you are doing? muttered locking eyes with her.
- What do you mean? asked in an innocent tone.
- You can’t leave with that man whore!!! snarled angry and jealous.
- How’s that any of your concern? Have you been talking to ? replied raising an eyebrow at him.
- What do you mean, have I been talking to ? answered frustrated
- calls a man whore aswell.
- Well she’s right!! It’s common knowledge that is a sleezeball that tries to get into every girl’s pants. You’ll just be another knot on his bedpost!! growled but his words cringed in ’s head making her roughly pull her arm out of ’s grab.
- I don’t care what the rest of you think because you lost the privileged to middle with my love life when you ended things with me and went back to that wife of yours!!! hissed feeling angry in every bit of her body.
- That doesn’t mean I don’t still care about you. cried out wanting to get through to her.
- Don’t even go there!! Now if you don’t mind I have to go. fired back and left standing there as she headed out into the taxi with .
- Are you alright? asked gently putting his hand on ’s knee as they were sitting inside the taxi.
- Yeah I’m fine, let’s just go. murmured quietly and as the taxi drove off glanced out through the window and saw still standing there watching the taxi drive off.

Chapter 19

walked back into the bar and was met by .
- Where have you been? enquired not wanting to be near .
- Just don’t!! growled.
- What? asked somewhat confused but didn’t answer. Instead he headed straight for the bar where he quickly drowned a couple of shots before a beer followed. On a distance and stood watching drinking himself into oblivion. couldn’t take it and walked up to and softly put her hand on his shoulder but shook her hand off.
- Are you okay? tried to ask carefully.
- What does it look like? sneered but continued and ignored his answer.
- What happened? quietly enquired.
- She left. She just left with that...that man whore!!!! barked under his breath.
- Ohhhh!!! uttered shocked.
- How can she move on to that prick?? asked not getting it at all and laid her hand gently on top of his on the desk calming him slightly as he turned and glanced at her.
- She hasn’t.... she still loves you, you know?! softly replied and in an instant could see the anger leave his tensed body and see how his eyes turned slightly cloudy and filled with sadness.
- If that’s true.... Then how can she jump into another guy’s bed already?
- How do you know she’s done that?
- She left with , isn’t that proof enough?
- Not necessarily, she is their tour manger after all, perhaps it was just something band related. explained just to receive a glance from before he ordered four shots he then drowned quickly.
- Do you think that is going to help? asked hoping to get him to stop drinking.
- It helps perfectly fine right now!! snorted back.
- Are you sure about that because from where I’m standing it doesn’t look like it.
- Well you ain’t standing in my shoes then.
- if it makes you feel this bad are you sure you made the right choice to choose ? sighed slightly but her bare comment made shut her a glance and walk off towards the door to leave.

At the hotel was so wasted he had to lean onto for support. They got out of the elevator on their floor and started to head down the corridor but suddenly stopped dead on their track as they saw come out from ’s room correcting on her clothes and hair. The bare sight breaking ’s heart, believing he had been right in his assumptions. As looks up and catches ’s gaze she feels her heart start to pound a million miles an hour knowing exactly what he’s thinking.
- it’s not what it looks like. blurted out desperately while felt his lips tremble and unable to speak knowing full well that if he did he wouldn’t be able to stop yelling and to stop tears from streaming down his cheeks so instead he rushed away and stormed into his hotel room. Seeing that made hand over the key card to for their room telling him she’ll be right there, she just had to check up on . When got into ’s room she saw him slamming the cupboards in the desk while he didn’t care the least that silent tears were crashing down his cheeks. closed his eyes for a second and took a deep breath as he felt ’s hand on his shoulder as he desperately tried to grasp onto the tiny hold he had on his emotions not wanting to break down in front of .
- It may not be what it looks like. heard herself utter though she has a hard time believing it herself.
- OH FOR CRYING OUT LOUD YOU SAW HER !!! shouted feeling his whole body shake with emotion.
- But it’s ... she wouldn’t with ... she loves you, I know she does. spoke out in disbelief as found himself collapsing down onto the floor sitting up leaning his head back against the bedside.
- I can’t... if he have touched her... I can’t... she’s... no... snivelled raising his legs up clinging his arms around his knees pulling them closer towards his chest.
- She haven’t.... It’s !! continued in doubt.
- God.... I still love her but I can’t leave ..... She would take my kids. cried out admitting his true feelings to making her look at him at once feeling her heart break by the sight of him.

Outside in the corridor stood hopelessly and starred at the closed door had disappeared in through without as much as talking to her. knew it was ’s room and every part of her body and soul wanted to be the one in there with but instead she was standing in the hall way feeling like drowning. The look in ’s eyes having broken her already shattered heart and she didn’t know what to do. She knew thought she had had sex with just now and had wanted too but she just couldn’t.
A ping was heard as the elevator once more came to the floor and the door opened with a laughing and stumbling through the doors. Their laughs quickly stopped as they saw standing down the corridor not far from ’s door with tears streaming down her cheeks. and glanced at each other both having flashes going through their minds as to why was in a state of mess. Looking up saw them but she didn’t have any strength in her body to compose herself instead she just let herself fall into ’s arms as they got up to her and he offered the comforting place in his embrace.
- Shhhh what’s wrong? soothingly whispered as stroke her back with his left hand but couldn’t get a word out from her sobs.
- Has been a creep? muttered while praying he hadn’t been.
- Nooo. The word came out in a sob as found herself clinging onto ’s shirt. Her fingers having a firm grasp in his shirt while and sent each other a relieved glance. Taking a few very deep breaths desperately tried to compose herself slightly and when she thought she had she pulled away from .
- I’m sorry... don’t worry.... I’m alright. mumbled with trembling lips as she fumbled after her key card in her purse.
- , you are not alright!! Remember we’re here for you. said softly while fleetingly gazed between them.
- I’m fine. mumbled while moving away from them faltering towards her hotel room close by.
- I’ll go. spoke quietly towards and walked after . Seeing her fumble with the key card kindly took the card out of her hand and put it into the keyhole and opened the door for her. Looking at him sent him a grateful smile with her lips firmly locked together. walked in behind her closing the door before watching let her purse fall on a chair followed by her removing her high heels letting them lay on the floor close to her bed. Collapsing down onto the bed felt a new set of tears crusade down her cheeks making her hide her face in her hands as quickly moved over sitting down beside her letting his right arm tuck around her body.
- Sweetie, come on talk to me. pleaded feeling scared would have hurt her in any way but at the same time couldn’t believe if that was the case. For a moment closed his eyes, he had seen her leave the club with and in that moment had felt something click inside him. He wasn’t sure why but he hadn’t liked them leaving together and now he sat here hoping she had left with him. Opening his eyes once more shook his head trying to get rid of his thoughts.
- . almost sobbed his name out making him squeeze her.
- Yeah? He replied soothingly
- saw me come out from ’s room. He thinks I’ve had sex with just now and he’s shattered. It hurts sooo much. cried letting herself hide into ’s arms once more.
- Shhhh if you did it’s nothing to do with , he choose his wife.
- But I didn’t sleep with , I could never do that. wept meanwhile felt a sigh of relief that she hadn’t.
- But still sweetie you gotta stop taking all his hurt on your shoulders too, it’s not good for you. I know it hurts. I know you loved him but when his hurting you this much his no good for you. smoothed towards her ear as her sobs almost brook ’s own heart.

Chapter 20

In the following days the guy’s kept a firm look out for , making sure she would be alright meanwhile making her laugh as much as possible. Though as found herself getting closer and closer towards the guy’s, she felt she drifted from the lads and as either of them had spoken to her since the incident that night. was taking slow steps that morning towards the breakfast room and that was when she met . Both stopped up and gazed at each other wondering whether to speak or not.
- Please , stop treating me like I’ve converted to the enemy. finally sighed while feeling nerves in her body from talking to again.
- Well haven’t you since you’re sleeping with it. frowned slightly angry.
- I’ve never had sex with and I can’t believe that’s what you and thinks. I don’t want to and I’m never going to want to. spoke with a tone of frustration and disappointment in her voice of them thinking something like that of her.
- You didn’t?! questioned feeling suddenly slightly stupid kicking herself for doubting what she had thought the first time around.
- No I really didn’t. heaved a sigh while noticing ’s mood change slightly towards her.
- Sorry , but it really looked it, the way you came out from his room. tried to explain herself.
- Things ain’t always the way they look. responded as she heard her mobile go off.
- Just take it, I’ll see you down in the breakfast room, alright? questioned and nodded with a sly smile.
Feeling relief wash over her mind walked into the breakfast room looking around for and quickly spotted him.
- Morning, muttered looking up from his plate seeing from the corner of his eye coming over and sitting down beside him.
- I just talked to . blurted out.
- Oh!! murmured immediately feeling a ping in his heart.
- She never slept with !!! exclaimed quietly watching ’s hand at once lose the hold of his spoon and his eyes stare at her in slight shock. felt his heart suddenly pound like mad as right that second walked into the room walking up to the buffet picking up her food of choice before walking over to a table and sitting down. It was only a short moment later when walked into the breakfast room and as soon as he saw he looked at him with a smirk.
- , man do you think you could keep the noise down? I really don’t need to hear you and my cousin having sex! shook his head making feel his face redden while praying to God that hadn’t heard that.
- What do you mean? replied getting tense as he noticed ’s body language change showing him she had definitely heard .
- You were both so loud that I could hear you through the wall. laughed while paled and immediately looked over at but she quickly got up and left, not wanting to hear about and having sex. The bare thought sending her heart to bleed. Seeing leave like fire was in her tail felt anger raise within him towards as well and truly knew was there and could hear every word.
- Couldn’t you just keep your mouth shut? erupted in a low voice towards .
- Why? If ’s got a problem with it, it’s her problem, she should never have interfered with a married guy!! stated while placing food on his plate making heave a frustrated sigh.

sat in the restaurant at the hotel that night having dinner with the lads and their partners, he felt beside him watching his every move just as she had ever since she was told about him and . had trouble breathing just from pain of losing but having observe him all time made it even worse if possible. had lost the glint in his eyes and his smile had become fake and weak and it had made and concerned to that extent that every now and then they would check up on him. At one point had admitted to and that he didn’t know how to get his marriage back on track because how could he when he was in love with another woman that wasn’t his wife? Breathing in gazed over to the table future away in the restaurant where was sat having dinner with the guys. Every now and then would catch her glance back at him and in her eyes he could read the three little words he felt in every bit of his soul aswell “I miss you”.

The next morning stood inside the bathroom of her hotel room and starred at herself in the mirror unable to believe what she’d just done. Her hands where resting on the sink as a million thoughts where running through her head. They had become great friends and now that she wasn’t spending any time with she had even more time to spend with , and they had spent time together... a lot of time. He seemed to be able to make her laugh again and she enjoyed being in his company, but she hadn’t seen last night coming..

>>Flashback<<

was sitting on her bed with her back resting against her pillows while reading a book when she heard the knock on her door. A first she waited to see if the person on the other side would just leave, as she felt too lazy to get up and open the door but the knocking didn’t stop, so she stumbled out of bed and over to open the door.
- Sunshine.... He grinned with a large smile on his face making shake her head at him with a giggle.
- There’s no sunshine here. smirked and staggered back towards the bed but got grabbed by ’s hand around her waist and pulled back.
- Well I know how to put sunshine into you. winked with a tease in his voice loving the new friendship he had found with her.
- Ha, very funny mister but I was reading so if you don’t mind... replied freeing herself from his grasp and got back up into her relaxing position on her bed with the book in her hand. For a moment stood still looking at her. He had just been with the other guy’s and instead of just going to bed she popped into his head which she had done a lot lately. He knew he felt slightly more than friendship. He knew he was attracted to her and that it could be his downfall but for now he was just going to enjoy every moment spent with her. - stop starring at me like that!! voice suddenly broke him from his thoughts and a smile crept up on his lips as he had learnt that it slightly freaked her out when someone starred at her for too long.
- Well what if I like gazing at you? enquired crawling up on the bed straddling her and slowly taking the book away from her making her look at him with a plead for her book.
- Please....my book..... pouted not tearing her gaze away from it
- Your book is fine. spoke gently as he placed it on her nightstand.
- And besides you don’t!! protested while feeling her body suddenly react upon having him this close to her in an sudden intimate atmosphere between them.
- Oh but I do.... responded in a low voice now only having his face inches from hers making his body ache to be touched. She wanted to reply but the intense look in his eyes made the words somehow being blocked and nothing would come out. All she could sense was the sudden feeling of her heart pounding nervously and the familiar feeling of want in her body.
- ....we can’t... She finally got uttered as his lips came dangerously close to hers making him falter for a moment.
- I know....but I want too... whispered feeling nervous to the limit as he waited for her response.
- Me too... The words fell out of her mouth before she even realized what she was saying and shocked her but the look that now appeared in ’s eyes by her response made her waver.
- Then why can’t we? ’s low voice sounded close her lips.
- Because I’m not in love with you... I still love ... uttered feeling put onto deep water not sure what to do.
- It could just be fun between two friends it doesn’t have to mean anything. He breathed out feeling every nerve in his body scream of want to kiss her.
- ...fun... mumbled unable to stop herself from kissing him back as she felt his lips land upon hers. felt her give into him as her fingers came tangled into his hair and she gave his warm tongue access to her mouth. Gently he let his left hand travel down her leg until it reached her thigh...

>>Flashback end<<

closed her eyes and shook her head fiercely to try to get the last nights sex episode with out of her thoughts but it wasn’t working. Abruptly hearing her mobile she starred into the room and gazed at her mobile lying on her bed and saw ’s name flash on the screen. She couldn’t deny that last night hadn’t been fun and she had liked it so why shouldn’t she keep having fun with , after all was shagging his wife and couldn’t stay in celibacy all her life waiting on , she was a grown woman with needs after all.

It was late when came back to the hotel that night and stumbled into in the corridor. glanced at and noticed he looked like thunder and he had a feeling why as had trouble controlling his jealousy watching seeming to enjoy herself with them and it hadn’t made it better that and had flirted at the club. Yet knew that inside ’s head was stamped as a friend and if something happened it was with .
- Goodnight. said politely as he was about to pass him.
- I bet it was for you!!!! angrily spoke through gritted teeth.
- It was actually, I enjoyed myself. smiled at knowing he had just put extra fire on the bonfire in ’s temper but in ’s mind deserved it.
- She is fare to good for you!! grunted having trouble keeping his jealousy at bay by the mare thought of touching .
- She probably is, but can I ask of whom you may be talking? asked raising an eyebrow, feeling a slight snigger inside his mind as he knew far too well what was doing right this minute and wouldn’t like it one bit.
- you jerk!!! hissed clutching his fits.
- Ah well you are right there but you see I don’t have her, so you don’t need to worry about me. Now I would like to go to bed. Goodnight. responded
- I DON’T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU!!! yelled losing the battle of his temper.
- Well you should. replied as a matter of fact.
- How?? When I know you have fucked her!!!! roared feeling the hurt in the pint of his stomach.
- Wow, I really don’t know where you’ve got that idea, cause I never have. frowned
- Really? asked suddenly feeling baffled.
- Really!! smiled feeling a sentence fighting to leave his lips and as he was about to walk passed him leaned in close to ’s ear...
- Just for the record I really aint the one shagging her..!! let the words spill from his lips and walked away. stood back having the words ringing inside his mind over and over again while he felt like breathing was getting impossible.

Chapter 21

lay in her bed and starred up into the roof above her head images from last hunting her mind, yet every touch from she remembered from last night made butterflies erupt in her stomach which then was overtaken by ache and hurt for him to be hers for real. Deep down she knew last night was just a weak moment for them both and it probably wouldn’t happen again but her heart had trouble listening to her brain. It had been after the concert and everyone had gone out clubbing and somehow had got away from both ’s and ’s watching eye....

>>Flashback last night<<

grinned as she took a swing around herself on the dance floor but yelped as a strong arm suddenly pulled her into his embrace and instead giggling around the dance floor with she suddenly found herself in ’s muscular arms making her breath get court in her throat and her knees feel like jelly by the loving lustful expression in ’s eyes.
- Baby, God I’ve missed having you in my arms. breathed close to her face feeling her body shudder in his arms and felt his own body on fire just by the feeling of having her this close again.
- ... whispered finding it hard to suddenly finding her own voice.
- I never meant to hurt you baby, I miss you so much I can’t breathe. husky spoke with his lips dangerously close to hers.
- I want you back . I love you. blurted out before feeling reply by crashing his lips onto hers, both forgetting where they were as they moaned into the kiss. Feeling tuck her fingers into his short hair blew even more cushion to the wind and pushed his tongue hungrily into her mouth and couldn’t help but groan as he felt her tongue curl around his. Standing afar wide eyed knew he had giving the chance to talk to but he had thought to be careful and not give her a full on snog. Looking around him saw that had taken notice and that was heading in the direction though not having seen anything yet. knew he had to do something quickly so with firm steps he walked up to and breaking them apart tearing them both back to reality.
- what are you doing? asked annoyed yet keeping his gaze firmly locked with ’s.
- in soon entering the war path if you two don’t stop what you’re doing right now, besides you’re still married. injected
- Babe I’m sorry I shouldn’t have done this but I just couldn’t keep my hands away. whispered to before glancing at and stepping away. took over and made dance with him while felt her body having just entered a whirlwind of feelings once more.

>>Flashback end<<

buried her face into her pillow letting her sobs disappear into the pillow feeling her whole body ache for . Having been in his arms and felt his kisses once more made her body ache that much it hurt. She knew last night didn’t change anything but how could being with feel so right when she wasn’t allowed to have him? And now to top it off she had even managed to hurt knowing he had seen her with on the dance floor. sighed she surely knew how to make a mess out of everything.

Slowly ’s eyes fluttered open, and as he reached out and pattered the empty space beside him in bed the previous night’s events flashed through his mind making groan in frustration. The jealousy he felt last night was washing to surface again and he knew after having seen them last night that it was validated. was still very much inside ’s heart, occupying the place so much wanted and he hated for it. With a deep sigh kicked off the crumbled bed sheets and moved to the edge of the bed letting his sleepy eyes cast a glance around his hotel room until they landed on a piece of paper that had been pushed through under the door and now lay looking back up at him from the floor. With a slight frown on his forehead he stumbled over and picked it up and felt his heart speed increase immediately as he realized who it was from. With each word he read his heart melted...

...hon’...
Just have a little patience. I'm still hurting from a love I lost. I'm feeling your frustration, any minute all the pain will stop. Just hold me close inside your arms tonight. Don't be too hard on my emotions. 'Cause I need time, so while I'm still healing. Just try and have a little patience. I know you wanna be my salvation. The one that I can always depend. I'll try to be strong. It's complicated but understand me. 'Cause the scars run so deep. It's been hard but I have to believe. Just have a little patience . xx

Downstairs in the breakfast room felt tired in every bit of her body. All the commotion in her love life was putting a drain on her body and mind. Last night had once more shown her that she wasn’t over yet, as he still put her whole body on fire but he was still very much married and she couldn’t go down that road with him again. She had to be strong no matter how hard it was on her and besides now had been added to the sum and he made her feel loved. knew she felt something for him but she didn’t know if she could ever love him as much as she did . With a sigh she closed her eyes feeling like she wasn’t build for all of this. Nerves were rushing through her as she remembered the letter she pushed through ’s door this morning knowing she was asking for much. Asking someone to be patient with her knowing how much she loved must be like a knife pushed through you but a part of her had wanted to ask him to do just that.
walked into the breakfast room hoping to spot her and right in the back of the room in the corner with her back towards him he noticed her sitting there pushing the fruit around in her bowl with a fork like the fruit was her enemy. A smile tucked at the corner of his lips at the sight and with gently steps he walked over towards her. With every step he took he felt his heart pound faster and as he reached her he let his left arm sneak around her shoulder as he placed a soft kiss on her cheek before pulling up a chair and sitting down beside her. As soon as had felt his lips her eyes had flown open and her gaze landed on him and without realizing it she had lifted her hand and lightly touched the spot where his lips had been. Seeing her action made smile and reach out to put a strain of hair behind her ear as he gazed into her eyes that he noticed had turned shy on him which only added to his heart melting.
- , I’m so so so sorry about last night, I didn’t mean to hurt you, I’m so sorry... I’m.... blurted out as soon as she managed to speak but was stopped as placed a finger over her lips to silence her.
- I got your note babe. spoke quietly as he moved his finger away from her lips and instead looked down as he intertwined his fingers with hers feeling relieved she let him do it.
- I’m....I want you to understand...I just... I do have feelings for you...I just... uttered unsure of how to explain herself.
- I do understand sweetie but you also have to let me be jealous and mad because of what that....that...that...guy is doing to you...and to me even for wanting you. spoke holding her gaze locked with his.
- I’m sorry. snivelled hating the thought of hurting him.
- Ohhh sshhhh, don’t...it ain’t your faulth... I’ll be patient...okay? smoothed lifting his hands letting them rest on either side of her face forcing her to look at him as he said it. Gazing into his emotion filled eyes felt her heart leap out to him and slowly she nodded as a reply. For a moment time stood still between them as they glanced into each other’s eyes both biting their lower lip wanting to kiss the other but neither sure if they dared. Feeling her body shiver with nerves finally leaned that inch closer so her lips brushed up against his and when she did it send a tremble down her spin making her lean just an inch closer towards him. Feeling her lips on his couldn’t help but sink into the kiss letting his hands tangle into her hair as he enjoyed every second. As he felt her hands tangle into his short hair battled between wanting so badly to deepen the kiss and stay in the reality of the fact they were in a public room of the hotel and that he had to take it slow with her. Feeling her soft lips leave his for a moment made sigh in a low desperate whisper telling her he wanted more and when he slowly opened his eyes he watched hers still only an inch from his with a smile tugging at her lips.
- Babe!! swallowed in horse voice before seeing her lean in once more and as soon as he felt her lips his heart skipped a beat. This time he couldn’t stop himself from letting his tongue sneak out and slide over her lower lip begging for access to her warm mouth. Mean while he felt his heart pound like mad afraid she would deny him the access he craved for but as she parted her lips slightly for him he felt his whole body come alive as he gently slipped his tongue in between her juicy lips meeting her tongue which curled around his making him slip a low groan into her mouth. Feeling how much he wanted her she couldn’t help but lean even further into him forgetting completely where they were as she felt his tongue play sweetly with hers.
Suddenly the pair got interrupted by a cough and a squeeze on either ones shoulder making them both reluctantly pull apart and look up at the person who cursed their interruption.
- You both know that I don’t mind that you two are into each other but can I suggest you get a room, just in case you don’t want the whole world to know about it yet. smiled at them both before placing himself down on a chair beside and tucked into his breakfast. Both and starred around the room but it seemed quiet to both their relief. then glanced at and then moved his gaze to her luscious lips that he hadn’t been ready to part from and only moved his gaze when he felt her patter his thigh under the table but when she was about to move her hand away again he grabbed hold of her hand needing just the simplest connection with her.
- Thanks for the suggestion . finally replied only to receive a grin from before he took another bite of his toast.
- Well I better get a move on, some of us needs to work. spoke sarcastic.
- Very funny lady, but now you’re at it, maybe you should do all our interviews then?! winked back at her making her shake her head with a laugh but as she was about to leave she felt keep his grab on her hand not letting her go. felt his heart pound by the look in her eyes as she realised he wasn’t letting go of her hand but instead pulled her back towards him. He watched the question in her eyes but he simply couldn’t get their morning kiss out of his head and he just wanted to feel her lips once more. Pulling her down towards him he leaned into her ear...
- Baby please, I need another kiss. whispered into her ear noticing her then look around the room before she once more locked eyes with him.
- Just one then. murmured and it only took a second from the words had left her lips till she felt ’s lips capture her own like he would never let her go again. Feeling her lips fought an inner battle to let her go again when all he really wanted was the opposite. Feeling her pull away he couldn’t help but sigh making her stroke a finger down his cheek. - I’ll see you later, okay? She smiled softly at him.
- You better. sulked as he let his hands run from her waist and down softly before she nodded with a gently smile and took off leaving him alone with who looked up at as she had left.
- Damn you seem smitten. erupted in a low voice towards his friend.
- You have no idea how much!! exclaimed resting his head in his hands over the table.
- Oh I think I know, that’s why I want you to be careful. I thought you and her were just fun? replied making look over at him.
- We were but then slowly I started to fall in love with her and now I just can’t stop loving her and wanting to be with her 24/7. blurted out feeling so far out in the deep water that he’d must be somewhere in a huge ocean.

Chapter 22

felt nervous as Louis being Westlife’s tour manger had called both the lads and the guys to a meeting and now had also asked for her presence and it didn’t sound all that great to her especially as she knew what it was about. She had had a chat with Louis earlier and he wasn’t please with rumours going around out among the fans that the two bands couldn’t stand each other. Putting her hand on the door handle into their meeting room she took a deep breath as she heard throwing out an remark towards someone, she couldn’t hear what he said but it wasn’t something nice. Opening the door walked in seeing the blokes on one sofa and the lads over at another only now stood standing while Louis stood in the middle of the room shaking his head in disapproval.
- Look and in comes the whole problem!!! barked towards making both and jump up at once.
- HEY LEAVE HER OUT OF THIS!!!! Both and cringed leaving starring at them not sure Louis idea of this meeting was any good.
- WHY, IF YOU TWO COULD JUST STOP FIGHTING FOR HER ATTENTION AND WHATEVER WE WOULDN’T HAVE ANY PROBLEMS!!! yelled back
- SHUT THE FUCK UP!! THIS ISN’T HELPLING!!! yelled at them all getting up from the sofa fed up about all the yelling.
- He’s right, besides you all need your voices tonight. Louis injected so everyone looked unsure at him and felt like being put on the fire. The air in the room was thick of negativity and cold as ice, almost like the air could be cut like a knife.
- Right, so I told them what we talked about. About the rumours going around and I for one think all publicity is good publicity however it would be even better if it was positive, so come on guys when we started the tour you could easily be around each other, let’s work back to that, okay? Good we all agree, stay in here till ya have worked it out. I have another meeting to attend to but is here as the manager, so work it out!!!! Louis demanded before he swung out of the room leaving with 8 guy’s starring at her and the looks weren’t nice from everyone.
- Listen I know you all love your jobs and your fans so could you please keep any bad feelings behind closed doors. And could you please try to like each other again, you are all great gentlemen when you want to be and you are all the sweetest. I know that for a fact so could we just all be grown ups and treat each other with respect? spoke trying her hardest to sound like a boss but finding it very hard with the looks she was receiving.
- She’s right, I’m in. smiled having never liked the bad atmosphere.
- Quiet . Could you do all that? enquired starring at making count to ten in his head knowing full well he would have trouble following ’s request.
- Yes I could. I have been nothing but respectful to all of you. replied in a firm voice starring right back at even though she could feel it set his temper raising but she was tired of his accusations.
- And yet at the same time you’ve been seriously unprofessional. You’re supposed to be a tour manger BUT GOD YOU ARE UNPROFESSIONAL!!! shouted at her.
- WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN? hissed at him angrily.
- WELL IT’S NO SECRET TO ANYONE IN HERE ANYMORE THAT YOU’VE BEEN ’S MISSTRESS, THOUGH HE IS MARRIED AND OH MY GOD NOW YOU’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING ON WITH , AND YOU’RE HIS MANAGER!!!! roared not noticing the tears that formed in her eyes by his words. couldn’t believe had said those things, she used to see him as a friend but now all he seemed to do was scroll at her especially after he found out about her and . looked towards but he didn’t say a word he just glanced back at her mouthing sorry. For a moment closed her eyes to gather some strength and clear her mind and heart that felt slightly shattered. and sight glanced each other both having noticed how ’s words effected her. tried to send a calming glance knowing full well that anyone talking like that to could set off even himself felt like striking one in the face.
- AND AS IF YOU ARE ANY BETTER, YOU’RE MARRIED TO A WOMAN YOU ARE MANAGER FOR IN A FREAKING GIRLBAND!!! finally yelled harshly at unable to keep his mouth shut watching how hard this was on .
- SO WE ARE ALL FUCKED UP, SO WHAT??!! interfered having had enough.
- True we are. replied with a slight frown in a calm voice hoping that would set an example.
- Can we just agree on one thing? asked sitting beside on the sofa.
- What’s that? sighed
- To act like to the world everything is well in the camp, everything else stays inside closed doors? continued just to receive a line of nods all around.
- Besides whatever is going on with the saga of , and is their thing, and it has nothing to do with us, so the rest of us, should really be friends. spoke hopefully beside until he saw the looks of disbelief all around.
- No a fence, but when it comes to I’m sticking to his side and I know for a fact that the same goes for and . So yes the rest of us should all be friends but it’s kind a tricky. explained and received a thankful gaze from making patter ’s shoulder.
- Same goes in our camp. added.
- Right so it’s settled, to the world we’re mates and in real life we are when in situations it’s possible. Good meeting!! cringed and left the room with on his tail and sending a slight smile before leaving. walked up to and gazed at her.
- I’m sorry about what said, he had no right. spoke in a low voice while shuffling his hands into his jeans pockets.
- So why did you let him? croaked while had a hard time letting them talk.
- Babe his my friend. sighed feeling court in a trap knowing no matter what he said it would be wrong.
- So was I, your lover even!! snarled feeling tears on the bay in her eyes.
- Sweetie, I don’t know what to do. sighed heavily feeling like no matter what he did or said it would always be wrong. There was only two things he could do to changes things and he was struggling with either one. One would be to set free and just let her be with but the mare thought was killing him and the other would be to leave but that would mean seeing his kids even less. He felt so trapped and now stood gazing at her he felt nothing but love for her. Looking into her eyes lifted his hand and let it stroke down her soft cheek sending a shiver through both of them by the touch. closed her eyes trying to shake of the feeling of his touch and knowing was watching she backed an inch away from . did notice the slight disappointment in ’s eyes but she couldn’t keep letting him hurt her or drive her around in the circus. Further away from them clenched his fits and turned around to look away from them. As soon as he saw touch her the way he did with that look on his face had to look away as he felt a sudden anger raise within him. Beside him stood , and sending each other knowing glances and with a shake of his head told and they could go and he would stay behind with . All four had wanted to stay behind to cheek if was alright but seeing still wasn’t leaving they thought it better for and to go. Taken the few steps towards squeezed his shoulder making look at him.
- We could go and just talk with her later? suggested quietly all though knowing he probably would be turned down.
- I can’t!! said shortly knowing full well that if he said anymore it could go wrong. - Okay but I’m staying with you till leaves. responded and received a thankful gaze from .
- ...just go...I can’t do this anymore, you keep hurting me, it aint fair. spoke looking at .
- Is that you’re words or is it ’s? snorted making roll her eyes heavily and to grab hold of ’s shoulder to stop him from nearing .
- It’s my words and you know it. you know me and you knew us. You know we can’t be together because you are married and I need someone who loves me and only me. I want someone who will settle down with me, someone who will and can do all those things with me which you are doing with . tried to explain in a firm but gentle tone.
- Baby... started but got interrupted..
- God would you stop talking to her like she’s your woman cause she’s not!!! finally erupted having heard enough to take anymore and looked on unable to stop him.
- Well she’s not yours either!! fired back as took a few large steps towards them. Seeing the anger and hurt in his eyes quickly stepped forward and placed a gentle hand on ’s chest stopping him for nearing even further.
- , please don’t. You know the truth. Please trust me. pleaded with him as she gazed into ’s eyes calming him down slightly.
- But can’t you see he’s walking all over you. He keeps playing with your heart. exclaimed frustrated.
- I fuck as hell don’t!!! growled back.
- THEN SET HER FREE OR GET DEVOICED DAMN IT!!!! snarled back at .
- IT FUCK AS HELL ISN’T THAT EASY!!!!!!!! shouted making look at for help.
- Guy’s stop it. Have you already forgotten about our meeting? Let’s not go at each other’s throats. injected trying to talk some sense into them but either one replied instead and stood starring each other down.
- ... voice softly sounded but he didn’t react all he saw was being way to close to and he hated it.
- ! tried once more but this time she lifted her hands up and placed them on either side of his face to force him to look at her. Seeing the softness in her eyes brought ’s attention back on and he felt his body ease up at little.
- Go to your dressing room and get ready for tonight’s show. I’ll just have a little chat with and then I’ll come and find you, okay? asked hoping for a yes but just moved his hands up so they covered hers and leaned his forehead down so it rested against hers. looked over and saw roll his eyes obviously not liking the sight.
- Please sweetie. whispered feeling her heart pound slightly by the closeness from . Closing his eyes for a second breathed in deciding to do the grown up thing and leave her to talk to even if he disliked it. Slowly moved his hands away from hers but only moved his face an inch so his lips landed on hers for a few seconds before he left without a word. Seeing that made feel his heart bleed and it took all his will power not to smack one and the way he noticed look at as he left made his heart ping painfully. It took a few seconds to realize he now stood alone with and had to quickly gather his mind and bleeding heart.
- You don’t love him!! blurted out without thinking and saw her frown at his statement.
- ... just sighed knowing full well it was ’s jealous side talking.
- Well do you? pushed on, needing to hear her say she didn’t.
- No.... admitted and saw a mix of relief and hurt in ’s eyes.
- But I’m the one you love!! persisted.
- .... I loved you with everything I had, I gave you my whole heart. All I asked for was just a piece of yours, but instead you gave me mine back...shattered and broken. You made me believe there could be a further for us somewhere in the distance but you didn’t have the nerve when it finally came down to it. explained feeling the tears well up in her eyes.
- But I wasn’t sure we didn’t have a further together, I’m still not sure. I just know that I love you but you keep saying I’m married and yes I am but why can’t I have you both? exclaimed immediately realizing he had said the wrong thing seeing the utter disbelief showing over ’s face.
- So you’re saying I don’t deserve to get married and settle down, because all I’ll ever only be is your mistress?? muttered stunned by his words.
- NO, no, no that’s not what I’m saying!! Hell I don’t know what I’m saying!! cried out frustrated.
- Well it’s this simple either you love me enough to get a divorce or I move on. spoke trying to sound calm all though her heart was in pain to say it.
- AAAGGGHHHH!!!! I just want you!!!!!!!!! shouted putting yet another knife into ’s heart as she knew as well as he did that it wasn’t going to happen.
- You know how to make that happen. said quietly while gazed at her feeling defeated.
- Where I come from you don’t get divorced, my mom would hate it, she would be so disappointed. muttered.
- So translated we’re still stuck. We can’t have each other. Please just stop doing this to me, it hurts every time you talk to me like this. Why don’t you understand that I can’t sit and wait for you forever when my brain tells me I can’t have you? snivelled as a tear travelled down her cheek making move his hand up to stroke it away with his thumb. - I’m sorry baby... I know I’m selfish but I just can’t let anyone else have you either. croaked feeling his emotions get the better of him hearing himself admit the fact to her and by the look on her face his confession put her in a state of mixed feelings. One way she was happy he loved her so much that another wasn’t allowed to have her but on the other side slightly angry that he then meant she should be alone.
- I’m.... I can’t do this .... you made up your mind and choose and you broke my heart but when you choose her you can’t have me too, I want more, I deserve more than being a secret and I deserve to have a loving partner too. If you want me so bad, then you know how to get me but stop talking like this because it’s not fair!! cried out at him before turning around leaving there feeling lost.

Chapter 23

Walking into ’s dressing room a moment later found him sitting on a sofa leaned forward with his arms resting on his knees. He had changed into his black trousers and was wearing a white shirt hanging loosely with only the first few buttons done up giving her the perfect sneak peak to his well formed chest sending a shiver through her body. Hearing her come in glanced at her watching her every move as she walked over towards him. Neither one said anything but as she came up to him and made him sit up straight as she interlocked her fingers with his and sat down on his lap felt his heart pound and made him bite his bottom lip. looked into his eyes and saw the nerves in them, he didn’t feel alright with her sending him away while she talked to it was clear in his eyes but she felt she had had to do it and now she breathed in getting ready to smooth things with . At least he had let her come close to his body which she thought must be a good sign.
- Babe, you don’t need to worry. ’s voice sounded gently as she slipped her hands from his and moved her left hand up to rest upon his shoulder and let the other stroke over his cheek. closed his eyes with a sigh and let his hands sneak around her waist pulling her nearer to him and at the same time closing her up in his arms.
- I can’t help it. finally breathed out as he opened his eyes to gaze at her, relieved to have her back in his arms.
- Sweetie I’m not his secret woman anymore. answered and let her hands now tangle into his hair.
- No...but are you anyone’s...are you mine? asked feeling unsure and scared to even ask the words and it didn’t help that she looked down when he said them. He felt her fingers move away from his hair and land down on his chest.
- Baby... whispered feeling his heart almost pound out of his chest by her reaction.
- I... I’m scared to say I’m anyone’s. I’m so scared to be hurt all over again and I’m not even over being hurt by . ’s voice sounded in a low voice making pull her an inch even closer towards his body.
- I know sweetheart but I won’t hurt you. You know that. reassured her locking eyes with her as she finally looked back up at him.
- I know you won’t... murmured and leaned in planting a soft kiss on his lips before pulling away an inch and gazed into his eyes while her fingers travelled inside his shirt touching his skin making him ache for her.
- ...but I’m here now, let that be enough for now... breathed against his lips and saw a weak twinkle reappear in his eyes before he leaned in capturing her lips with his.

stormed into ’s dressing room in a grumpy mood collapsing down on the sofa while and glanced in his direction slightly stunned.
- So you talked to ? assumed by his mood but only got a grunt as an answer.
- There you see? cried out making look at her confused.
- I see what exactly? questioned and gazed at to check if he had missed anything.
- He can’t have a decent conversation with either!! stated aggravated.
- Who said that?? interfered
- Your face! stated
- But I can, I just don’t like how they goes. responded feeling slight on the edge to defend there.
- There you see? We used to have fun with her all the time but after entered the picture they brainwashed her. declared making roll his eyes and sigh.
- I don’t think that is the truth sweetheart. There’s a total other reason why can’t talk properly with her and you know that. spoke raising an eyebrow at her to make her understand that.
- Yeah okay but then what about me? We don’t talk as much anymore. pouted as she slumped down on the sofa beside .
- Well could there be a reason for that too maybe? asked as he grabbed a shirt and pulled it on.
- Yeah she’s always over in the other camp!! sulked.
- Well yeah she’s doing her job. Her job is with them and not with us remember? asked and noticed look down into the floor sighing heavily.
- I know but she didn’t usually use all her spare time with them too. I really do think they brainwashed her and we have to get her back!! concluded making frown at her and sigh.
- Babe she is not brainwashed. She have just made friends with them, just because you don’t like them, then that doesn’t mean they can’t be great guys for her. tried to smoothen but wasn’t having any of it.
- Well they are not, you have to go and talk to her and get her back to us, she belongs with us!! exclaimed at her man and ignored him pulling a face.
- She’s your friend babe, just go and talk to her. Look even just did that. replied.
- Yeah and see how well that went. responded sarcastic.
- Maybe you forgot to show her your whooping charming self. winked at with a smile.
- Ah very funny!! grumbled while fiddling with his fingers in his lap.
- Pleeeeeeaaasssseeeee Sweetie talk to her. pleaded blazing her eyelids at .
- Fine! finally gave in rolling his eyes at her but without any intention on doing it any time soon as hoped if he waited long enough would get so tired of it she would go to her friend herself.

It was raining heavily outside as , , and sat moping inside a hotel room that night. There wasn’t any concert that night and they were bored out of their minds.
- You know at least if I had my wife here, I would be entertained. moped.
- So don’t want to know. laughed.
- Yeah well it’s different for you, you have your woman here somewhere in the hotel. sulked.
- ....yeah I do... grinned as a silly grin formed on his lips making the other three grab each a pillow and throw at him.
- Hehe hey watch it. laughed feeling the pillows hit him straight.
- That’ll teach you to not rub it into our faces. joked
- Hey be happy for me. shrieked with a laugh in his voice.
- You know we are mate but still bored. replied as he took another look out of the window right before they heard a knock on the door into the room. The four of them looked around at each to see who would give in and go to open the door.
- Yeah I’ll do it. finally said getting up from his comfy chair as another knock was heard.
- Yeah yeah, easy tiger, the old man needs time to get to the door. chuckled
- Yeah give the poor man a cane. chortled along putting the other in fits of laughter.
- And yet I’m not the oldest one in the room. defended himself as he opened the door.
- Hi, need some support ? grinned as she saw him.
- Yeah please. responded as he let in.
- Oh you soft sod!! uttered towards seeing him breaking into a grin as soon as he saw coming in through the door.
- Hey be nice to him. smiled as she headed straight for the bed where sat in a complete relaxed position.
- Hi. grinned at and planted a soft kiss on his lips.
- And that’s our manager acting like that. spoke shaking his head with a twinkle in his eyes.
- Nope that is Jason’s girlfriend acting like that. smiled as she moved her lips from and settled down sitting between his legs leaning in against his chest as with a content sigh closed his arms around her waist.
- Could you say that again? whispered to her ear loving her call herself that but only responded him with a giggle that instead melted his heart.
- So if you’re ’s girlfriend then tell me where our tour manager is? enquired
- She is of duty right now. replied looking around at them and noticed they looked kind a bored.
- Hmm well when you see her tell her I miss flirting with her!! winked cursing both and to grab a pillow and throw after him.
- Haha easy there... knows I would never steal his girl, oh hey wait a minute didn’t you just steal from me?? responded raising an eyebrow.
- No he didn’t cause you never had me. answered quickly not wanting anyone to think she had ever slept with .
- He’s just winding you up babe. said gently towards ’s ear.
- Yeah well he is good at it. replied making chuckle lightly before the whole room fell silent once more everyone just sat starring out of the window. took in the sight of the guy’s and the peaceful atmosphere in the room, it was clear to her that they felt at ease in each other’s company and they made her feel it too. In a room with others when she was with she would always be on guard in case someone suddenly would be standing there who wasn’t allowed to know and that was almost everybody but with it felt different. Now she didn’t have to be on guard within the group like she had with . smiled as she felt ’s fingers stroke her waist tenderly. Slowly moved around in his arms and just sat there gazing into his loving eyes that held a twinkle in them. She let her hand move up so her forefinger gently stroke down his cheek to his lips where she let her finger slide slowly over his bottom lip.
- Hey , ’s girlfriend, not our tour manager, I’m bored. suddenly blurted out while starring out of the window.
- And what could she do about that? asked while snuggled back into his arms with a content sigh that made a smile tug at ’s lips.
- I don’t know... something. pouted and looked over only to see a sudden cheeky smile appear on ’s lips.
- Ohhh no what you put into her head now? cringed
- Ohhh don’t be daff, let’s go into the rain!! cheered getting out of ’s arms and jumping out from the bed.
- Um are you sick? Do you feel well? enquired with a raised eye brow
- Yeah I’m fine why? grinned feeling all mischievous.
- Well we can’t risk getting sick from the cold rain, we’re on tour. answered.
- Oh...I didn’t think of that...but I didn’t say we’d have to stay there long. smirked grabbing hold of ’s hand and pulling him with her up onto the roof of the hotel while the other three stayed behind determined to stay in door. couldn’t help but chuckle over who now stood jumping around on a roof while the rain poured down upon her socking the clothes and making her hair stick to her face.
- Do you know how damn sexy you look right now? asked in a husky tone while a smile tugged at his lips, making stop up and glance at him.
- No but do tell me. responded while he walked over and pulled her into his arms locking eyes with her. Silence washed over them as they stood gazing into each other’s eyes and couldn’t help but let three little words slip his mouth....
- Babe...I love you....the words barely a whisper but the words ticked into ’s mind and just for a second her heart stopped beating.

stood afar in hiding under a small roof having seen how they had come out onto the roof and once more she had taken his breath away but this time there was another reason why he felt like he couldn’t breathe, like someone had just punched him in his stomach. had said those three little words to the love of ’s life and couldn’t bare to stay there any second longer, he had to do something....

Chapter 24

ran as fast away from the roof as his feet would allow him and he rushed down with the elevator until his reached the floor of his target. He banged on the door until opened with a large frown on his face letting in who didn’t even notice sat in there too at first.
- You better listen because I’m only going to say this once, AND I’M SORRY that what I have to say may hurt you, but I CAN’T do this anymore!!!!!!!!! spoke in a firm voice starring directly at who’s normally soft futures on his face turned a slight shade on guard.
- You have my attention!! simply replied while crossing his arms in front of his chest and suddenly found himself sitting on the edge of his chair on safeguard.
- I’m leaving and there’s nothing you can do to stop me. I’m miserable with her and I’m so in love with , I can’t breathe without her and every time I see her and aint allowed to touch her it’s like a knife into my heart, and every time I see her with it’s killing me. I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE, I CAN’T DO WHAT YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE THINKS IS RIGHT, WHEN EVERY BIT OF ME IS DYING TO BE WITH !!!! I’M NOT ME WITHOUT HER!!! clarified in a steadfast tone not willing to let anyone try to control him anymore, he was done!! Both and looked gobsmacked at not used to acting like this.
- Are you completely sure this is what you want? finally sighed knowing that fighting on ’s behalf was a losing battle and deep down it hurt him either way to see either of them hurt.
- I am SURE, it’s simple really... God made me, then he made and then he whispered “meant to be together”. responded seeing raise an eyebrow at him for saying something corny.
- And have you told all this? asked for the first time saying anything since came into the room.
- No.. whispered feeling his heart pound heavily.
- , what’s happened? questioned senescing something had.
- I was on the roof.... and came out there laughing... they didn’t see me... He told her... stopped midsentence having trouble to even say the words.
- Said what? asked carefully.
- That....that....that...he loved her... stuttered out.
- And she said? enquired
- God....NO ONE ELSE IS SUPPOSED TO SAY THOSE WORDS TO HER!!! cried out not hearing what just said.
- , mate, what did reply? tried taking over from and suddenly the words got to .
- I don’t know, I ran as quickly as I could away from there and down here. responded while his face turned slightly pale.
- Then I suggest you go find her. advised and from the words left ’s mouth it only took two seconds before he was off again.

wasn’t sure where exactly to go look for but he decided on her own room as the first option. As he knocked on her door he felt nerves rush around in his mind and body mean while his heart was pounding heavily and when the door got up, he felt his breathe get court in his throat.
- , the words sounded surprised from her lips before she let him inside. gazed at him and that’s when he noticed her tear faced face meanwhile only wearing a huge towel around her body after obviously being into the shower after her trip into the rain. Suddenly a thought entered his mind and glanced frantic around the room...
- ’s not here. spoke picking up on the sudden panic in .
- Oh...right.... Babe I have to talk to you. I saw you on the roof with and it killed me. uttered.
- How so? frowned.
- He said he loved you, no one else should say those words to you. continued.
- But you don’t exactly say them. murmured and felt a little taken back as immediately cupped her face with his hands and locked eyes with her.
- , baby...I love you! firmly in soft tone responded watching the shock wave rush over her eyes.
- But you’re married.... cried feeling a new set of tears fill her eyes.
- I’ll divorce her. I love you baby and I can’t live without you any minute longer. I want you. I need you and you can have me...all you have to do is say the words and......to end things with ... answered his voice full of emotion as leapt up everything he said.
- I love you too... she replied in whisper melting ’s heart.
- Then stop seeing , be my girl. ’s eyes pleaded with her as he noticed her eyes get slightly confused.
- I thought you said you saw us on the roof but then you should know I’m not with anymore... said feeling on the edge of tears again as the look in ’s eyes when she couldn’t say the words back to him ached in her heart. She hated hurting him.
- I ran before I heard you’re answer. stuttered feeling how his heart suddenly pounded with hope.
- I... ...I like .....but I don’t love him....I love you... and I miss all the little things. Like how you drive your hand resting on my knee and the way we’d share a big gooey ice cream. But I especially miss the hot nights in those hotel rooms when you were all around me, the taste, the scent and the feel of you. And I’d fall asleep in your arms with the sound of your heartbeat being the last thing I hear before going to sleep. I ache with longing babe. whispered feeling her heart pound not really believing this was happening.
- Me too baby. muttered feeling to emotional to say anything else.
- Are you serious...are you choosing me? checked to be sure but as she saw the look in his eyes the doubt washed away from her.
- I’m choosing you. spoke gently leaning in placing his lips upon hers making them both moan as they finally felt the others touch they had longed for.

Two days later in the evening and had sneaked away from the party down stairs needing a moment alone. couldn’t help but gasp as she felt ’s hands roam all over her body as his tongue just took a slide around her tongue teasing her.
- We should be downstairs. breathed out locking eyes with .
- Not when you’re looking so damn sexy… I need you baby… so bad… groaned and let his gaze wander over her body. She wore a long black dress with a long slit down her leg but what had him hypnotized the most was the deep cleavage in her dress showing of the perfect form of her breasts. He knew she was right they should be downstairs celebrating the news of and expecting their first child, but couldn’t they just have a moment alone? felt his cock twist again as her hands had found their way under his shirt. Catching the glance in her eyes he noticed her eyes had gone darker with lust just for him. Wanting desperately to touch her lovers’ muscular chest and let her fingers run over his sexy chest hair she pulled the shirt over his head and tossed it aside. ’s eyes wander once more over her cleavage and acted on his need as he turned her around and unzipped her dress on her back and as he moved the strops over her shoulder he left soft kisses there. The dress quickly fell to the floor and turned her body around to face him and placed her hands in his hair as gently trailed kisses down her cleavage until he got to her breasts. let his tongue circle around one nipple as her other breast got attention from his left hand until it stood up hard for him. His tongue was still playing with her breast when he let his left hand move down over her stomach and further down till he reached her sweet pussy. couldn’t help a moan escape her lips as she felt push a finger insider her wet hole meanwhile his thump massaged her clit.
- Oh … don’t tease… groaned making feel his dick stiffen uncomfortable in his pants. let his mouth leave her breast and kneeled down on his knees where he made her spread her legs even further. Gently he lifted one leg up so it rested on his shoulder.
- God you’re wet baby…. Cum for me… groaned moving his face close to her pussy letting his tongue move over her clit as he kept pushing a finger in and out of her. Feeling his tongue leap at her juices flowing freely from her wet pussy meanwhile his experienced tongue did magic to her clit couldn’t help a loud moan escape her lips loving what did to her body.
- Ohhhhh…. …. She cried as she came and her hips buckled, her orgasms making feel his dick cry for her touch. Moving up her body left kisses all the way up to her mouth where he slipped his tongue through her parted lips and groaned as he felt her tongue tease his own.
- Oh baby I need you… breathed against her lips. Seeing his dark lustful eyes she took the hint and with her hands she removed his pants letting them slide to the floor. She gasped as leant in against her
- Feel my hard stiff dick against you baby. It’s all for you. breathed huskily as he pushed his cock against her aching pussy. felt the need for him raise again deep into her stomach but she wanted to make him feel just as great he did for her, so she let her nails tenderly slide over his back as she kissed her way down his body. Kneeling down on her knees she saw his hard cock standing proud in front of her and all just because of her.
- Please baby. begged needing her to take him into her sweet mouth. She let one hand grab around his shaft and started stroking him a few times before she took her tongue into use letting it lick the pre-cum already forming on the slit of his dick. She felt ’s hands grab at her hair pushing her head gently wanting her to take his dick into her mouth. With smile on her lips she loved how he wanted her and slowly she let his stiff cock sink into her mouth cursing a loud gasp from who loved feeling himself inside her mouth and feeling her tongue licking on his dick. She started bobbing her mouth up and down his hard shaft as she sucked him and listened to ’s deep groans of pleasure.
- God… love…. It… babe… muttered feeling on the way to come when she moved his cock out of her mouth. Trialling kisses over his body until she was face to face with again felt ’s hand move down touching her pussy. A smile played over his lips and he felt how wet she already was for him again.
- Please fuck me . begged needing him to be inside her. didn’t need to be asked twice and so he pinned her up against the wall and lifted one of her legs up to rest around him to get better access to her pussy. couldn’t help a loud groan to escape his mouth as he pushed his member deep into her feeling her walls close around him.
- God , you are the only place that feels like home. breathed heavily against her lips sending waves of pleasure through her.
- Welcome home baby. murmured before she once more captured his lips and soon felt his tongue sneak its way in to play with hers.





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